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James Bakas Oct 2013
Each day seems to fade
Each moment slips away
Your voice I struggle to hear
This love I seem to fear

Why not you and me
Tell me why can't you see
I've always loved with all my heart
You've always wanted us to part

Please tell me why I live in hell
Why it's dark and cold like a dripping well
I don't understand the things I do wrong
That I've hurt you all along

Love is in all love is free
But love is one thing not in me
So don't try to help or make me see
I have no love and that's how it'll be
So sick of trying :(
James Bakas Oct 2013
He who tries, will be wasted.
Sums it up pretty much
James Bakas Oct 2013
Just leave me alone
I'm used to it now
Me all alone
I deal with some how

I gave my love
My heart and soul
You gave your lies
Which deepened this hole

I'm tragically lost
As I search on my own
For the one that loves
Maybe she's here, I've never known
Can't deal with it anymore
James Bakas Oct 2013
Hollow inside I'm soo alone
Death awaits me for his throne
Ripped from myself as I drift away
This prison I've created is where I stay.

Isolated from within
As I struggle to begin
Your voice, your name is what I hear
The pain and suffering is what I fear.

You can try to pull me out
Pull me from this blackened drought
It takes me deep, forces its hand
Splits me apart, strand by strand.

Your voice I still hear, it calls to me
Your voice I hear it cannot be
So far away I've lost my grip
My reality now begins to rip.

They say loves amazing, wonderful and sweet
I say it's hell raising, painful and cheep
But hollow as I am I cannot feel
Not even a kiss could seal this deal.

Ha! I laugh at those who say
I gaze upon those who pray
For the one their soul needs
For the one my soul feeds.

Have a guess just who I am!
Come on try its no scam!
I was your one, the one you loved!
The one you look to, the one above!

Now I'm hollow, empty and alone
You remember death and his throne
For now I sit at this treasure
Death is now my only pleasure.

This wasn't me for only you know
I was yours as I bestow
I wish for you not to follow
My love gone my body hollow.
Pretty much exactly how I feel :/
James Bakas Sep 2013
i know you hurt baby
i know you hide it
you tell me you'll be ok
but its a load of ****

im here for you
you know that baby
so please talk to me
dont just say maybe

you are not alone
im by your side
ill die for you baby
i never lied

so please remember
you have me
i love you baby
that will always be
this is for a friend who i care a lot about. she hides a lot of her feelings and tells me its ok, but i really worry about her and i want her to be ok even if i have to go through hell to make that so.
James Bakas Sep 2013
im alone
on my own
by my self
no one else
James Bakas Sep 2013
They don't know, they don't see
They don't show, they don't breathe
Hide away so they won't find
The dark thoughts that lay in your mind

They won't know, they never will
They won't rest, cannot sit still
Run away from what you know is right
Keep on running till you have to fight
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