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At first light, Easter Sunday morning,
The lilies on my mother's table
Trumpet Resurrection.
Not far from me,
My father's ashes, cool now,
Begin their dusty settling,
While I contemplate
The Resurrection.

"Don't try heroic means!"
He'd tell us.
"I'm old ... used up."
He even told me once
That if we found him in a home,
Lost in a coma,
That I must smother him.
(I told him no.)

I know what he meant, though.
"Do not resuscitate!"
To him, and now to me,
Requested no annihilation,
But declared his hope of Resurrection...
The Savior's gentle nudge to bring
A glorious morning's waking
Other where:
Shedding worn old limbs,
Renewing battered heart,
Erasing a million sins,
Though long forgiven,
Still borne on earth -
Consequential scars
Of living.

Easter Sunday morning,
My father's death, still fresh,
Brings me to affirm,
Christ died for sinful men
So they might live again.

But at this moment the Messiah stands risen from the dead, the first one offered in the harvest of those who have died. For since death came through a man, the resurrection of the dead also came through a man. (I Corinthians 15:20-21)

db April 8, 2012
Written shortly after my father died April 2, 2012. A little distance, but still fresh and strong is this memory. db
I've been hooked.
I've been hypnotized.
I've been hurt.
And I've been loved.
That's when the trouble comes.

I've been informed.
I've been scorned.
I've been entertained.
That's when the trouble comes.

When love has never touched your life.
Then you have never missed it.
Only when it entered into
Is when you question the rules.

Too many comes into play.
Which requires you to adjust and change.

I've ran.
I've walked.
I've spoke up.
And I've choked.
That's when the trouble comes.

The best of the best of lovers.
Has ponder what they have gotten themselves into.
But that's what love mainly do.

Either have you committing to it.
Or running from it.
Either way, that's when the trouble comes.

Love can leave you numb.
 Mar 2014 John F McCullagh
Helen
not really*

While you

are you

and I

am me
Was painted on the east coast.


By Soul Survivor
CATHERINE E JARVIS

me by the Grace of God.
She
She is a rock,
She is a pillar of the sea.
Oblivious to the waves
That crash against her feet.
She stands tall,
Head raised among the clouds,
Weathering the storms
Enduring the droughts.

She stares far unto the horizon,
Surveying all that she can be,
This pillar of rock,
This goddess of the sea.
 Mar 2014 John F McCullagh
RSV
I touched Your eyes,
in Your sleep.
But
the dream was
beyond my reach...
I can have You, only this much!
 Mar 2014 John F McCullagh
Helen
Jump!
They cackle
with maniacal glee
Jump! Jump! Jump!
Flee, be free
Staring into the black
toes curled over the edge
tiny pebbles falling,
not landing,
a not so safe ledge
You lift one foot
and hesitate
an arm slips gently
around your waist
a shaking palm
against your chest
and over your heart
it comes to rest
a warm wet cheek
rests against your back
tears of comfort
that can't attack
A soft voice
breathed into your soul
"If you take one step
you won't go alone
I won't let you go
If you jump, I fall"

Oct 12, 2011
Richard Shepherd was a friend met here, a long time ago, brother to Bathsheba and both of them amazing poets and great friends. Richard and I shared message poems together and I miss him and Bath tub every day...  have decided to share some of our personal poems :)
 Mar 2014 John F McCullagh
Helen
I used to have a book, books,
that I scribbled in furiously
at work, at traffic lights
in the morning and at night
after I went to bed, I'd get up again
and bled upon a page
I'd be halfway through a shower
and I'd rush through top and toe
just to drip upon the page
so the feelings would not go away

now

I write mine freehand, in the dark
after my world has gone to sleep
I take another drink
and become part of all of me
I used to think carefully
about each syllable,
each carefully constructed line
but there is no time, no time left
for me to care what falls from my brain

I read everyday, every word said
I collect emotions of others wounds
and store them as prizes in my head
I love everyone you do, or, did
and I hate them for how they treated you
or, I did, until you forgave them
or, killed them in memory or,
flogged yourself stupid for their mistakes
I get it, you write what I've lived

I draw on memories that aren't mine
Emotions I've never allowed to cut deep
Promises that were left unspoken
and crossroads where we would never meet

Hence the darkness needed to write
because I'm afraid of the shadows
that seem to hide in the light
In the dark I can pretend to be alone
Just my drink, and my dog
which occasionally likes to sit on me
and I can pretend I mean something
to just anyone, kissing emotional lips
with a passion of memories
I don't seem to own
engulf me in a haze of black
veins turn hard, vision blurs
world so distant and forgotten
childhood i yearn to go back

no more than seconds time
mind alters with desolation
alone with no relation
dead, buried and back alive

reality swarms in a gasp
eyes soaking in light
fighting the evil within
sanity back in clasp
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