I have this unusual admiration for things, let me tell you some of it.
There's something beautiful when I look at the dark clouds even though I know that it signals a heavy fall or rain, I don't care.
I know most of you love the sunset, and I do too, but have you ever realized that what it means is that we've survived another day but there's the uncertainty if tomorrow we'll still do? You see, everytime I look at the sky, how it perfectly paints all these combination of colors at twilight, "tomorrow, will i still be able to see it? " is the question on my mind. But still, I love every single moment it.
I lowkey like how the trees looked if there's only branches on it, lowkey because im a Landscape Architecture student and unless that tree is deciduous it's obviously dying. We don't want that. But with the way their branches stood up at the sky, without its leaves but still trying to survive, somehow, something about it is beautiful.
I've never seen a tsunami, but I've always imagine, it's a nice scenery when before it hits, the wave rushes opposite the coast, uncovering parts of the underwater , revealing its hidden beauty, even though I know that only minutes, or maybe even just seconds away, the destruction it'll bring awaits.
All my life, the stars at night never failed to amuse me, but they don't guarantee you that they'll be shining up there all the time, I always feel disappointed when I look up and found nothing but vast darkness.
You see, I have this unusual admiration for things, and there's still so many which i find beautiful yet whose beauty only brings unwanted outcomes,
And now I am afraid,
I found something beautiful in you and it scares me.