Today

Today I do this just for me
I start to care for what I need
Listen to what I feel inside
And allow myself a better life

Today I decide to change my mind
Leave old habits far behind
Realize what was plain to see
That we were never meant to be

Today I let go the past
Find new love and make it last
Allow my soul to be renewed
And give my heart to someone new

Today move forward and never back
I embrace the future and leave the past
The memory of you I now let go
Today I wanted you to know
Today

Carl Joseph Roberts

would you mind very much

if i hummed you a song

with no words in the way

where the meaning gets lost

there's a price we all pay

till then we won't know the cost

so would you mind very much

if i hummed you a song

Was it ever real
The magic I used to feel
Tears fill my tired eyes
Perhaps magic was but a lie…

Music melts my fragile heart
But only to a hardened part
That place I use to hide
Until the storm would pass me by

I wish I’d never come to know
These realizations have laid me low

Ignorance is bliss – so alive in myths
Imagination is alive – don’t let it pass you by

If it were in my power
It would all be real
That is
All the magic I used to feel

You're a real *******
Did you know?
That you don't own me, head to toe..
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect
But you have misbehaved..
And I think it's your attitude that

needs to change
Go ahead and take the worlds problems out on me
You'll never see
That you can't treat your family like this..
Excuse me for not wanting to reminisce
The "I love you's" and the "I'm sorry's" we will always miss
But I realize now more than ever, it was always my fault for making you like this...