Jedidiah

Jedidiah May 2014

With every passing day,
I find me.
Thinking, and wondering to myself
Who I can possibly be.

Through days, and through nights
Through every season that comes to pass
I can't help, but wonder of these
infinite possibilities.

You can say, I'm a dreamer.
But expect me to say "maybe"

Maybe I am

I say, "Maybe" because a part of me is unsure...
whether these dreams will reach its reality.
I say, "Maybe" because just maybe...

Maybe I'm afraid.

Then I realized
There is no "maybe"
only "am" or "am not"

I am afraid...

I'm afraid to fail.

then I ask myself...
Am I more afraid to fail, or
Am I more afraid of having my last words as
"If only I had tried"
"If only I did"?

#future #thoughts #ask #dreamer

Jedidiah Apr 2014

"Dead in my Sin"

How can man live in a world without life
Dead because of sin
Tainted with the very dirt of this world
How can we?

How can man breathe life to another
When he himself is dead?
How can man give life to the world
When he himself died at birth?

No man can
For man (alone) was full of wickedness
And no great Love
Existed within him.

Jedidiah Apr 2014

"A Common Enemy"

Ever have those moments
When your past starts to hunt you?
Suddenly everything fades into darkness...
It starts to put you into some kind of trance
Screaming into your ear...
"Remember me? Remember me!"
Then you mourn
Then you weep
As if time repeated itself...
You feel the pain you left behind
It seems so real
But its not.

It's a lie.
An illusion.
Don't drown in it.
It's not worth your time.

Why spend the present in the past?

Keep Moving Forward!

Jedidiah Apr 2014

"A heart that knows no end"

Now i know where my heart should be.
not here, nor there, or where it wants to be.
but here it'll be placed where it should be.

No more games
No more lies
No more hinderances
that would cause me to fall behind

Its not the end
Its not the end
Its just not the right time.

Sure it blazed like a dancing flame, but its time...
maybe its time for me to put it out before I burn myself to dust.

Maybe its time for me to look for something new (something fresh)
A new source of warmth, and new source of thrill that may possibly set my heart ablaze like it never has.

Oh, its not the end! (its never the end)
Its just not the right time.

things may come to an end, but where there is an end... there's an oppurtunity to start something new, or maybe something even better.

Jedidiah Apr 2014

"Today Tomorrow Yesterday"

Today,
Tomorrow,
Yesterday.

yesterday I was
yesterday I did
yesterday I had
yesterday I lost. . .

though,
tomorrow I might
tomorrow I guess
tomorrow I . . .
don't really know.

but today. . .
today I am
today I can
today I will
today I decide
today I can see

Today is a gift.

Too often we worry about our future, and dwell in our past. . . that we tend to lose sight of whats now, and what is infront of us.

Jedidiah Feb 2014

"Do you hear that?"

Do you hear that?
Do you hear the cries of all the people?

no?

Listen,
And you'll see.
See,
And you'll hear.

Don't be easily fooled by their smiles
Beneath it lies a sad face
Don't be easily fooled by their words
"I'm okay"
Or
"I'm fine"
Because it may be otherwise.
They say,
"Leave me alone!"
But their hearts cry out,
"Why doesn't anyone love me?"
Some seem strong on the outside
But,
They are just walls
Built around a city falling apart.
Others may be silent
But their minds, and hearts
May be at war.

So,
when you see
And
when you hear
Show them kindness
Show them care
Because it will make all the difference
For them,
And for you.

Jedidiah Feb 2014

"Crazy Love?"

365 days
The first time I met you
365 days
I came to know you

I remember the first time
My eyes met yours
You might think I'm crazy but
I've never seen someone as fine as you

I remember the day
The day I saw a different side of you
A side..
Of something..
Real
Of something
True
And slowly, but surely
My curious mind
Was drawn
To know...

To know
every bit
of detail
about you

From that jolly smile of yours
Which (somehow) brightens my day
To those eyes that captivate
And leaves me with no words to say
seriously...
How beautiful can you get?

Still I am here
Just here
Forbidding myself to run after you
But here to protect you
From them
and from me...
For I am not a fool
To take what is yet to blossom even more
because I know...
You can move not just me
But even
the Greatest
of **Mountains

So cheesy ._.