I didn't know what to say when you asked me if i liked you
I was never the type to confess my feelings
Let alone i didn't know how to express them
But when i was struggling to find the right words to tell you how i feel about you
You told me
"Just say whatever comes to heart"
And that was the first time i heard my own heart beating

When i graduate high school
When i get my nursing degree
When i make my parents proud
When i am financially stable
When i share an apartment with my partner
When i get married
When i own a house
When i have a family of my own
When my children have children of their own
When i am old holding hands with the love of my life
When my life is settled and i can finally feel free
That's when i will be waiting to be in the clouds

The friendship we had is something i wish i had cherish from the start
I never knew the impact you made on my life until the day you left
You were there with me for everything
We would pull all nighters until 5 am
And play PC games and sleep over skype
You mend my soul when i was hurting
And i was able to cope countless heartbreaks because of you
You made me feel wanted, loved and happy
I wish you didn't let me go
I wish i could prevent what i did that made you not want me in your life anymore
As much as i want you in my life again
As much as i want to talk to you again so i don't have to think about you all the time
I know that you're happy without me
And i wouldn't want anyone or anything interfering with your happiness
You deserve the best for after all you have done for me
And I will never forget you for that