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Jolene Perron Aug 2010
She looks across a wide open sky,
makes a wish and begins to cry.
This day is coming to an end,
she waves goodbye to a departing friend.

He kisses her cheek,
he holds her close.
He tells her he wants her,
what he misses most...

She's walking now away from it all,
trips on the sidewalk, begins to fall.
She kneels there waiting for life to make sense,
trying to break down her very own fence.

The tears are coming,
rolling down her cheeks.
As she kneels on the sidewalk,
begining to weep.

The blood is dripping down her sorry face,
she's walking now at a much faster pace.
She's running away from all that she's known,
running away with no where to go.

Anywhere but here,
would be so much better.
Somewhere with sun,
and cooler weather.

The kids on the sidewalk are playing with cards,
she remembers her life back when it was not so hard.
When scraped up knees were the deepest wounds,
and bedtime came always way too soon.

She's wishing back then,
to go back in time.
When she was a child,
when everything was fine.

The sun is now setting down below the water ahead,
she's regretting her life and the words that were said.
Wishing for forgiveness is all she can do,
she screams at the top of her lungs, "DON'T YOU REALIZE I LOVE YOU?!"
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
I feel like everything I do means nothing,
like what I say doesn't affect anyone.
I feel like walking away from it all,
but I just don't want to give up.

He used to make my heart fly and feelings soar,
but now he only makes me cry.
I don't want to give up on all we had,
I know we can be so much more.

She was my very best friend,
someone who I could always confide in.
Now she won't even talk to me,
and I can't figure out why...

I'm trying to make myself happy this time,
but everyone else gets mad.
It's like what I want doesn't even matter,
and what I need isn't relevant.

I've spent my life trying to make everyone else happy,
and for once I'm trying to do stuff for me.
But everyone else is throwing fits,
and everyone is ****** at me.

I can't make you all happy,
I can't make my life make sense.
I'm lost and confused and I'm sitting here crying,
I'm waiting for someone to come and climb over this wall.

Doesn't anyone see the signs?
don't you all see me, sitting here, crying, alone.
Why don't you try to help me along,
what is so wrong with me that I can't do it on my own.

I can't make my life make sense anymore,
and I'm reaching for the blade.
As long as I was clean before,
that changed and I can't make it stop.

I'm struggling and I'm fighting and I'm crying out,
but no one around seems to hear.
Please someone just make some sense out of life,
please send me some kind of guidence....

**I need an Angel
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
I see what's going on,
I'm hidden behind the scene.
I wonder how my best friend,
and my ex could be so mean.

You tell me not the truth,
you sugarcoat with lies.
You come to me to be with me,
and spare me the goodbyes.

But what you say to her,
and what she's said to him.
Is going on behind my back,
it's nothing but a sin.

Why not be just honest?
why not tell the truth?
Please spare me some of the lies,
don't care about my mood.

No matter how I find out,
no matter how I hear.
It's gonna ruin my day,
make me cry awful tears.

Why not just tell the truth?
instead of awful lies.
Why did you come back,
after you once said goodbye.

Why did you play with my heart,
but deep back in your mind.
You were thinking of her,
this was anything but kind.

My heart is on the ground,
it's fallen from your hands.
I used to think I knew you,
but you're now a different man.

So I sit here in silence,
waiting for someone to tell.
What's been going on,
help me from where I fell.

Someone please be honest,
tell me what's going on.
I'm far from being sane now,
I am too far gone.

Apparently so are you,
and I will never get you back.
I sit here in silence, heartless,
with happiness I lack.
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
She sits and waits,
her prince to come save.
She's alone with tears,
no one came today.

No one sees,
what she's hiding beneath.
A fake smile,
falling where you can not reach.

She wants him to remember,
she wants him to try.
To be her prince charming,
so she will never cry.

But she's lonely again,
waiting by the lake.
She gets up now,
with a smile that is fake.

It's like all they ever want,
is someone to ***** around with.
But she's yearning for more,
someone to be with.

Sorry's never enough,
she never measures up.
To what they want,
it's never good enough.

She thought she saw something,
deep within his eyes.
But not today.
no, not this time.

So she sits and waits,
maybe he'll remember.
She silently cries to herself,
doesn't he recall "yours forever"?
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
She's walking,
listening,
forgetting,
remembering,
all she's ever known.

She's looking,
up,
above,
below,
all around where she stands.

She's falling,
crying,
smiling,
dieing,
feeling so very alone.

This world,
empty,
full,
uncertain,
the words are out of reach.

His words,
circle,
hold,
break,
her down until she is nothing.

His eyes,
bright,
colourful,
mysterious,
have never caprutred her quite like this.

She's staring,
up,
down,
around,
the bright blue sky.

She's thinking,
remembering,
forgetting,
contemplating,
everything and nothing all at once.

It's life,
uncertainty,
circling,
running,
and she's trying to keep up.

Her past,
fast,
running,
controling,
everything she is today.

But she's learning,
and she's falling.
But she's picking herself up,
with his words close inside.

She's working on herself,
a new girl.
She's her own person now,
everything she's ever know.

She's leaving it behind,
but it's still there.
She's thinking about it,
but it will control her no more.

She's walking,
looking,
up,
around,
thinking of all that's gone wrong.

She's smiling,
thinking,
remembering,
reliving,
all the moments she will never forget.

She's living,
new,
life,
happiness,
and she's moving on...
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
It's feelings that are mixed,
emotions that are new.
Thinking back on memories,
of my time with you.

I said I'm over you,
but you words are still so sharp.
Sparking up those tears,
cutting through my heart.

You meant the world to me,
and that will never change.
But you called me a *****,
who are you to say?

You broke up with me,
two months ago, remember?
You wanted to be friends,
you started this cold weather.

You told me you were in love,
with my best friend.
What did you want me to say?
go ahead, dive in?

It's not me, my dear,
who's keeping you apart.
It's that fact she's swept up,
someone else has her heart.

And she's a better friend,
than we all seem to know.
She knows what would happen,
how insane I would go.

But I'm not keeping you apart,
so stop blaming me.
Tell me the real reason,
for what seems like jelousy.

I'm single now,
so I can do as I please.
It's not like I'm having ***,
or dropping on my knees.

I kissed another guy,
big deal, why should you care?
You dumped me, remember?
you haven't been there.

So you call me a *****,
grow up would you please?
Telling me I spread my legs,
for every guy I meet.

Sorry, last time I checked,
we kissed and that was it.
Stop trying to control me,
to cause a bunch of ****.

If you don't want me kissing,
other guys, well baby.
You shouldn't have left me for dead,
shouldn't have been so shady.

You made me feel so down,
so low upon myself.
Made my want to grab a knife,
end all that I've felt.

But honey, you're not worth it,
not worth that kind of fame.
And I have more pride than that,
I am not ashamed.

Of who I am, sweetie,
so your judegement you can pass.
But guess what, honey?
You can kiss my ***.

So stop calling me a *****,
because I kissed another guy.
You dumped me, remember?
you left me to cry.
Jolene Perron Aug 2010
Time is flying by,
quicker each day.
It took me this long,
but I finally can say.

I look at you with love,
and happiness forever.
Forever and always means a lot,
but now is better than ever.

It took so long, I know,
but things are better now.
I always knew it would happen,
some way, some how.

I can look at you and smile,
know it'll be okay.
You'll always hold a special place,
in my heart always.

But all that's over now,
it's faded and it's gone.
The soldiers have gone home,
our battles have been won.

A friendship came out,
it's tattered at the ends.
But working on for now,
very best friends.

It took this long, I know,
but I can finally say.
I'm over you right now,
and I'm gonna be okay.

Now that I know we're fine,
we're gonna work on friends.
A break up doesn't mean it's over,
it doesn't mean the end.

You will always hold,
a special place in my heart.
That I will never get back,
no matter how far apart.

So it's time for me,
to tell you and to say.
I'm over you right now,
and it's gonna be okay...
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