If I laid down here tonight
would you remember my name
If I stay here with you
would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines
cause baby I love the way
you take me by surprise
there's no place I rather be
than right here with you for the rest of my life
I'm falling so deep
I love the way you look into my eyes
and just say my name
and I just love the way you take me in your arms
you make everything feel so right
so baby If I gave you what's left of my heart
would you say that this is forever
cause I never want this night to end
tell me would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines

whisper in my ear
what your heart truly feels
grasp me in your arms
show me that your love is real
just hold me baby
let me know now tell me how you really feel
will you love me forever
promise me you always will
until the stars are falling from heaven
together hand in hand
you will stand by me

every time I think of you
I feel more each day
just another little piece
of my heart breaking
you was right
it's never goodbye
so dry the tears
and just fake a smile
and carry on baby
it's too late to back and change
yesterday is gone
but i still feel you in my heart baby
Take my tears fly free
what is broken inside
let rain drops fall
reminding me it's never goodbye

I like the way
you say my name
when we're making love
I like the way
you touch me baby
give me cold chills
but I love so much
the way
you make my body feel
so **** good
when we're making love
I like the taste
of your sweet lips
when you kiss me baby
and I like the way
you take me in your arms
and just hug and squeeze me
ewwee give me goose bumps
but i love so much
the way you
make my body feel
so **** good
when we're making love

May 7th 2015

Baby I can't lie
If you ask me how have I been
and I told you I was fine
when all I want to do is cry
because after all this time
I miss you
Baby I can't deny
we once had a love so true
and just your smile
could get me through
some of the worst days of my life
Baby I can't  hide
from the feelings that are deep inside
because after all this time
I still need you
every now and then
I find myself flipping through my phone
reading every message that you sent
my eyes tear up
when I think about what we could of been
because it was over before it began
Baby I can't lie
everything is not fine
I can't deny I need you in my life
I can't hide the truth
I stil love you

I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself          
and maybe i'm too sensitive                                      
          maybe I'm too afraid                                
maybe i think too much                                      
          maybe i'm too defensive                                                            
maybe i'm out of touch                                        
          or maybe i'm just crazy                                
but wait....
          maybe I been hurt to many times
maybe i'm blind to love
          soul searching
trying to find myself
          maybe I'm meant to be alone
I'm a hard luck man
          running in circles
I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself        
Poetry For Life

The stars in the night shine so bright
I can see your smile
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
we was making love more than we was making up
i was yours and baby you was mine
we promised always and forever
together we held onto the night
laying in each mother's arms
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
The stars in the night shine so bright
reminding me of the sparkle in your eye
and those hot summer nights
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
we was making love more than we was making up
and sweetheart you gave birth to beautiful lil girl
blonde hair blue eyes so sweet and adorable
we named her Shy
and baby doll ,those was truly the best days of my life
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can see your face
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
we was making love more than we was making up
i was yours and baby you was mine
we promised always and forever
together we held onto the night
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
that one beautiful summer day in June
is like a song we used to play
and just like yesterday I still remember
holding Autumn in my arms
and that song still plays on and on
because when I look in her eyes
they remind me so much of you
and
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can feel your touch
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
As I sit and write I think about you little guy
our birthdays are one day apart ain't funny
how time fly's but you never left my side
Bubba please just always remember this
you was such a special gift, you was my birthday wish
and I love you.
The stars in the night shine so bright
I can taste your kiss
I reminisce I can feel your lips
as they kissed mine
so young and wild
Together we was inseparable
two hearts intertwined
making love holding onto each other tight
I remember back then when it felt so good to be alive
Tonight when I go to sleep
I will dream of you my little angel
and together you and me will keep the dream alive
because I know your heart
Shanay you miss what used to be a happy family.

I don't remember her name
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the taste of her lips.
I don't go looking for trouble
but it always seems to find me
We go together like a married couple tattoos and belly button rings,
shattered glass
broken hearts and jim beam.
I don't remember her age
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the way she was moving her hips
I fell in love with a stripper....

when things feel like they getting tough
I just put my trust in the Lord and keep my chin up
It's not Bon Jovi Living on a Prayer
this is real Alive and kickin
so while your running your lips
trippin I got the Holy Spirit
rippin these lyrics
I'm not ashamed to proclaim his name
I lift my hands up
sing a song to praise his name
Jesus is my Savior, he is my king
He came into my life and he changed me
transformed me,reborn from sinner
to a saint and if you are listening
you are witnessing the greatest
gift ever that our precious Jesus gave
Yeah I say it again
I'm not ashamed to proclaim his name
that's right baby I'm proud christian
I sing a song to praise his name
so crank it up loud
Let the Angels hear
all the way to gates of heaven
Jesus is my saviour, he is my king
Yes Jesus Is His Name

I know you're out there
hurting tonight
he broke your heart
and stole your smile
but Baby please don't cry
just take my hand
let's walk thru this life together
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see  
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want
i close my eyes and think of you
i feel your love inside me
everytime i breathe baby
you're my sweetest dream that ever come true
holding onto you
i don't ever want let go
because you're the only one i want
and i just gotta let you know
i 'm the man
who will love and stand by you forever
and day by day
you will see  it's only getting better
for you and me
it's getting better baby
can you see
all you need is a little love in your heart
set yourself free baby let me hold you in my arms
all you need is a little love in your heart let me show you baby
you're the only one i want

If loving you is wrong
Then how am I suppose
to get myself to move on
when you are all I want
baby please don't keep me waiting
can't you see
my heart is breaking
this aching inside
has taken the life out of me
Like I'm waking up
to ash and dust
I'm so exhausted from all this
pain and suffering
but I can promise
I won't go down easy
I will fight for what I believe
even if it takes
begging on my hands and knees
letting all that's left
of this heart bleeding
trying to get you to understand
how much you mean to me
If loving you is wrong
Go ahead and shoot me
I would rather die then be alone
when you are all I want
baby please
don't keep me holding on
I'm in deep
so very deep
Caught up in this
I can't eat or sleep
My eyes are swollen
I'm sleepless
I'm losing sight
I can't see this dream anymore
I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
these words I love you
I bleed until it hurts.....
If loving you is wrong
Then how am I suppose
to get myself to move on
when you are all I want

This storm is raging
There's no escaping
what has come to be
I hit the stage
a puppet on a string
A part of me died
when you killed my dream
Lights are on me
Surrounded by the darkness
Pull my strings
Rip my heart out
And watch me still rock the crowd
so heartless
I'm a puppet on a string

It's a lonely ol' night
I feel so tired but I can't sleep
all I can do is just think
how sweet it would really be
to have somebody cuddlin' up next me
watching a movie, playing footsie
underneath the sheets
transpiring into some heated body language
with a whole lot of touching
kissin' and huggin'
making love all night til the sun comes up
then we just both  fall asleep in each others arms
oh yeah...all I can do is just think
It's a lonely ol' night

I don't know where to start
I'm breaking my own heart
This is so hard
becuz I love you darlin
If only somehow i could be there
with you I swear I would
be there lying next to you right now
letting this all out how I feel inside.
Ever since I met you I felt something so different about you
And even tho we was so many miles apart i felt so close something so special about you opened back up my heart
You touched me with a feeling of your sweet loving arms that could reach
right out and pull me close and just hold me for awhile as we talked for hours and hours on the phone.

Let's make this understood
You carry my heart
as you betray my trust
but I still love the way
it feels when you **** me good
just **** me baby
awee yea the sweet pain it kills
spill your empty words
curse me show no remorse
leave me hanging by a thread
no give and all take
such a wicked vicious game you play
you exterminate my dreams
open up my eyes only to wake up dead
it's not love baby unless it hurts
but you make it hurt so ******* good

You are my breath,
the very air I breathe
You are my hope,
you are my strength
You are my heart,
my every heart beat
You are my everything
You are the music
You are the song I sing
You are the sweetest melody
You are a blessing
You are my everything

And maybe I was wrong
for thinking
that you would never leave
I have been fighting back the tears
Baby please
I'm not that strong
As I feel that one drop of sorrow
running down my cheek
that carries your love with me.
I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been such a miserable and painful ride
I'm surprised I'm still alive
when my heart died
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
It's so much harder to survive
when you're just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beatin' black and blue
These ****** bruises, they are my tattoo's

In this world of make believe
darlin it's just you & me
together that's how it's suppose to be
with a love we share for eternity
in this land of fairy tales
hearts of gold and magic spells
dreams come true with the wishing wells
the truest of love rings the wedding bells
always forever no sad farewells
breathe in my love
you feel it as you exhale
a place called heaven
with no place called hell
a reason to live with a life that's not frail
throw away the oars
and let's just set sail
in the world of make believe
take me to another place
i need to feel your body baby
driving me so crazy
i just need to feel your body baby
take me to another place
i just need to feel your body close t o me

I like the way that she walk
the way that she talk
***** little mamma let them
******* drop
tell me me what you want
I tell you what i need
Lil sugar and some honey
be sweet
then she dropped to her
mother ****** knees
I was like ****
She was like No
And before I knew it
She was ******* me..... **** girl
I like the way that she walk
the way that she talk
***** little mamma let them
******* drop
tell me me what you want
I tell you what i need
Lil sugar and some honey
would be sweet
Then she got on top
of me.
took my gun out
my holster
saddled up and
Road me like a john deer
mower
I was like holy ****
the way she
was moving her
****
up and down
side to side and
all around
making every inch
count
I was about to
*** then she
dismounted
she said hold up boy
I ain't done with
you
then she broke out the whips
and the ***** pinky cuffs
bound by love ball and chain
*******
I knew I was ******
***** lil mamma
Tellin me
what she want
what she really need
I like it rough *******
are you tough enough for me
***** lil mama tellin me what she want
what she really need.....

You broke the trust
now hush
don't want to hear you
whining and a crying
saying that you love me
come on b#tch stop lying
Are you high I'm not buying it
better recognize
I'm so sick and tired of your lies
I broke the spell
got the will to survive
without in my life

Hungry like the wolf
out on the prowl
get me ***** baby and hear
a mother f#cker howl
Barking at the moon
hear the long stick go boom
I'm in the neighborhood
mmm..hmm..
junk in the trunk
bumping
make my heart thump
when you're dancing
and grinding
I'm romancing that ****
cool as ice
naughty not nice
I do you right
so turn out the light
do the nasty all night
a *** machine
you can call me obscene
x rated lean and mean
like it with the cherries and whip cream
screaming out my name
baby don't stop
hit the G spot
splash.....
Yep....got you so hot

Picking up the bones
kicking stones down the road to hell
so don't tell me you know me
when you never knew me at all
see the writing on the wall
silhouette image of a *******
telling you to F#*K OFF!!!

My baby might be shy
but she sure knows how to love me right
her hugs and kisses drives me crazy
oh my gosh...
I'm so tangled up in her smile
her sweet love has got a hold on me
she's got that magic touch
I can feel it every heart beat
oh yeah I can feel it
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
my little ******* bunny
honey dripping from her lips
so soft and wet
make me spend my money
for a night I know won't forget
rock me like a hurricane
oh yeah my body is never
going to ever feel the same
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night

check out my link...... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lmn_cFhbS-Y

take me back to days when i was younger
playing ball, backyard BB's all summer long
cruizin in dad's 69 Chevy Malibu
396 big block
metallic blue with a hood scoop
**** that car was so cool
and so was i
when he dropped me off at school
haha..
It was 1981 when had my first crush
puppy love or whatever it was
climbing on the monkey bars
showing off
trying to win Mandy Taylor's heart
acting wild
when i fell and hit my head
I didn't get style points
ouch... that **** really hurt
but when she giggled
I thought to myself
it was worth it just to see her smile.
haha...

Fill me with your lies
It's not love unless it hurts
hold me tight
just love me like you never loved
or never will
scorch my heart and burn me alive
It's not love unless it hurts
**** me slowly
Not to fast
just bring me down  yeah
Shoot for thrill
Fill me with your poison
make me believe
Fake it baby
Fake it
curse at me fuel the fire
It's not love unless it hurts
Cheat on me
while you **** me
Slap me and say you love me
Fill me with your lies
It's not love unless it hurts
just love me like you never loved
or never will
It's not love unless it hurts

the price of power
is killing man
who's to blame
day after day
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
love is a losing game
in the world we create
sign of the times
to machine we become slaves
as our freedoms are being taken away
heavenly father i pray
for the ones who fell astray
let them find in you
a truth about life
and the price of power
is killing man

nothing else matters

another moment
slowly passes by
god's day of judgement
grows near
we choose to turn away
from the word in our hearts
I am life from eternal life
and is true, and is no lie
the only true God, and Jesus Christ
do not fear those who **** the body
but cannot **** the soul
rather fear him who can destroy both
I am the way and the truth and the life

when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is a mystery
she has my heart in her hands
I grant her every wish on demand
her yearning begs me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
She taunting me
she knows i can't resist
I'm powerless against the sweetness
of her lips
her kisses beg for me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is haunting me
she knows I cant hinder
the soft and tender
caressing on her skin
Her body begs for me
( looking for somebody to collab please )

My heart is beating
I step out of rhythm
I set out to be somebody different
Time to turn the page
start again
I been waiting for this day
it seems my whole life

Feel so used
and abused
confused, bruised and battered
but I refuse
to let you go
even though it doesn't matter
you only going to break my heart.
you got me under such an evil spell
like I'm married to the devil
sending my soul straight to hell

the things that you do
when you are lying and cheating
my heart has taken such a beating
that my love is retreating
I mean come on
why you got to be so cruel
and you say you love me
but you still treat like some kind of fool
I been here shed so many tears
just to feel your body close to me
but you always seem to up and disappear
can't you tell why you always have to leave
instead of doing this to me
just release me and set my heart free

girl it seems like everyday
i struggle just to find a way
to get me through
the **** you do
watch your back
it will all come back on you
all the lies that you told
i was blind but now i see it unfold
I try so hard to make things right
sometimes feel you do this in spite
**** girl you could have worked it out
but it's over now so take a bow
i'm through with you being so untrue
the rain has stopped and the sky is blue
someday you will realize
what you had if you just
would have opened your eyes
until that day you will never know
of what true love is you let go
Now what doesn't **** me
only makes me stronger
and it's you that I conquered
hmmm......
i sometimes wonder what it's like
to be with someone else tonight
feel her body close to mine
run those nails right down my spine
whisper naughty stuff to me
make for real my fantasy
make love to me like never before
ohhh  ... end of story

It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
as the memories play
the tears fall from my eyes
I will never see your face
I will never hear you laugh
now this cold and empty space
inside me is all I have
lord I feel so betrayed
if I only had another day
to change it all and she
would hear all the words
I need to say
I get on my knees and pray
and ask God why does it
have to be this way
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
the rain is steady pouring
i'm drowning in despair
at times I wonder
is there really anybody up there
and if there is do you even care?
it's like I hit a brick wall
I take a step then I fall
I try to pick myself up
I fight and I claw
heading down the wrong path
all I can recall is the demons that I saw
and the nightmare of it all
Lord if you hear me
won't you steer me in the right way
help me see clearly si I live to see another day
I'm stuck in this rut
all I feel is giving up
and many times I told myself
I just don't give a F#ck
every day I struggle just to make it
through these tough times
devil got me blind with evil thoughts
messing with my mind
if cut myself or maybe just put a bullet
in my brain
send up to heaven cause I'm so tired of dealing
with all the pain
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
Sometimes I reminisce
when I used to kiss your lips
I feel so heart sick
I drift into the memories
that I miss
when you held me
in your arms I felt so safe
and secure
but now you're gone
the curtain falls
today I took a walk
trying to clear my mind
don't want to talk about it
I just need a little time
it's like looking in the mirror
the reflection of your face
is implanted in my mind
and my soul is an empty space
I don't know where to go
where to turn
I see death and destruction
in this world all around me
nothing is gonna change
always gonna stay the same
the scars always remain
Some days
God I feel so lost
and I'm fighting with my demons
my heart is silent
but inside my head I'm screaming
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye

Sometimes I wish
I never even would have met you, baby
you painted such an ugly picture
now I swear I'm going crazy
the drugs that you on
really got you where you hate me
its just so hard to forget
once you was my special lady
the games that you playing ,
it's not the same  my heart is aching
and you saying that you love me
but leaving my heart breaking
we don't belong even in my heart i know it's wrong
gotta get myself moving on
never  knew love could be so painful
bring tears to your eyes
that angel that you thinking of
only hurts you deep inside
every night you lie awake
nothing changed still the same
searching through your thoughts
as your heart tries to explain
all the heartache and the pain
the guiltiness and the shame
the heart break
baby can you tell me who's to blame
there used to be a time we was so in love
it was you baby doll i was thinking of
and all my troubles just fade away
never make it feel like yesterday
baby you never make it feel like yesterday...........

my link... http://youtu.be/3L6Vi-lIIKU

I'm
a
masterpiece
of
poetry
cut
myself
open
so you can
see
what's
in
my heart
and
these words and lyrics I bleed!!!!

I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give me your love
I'm a writer
I write the truth
and if you knew me
maybe you would understand
everything I been through
and all this **** drama in my life
is like a shadow seems to follow me
everywhere I go
and maybe , baby I'm just to nice to say no
Just so hard to say no
Just let everybody take advantage of me
get what they want
then they vanish never to be seen
nobodies there to put a bandage on my heart
or pick me up when I fall apart
Nahhh..nobodies there
Where did everybody go
Oh, I forgot you only come around
when you want something.
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give to me your love
I have been down and out
kicked around ****** over
cheated so many ****** times
I lost count
I live my life in the shadow
of sorrow I have to beg ,borrow,
and steal just for a little affection
I don't ****** know but this ****
gettin old.
I have been hated by many
loved by few
My pursuit of happiness
I traded my ****** heart for
a bruise
and that's the truth
I'm a writer
I write the truth
and if you knew me
maybe you would understand
everything I been through
and all this **** drama in my life
is like a shadow seems to follow me
everywhere I go
and maybe , baby I'm just to nice to say no
Just so hard to say no
Just let everybody take advantage of me
get what they want
then they vanish never to be seen
nobodies there to put a bandage on my heart
or pick me up when I fall apart
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
I'm just looking
for a little love and tenderness
I surrender all that is left of my heart
Catch me baby, now I'm falling
Please don't let me go
Hold onto my heart
and just hold me in your arms
let me get lost in this moment
feel a little piece of heaven in your touch
comfort me darlin, give to me your love

I know I will never be
able to tell you
everything that I wish
I could tell to you
but darlin
sometimes words are just not enough
and I know I will never
be able to say to you
how many times I truly love you
I only wish I could tell you how much I do
but darlin
sometimes words ,they are never enough
no,no never enough
to show how I truly feel inside
and I know
I'm not the greatest poet
but these are
my emotions and feelings
that spill out my heart
Oh, baby
the stars can't be that far
keep reaching keep believing
and when you need me I will always
be there inside your heart.
and together you and me
we can always dream of tomorrow
because the stars can't be that far
I could go on forever
for the rest of my life and write
but it's still never enough
no, no never enough
sometimes words ,they are never enough
but I will never give up
even though
I know I will never be
able to tell you
everything that I wish
I could tell to you
and I know I will never
be able to say to you
how many times I truly love you
I only wish I could tell you how much I do
sometimes words are just never enough

something about you girl
cast this spell upon my heart
lit this fire in my soul
burning like a candle in the dark
you opened up the door
you didn't shut me out,you let me in
never even knew me
but you listened to me as a friend
as i'm gazing at your picture
i noticed something in your eyes
something missing in your life
you know that one certain guy
who will take you in his arms
treat you with respect
here's my heart as an invitation
i give it to you if you accept
laying here at night
I find it just so hard to sleep
heavy thoughts of you and me
in a romantic type of dream
truly madly deeply
i love you
if there is a God
he must be watching over you and me
lead us to this night
baby so that we both could see
the reason for his plan
so we would find one another
we have so much in common
heck i wouldn't want any other
i'm calling out your name
so if you hear me answer please
cause if it's tugging at your heart
then you know it's truly meant to be
truly madly deeply
i love you
now listen because i told you
i would write a song
you gave my life a new direction
even today when i heading wrong
laying here at night
I find it just so hard to sleep
heavy thoughts of you and me
in a romantic type of dream
awee baby
truly madly deeply
I'm so in love with you

girl I'm going to miss you......
listen to me girl cuz there is so much i need to say
you mean the world to me baby
please don't let it slip away
i never want to be without you
i could never face the day
i need here by my side
so baby please won't you stay
it's been a long road
we both driven our lives on
so many years has passed us by
so many thing come and gone
but one thing that has never changed
is how i feel about you
don't want to give up this fight
because i don't want to live without you girl
cuz you became a part of me
much greater than a bond
this family means more to me
that's why i wrote this song
there comes a time in our lives
we all need some direction
a shoulder to cry on
share love and affection
you know i guess it's really true
don't know what you got til it's gone
living in the shadows
thinking about what you did wrong
i just want to get back to the way it was before
when you gave so much love couldn't ask for nothing more
if you stop for a minute
take some time and really think
search your heart
i'm sure you will find the kids hold the link
shy, autumn, bub, and nae i know they miss their mom
even charlie said he missed you ever since you been gone
i don't know if you ever will truly understand
how you touched my life melissa and made who i am
but you will feel my love baby
even though we are a part
nothing in this world will change
how i feel in heart
this is my vow i pledge to the end
because i love baby doll
you are my wife and best friend.........

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
baby you're so amazing
set my heart a blaze
craving for just a taste
of your sweet cherry lips
i take your hand and place
my hands upon your hips
lets share this dance
underneath the stars and monn
just me and you
sharing the sweetest romance
together we stand
surpassing the sands of time

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you

i'm just a simple man
not to complicated
i live a pretty simple life
i believe in God
i don't cheat or lie
and sometimes I might cry
but that only means I human, Right!
i'm just the type of guy
i don't need a whole lot of money
to make me happy
because money can't buy me love
as matter of fact
i think i'd rather spend my life
hugging and kissing my happy simple wife
(?????????????)

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
you still think I'm crazy
now don't you baby
and maybe it is true
it's only because I'm crazy
about you

you
can't let
people
get you down
you
gotta hold
your head up
never
let them
see you frown
even
though
you might be
fed up
just
put your
trust
in something more
instead
of
the things that you
lust for
life
is
short
be happy
with who you are

Tonite I just want to cry
Baby I know the words we say
can sometimes hurt us deep inside
When Love and hate collide
the truth mixed with lies
We both know somewhere down the line
someone is going to be left with tears in their eyes
and tonite I just want to cry.
It's so hard to find that rainbow when the sun
never shines anymore
So tell me why we choose to be lovers
but never really ever friends
Why can't we take some time and figure this all out
before it ends
We both know somewhere down the line
someone is going to be left with tears in their eyes
and tonite I just want to cry
I believe in you but what I need to know
Is do you believe in me
You have always held a special place in my heart
You mean the world to me
I would do anything to prove my love to you
Tonite I just want to cry

hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
ever since you left
nothing has been the same
my heart is crying out
tears pouring like rain
look into my eyes
so cold and empty
now feel my pain
as I sit here
and I lay these flowers
upon your grave
Ever since you left
nothing has been the same
I miss you
I'm feeling so helpless
not knowing what to do
because in my life
you are the only one
that I ever knew (who truly knew me)
I take a little walk
trying to ease up the pain
so many memories
just floods my brain
I take a look around
just to see if you are there
the ghost of your past  
seem to follow everywhere
People pointing at me
makes me feel so out of place
I try to hide the tears
with a smile on my face
Hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
I can't shake this feeling
coming from my heart
It's ripping out my soul
and tearing me apart
The ghost of your past
seem to follow everywhere
I'm fighting a battle
with myself I'll never win
It's a sad day
such a sad way
you had to say goodbye
Oh God why
now feel my pain
hey girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
with these words
I try to capture how I feel inside
and bring to life
my universe of twilight saga to you
because if I don't
it will only get worse in time
there is so much on my mind
but I find it hard to say
what I want to say
NO What I MEAN
IS WHAT I NEED TO SAY
because it's forever in a day
my heart can't take
being without you,
my heart breaks...
I can't see you
but I know you are there
I can feel you though
because you are always here in my heart.

Time after time
I thought you would always be mine
but you be trippin
instead you be ripping my heart out
unremitting the same ole ****
constantly cheating
using me for everything you can get
so selfish, un trusting,jealous, lustful,
restless, reckless when it comes to love
why because you be loving nobody but
your mother ******* self.... There it is
and what I say is what I felt.
I have only felt this way since I met you

I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
As the blood trickles down my arm
I have become so comfortably numb
So drunk ,swallow the bitter sweet taste of love
My soul is cold, eyes are red and swollen
Down this path I follow succumb by the darkness
inside this humble heart of mine,
I'm crying!!!!
The light to my stairway is looking dim
I can hear the whispers in the wind
that told of the days long past
The spiritless singing of a lacerated heart
I'm barely clinging in this world painted much to dark
Someday God I feel so lost
Somewhere caught in between time and space
where my dreams only awaken my inner demons
I feel so ****** up and I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?

i cant tell you what to do
i cant tell you who to choose
you can tell me this is through
but i cant bear the thought of losing you
so just speak the truth
ill rip my heart out as proof
i love the moments when we're laying in bed
and rain hits the roof
when you say my name, when im in your arms
when we're just messin around
because theres just nothing else to do
just bein me and you
but when i see them tears
i know i hurt you dear
mistakes i cant take back
but wish i could make em' disappear
and fear its a natural disaster
the faster we chase our dreams
then sorrow becomes our master
so ill master this
your the one i always miss

I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh
Baby the time is right
let's take our time
and make this night last forever
it's just me and you together
so dim the lights
I must confess
you looking like a Goddess
so hot and ****
in that Lil black lace dress
baby I just wanna taste
your cherry lips
run my fingers tips
down your back
slowly across your hips
as I'm kissing
every inch of my body
I can feel your heart beating
you are just excited and delighted
cuz baby it feels
so good and so right
the temperature is rising
I can feel the heat
two bodies intertwined
in between the sheets
caressing you is like the petals
of a beautiful flower
your body so soft
never felt so stimulating
thrilling spine tingling
keep me going for hours
til we both collapse
bodies soak and wet
in a warm ******
I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh

staring up at the deep blue sky
reminds me of your eyes
and how i could look into them
and get lost every time.
so beautiful as on a clear day
staring up at the deep blue sky
reminds me so much of you

Your love is like a melody
singing in my heart
You are my everything girl
I keep you in my thoughts
You become a part of me
and part of me is you
Together as one we felt the pain
but we made it through
As I'm laying in your arms
I can hear your heart beat
The rhythm that it's playing
sounds so sweet
It's you n me
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you
and you finding me
baby the stars aien't as far
as they seem
if we reach out keep believing
because when you wish upon one
it's in our hearts where we hold our dreams
have you ever met somebody
not just anybody but someone
the only explanation it had to be a miracle
for what they done
because deep inside
where you kept all those emotions
and feelings tightly bound
you can feel those walls start to shatter
around your heart
as those walls come tumbling down
what you found was unimaginable just incredible
that somebody who you just met is so special
touching you with a feeling
so beautiful and unforgettable
and baby..... that was you
That sparkle in your eye
looking so sweet
knock me off my feet
when you are hugging and kissing me
ain't no other who can compete
I can't even find the words to express
what is you do to me
If the world ends
my love will live for eternity
Always forever I will be by your side
Buckle up baby because it's going to be a long ride
Tonight is the night
I want to make it right
and forever starts tonight

Baby just let me hold you
I need to feel you close to me tonight
You're my heart and soul
and everything I do
you know I do it for you
You mean so much to me
I would give my life
to prove my love is true
So just let me squeeze you tight
because tonight
I just want to hold you in my arms
and feel your soft warm body
pressed against mine
Let me love you down
baby as my lips caress your skin
Pull the blinds and dim the lights
Baby tell me I'm not dreaming
because this feels all to real
Standing at the crossroads
you would MeetMe in the middle                  
I don't know how to explain this
or really how to say this
But something is telling me
The man upstairs
He must of been listening
Because you came as an angel
It was strange how
you knew the right words to say
You touched a place so deep in my heart
that nobody could reach and I felt so safe
I wasn't afraid anymore
Do you believe that all things happen for a reason?
I mean us meeting ,
you know the way that it happened
I don't know maybe it's just me
or I'm crazy but you see
it was beautiful something more
than I could have imagined
it was like laying in an angel's wings
swept away to a heavenly place
you carried me under God's wings of grace
caressing feelings of love's embrace
bringing healing to this broken heart of mine.

I want a girl that's sweet
So beautiful make my heart skip a beat.
Saving all her love just for me.
The one in my dreams
I wish she would make herself seen
because I would do anything
just to bring her here with me.
I need a girl in my life
Who will hold me tight
Cuddle in the night
Treat me right never cheat or lie
Because I hate that ****
you can keep that
I don't need that in my life
What I need is a woman in my life
Who can be real with me
Feel the same feelings that I feel emotionally.
That's what i want,Baby that's what I need
someone to love me for me

Once upon a time
You was mine ,Girl
I held you in my arms
Hugs and Kisses in the night
You swore you would never leave
Always and Forever
That's how it would always be
I would have gave you my heart
but You ripped right out of me
I guess I should have known better
because I knew it wouldn't last
but what comes around goes around
so **** just remember that
You will think of me
One day you will see
I'm done with your lying and cheating ways
I ain't crying anymore
I wiped the tears off my face
So f#ck you b@tch
I never needed you anyway
So spread your legs
oops.. I'm sorry I meant your wings
Fly free and just see
how much happiness it brings
Go ahead and use another
and take him for everything
like you did me........