Loneliness is the beginning
Death is the end
I tried to tell you
Don't even pretend

You left me there
Just me alone
You didn't seem to care
Now I'm on my own

The pain is real
My thoughts alive
This fear consumes
As I fight to survive

**** the pain
Block it out
Fill my veins
Hide my doubt

Suffocate me
Throw me away
Cut me to bits
Watch as I fray

Hold this against me
Point it at my head
Pull the ******* trigger
I'll only be dead

Now as I die
Watch me be free
This is what you wanted
Why can't you see!

**** the pain
Block it out
Fill my veins
Hide my doubt

Suffocate me
Throw me away
Cut me to bits
Watch as I fray

Hold this against me
Point it at my head
Pull the ******* trigger
I'll only be dead

Now as I die
Watch me be free
This is what you wanted
Why can't you see!

take my hand so you can find me
tell me im not alone
take my hand so we can find
those words that we've known

oh, i will reach out for you
pretend that i could see
oh, i will reach to hold you
show you what could be

hold my hand and you will see
the words on the wall
hold my hand and i will show
the reasons we should fall

oh, i will protect you
so you don't see this war
oh, i will cut my heart out
so you can live once more...

i felt the piercing cold, claw at my skin
i felt the suffocation of the dark night sky
i felt the pain and pleasure, looking in your eyes
i felt the loneliness as you watched me die

i felt the hate, pushing to leave
i felt the love, barely trying
i felt the rage, building up inside
i felt the myself, slowly dying

He stuggles to hold himself up
His last moments left in this life
Why should he move on
When he can end it with a knife

He takes one last look at her beautiful face
Its the last he'll ever see
Tears run down his cold face
Now that it can no longer be

He looks at the sky for a reason why
Blank, empty clouds stare him back
He gives out one last yell
As the blood in his veins turn black

The life he thought, The life he had
Wasn't worth a single breath
But what awaits him true and real
As he's now faced with death

its not the pain i feel each and every day
its not the loneliness that creeps up from behind
its not the darkness that surrounds me
its not the people who left me behind  

its not the sky, the birds, the breeze
its not my friends by my side
its not the voice inside my head
its not the fact that i tried

none of these things even matter
no one really cares
so why do you even bother
when you're not even there

dont try to tell me its what you wanted
dont try to tell me it was true
cause you and i both know
i was not meant for you