He lays there alone
each and every night
Mind wondering
Nothing going right

Light fading away
He loses his grip
Fighting the corners of his mind
Slowly beginning to slip

Heart beating slow
He fights for air
Now as he falls
His mind lost to despair

Memory now gone
Lost forever
The beauty he once knew
He will see never

The old man waits there
For something he cannot see
Years have gone by
As he waits for it to be

He wonders why
He wonders when
Why didn't it happen
Right there and then

He looks within himself
He searches deep within
No answers found
Nowhere to begin

Lost within his mind
Trapped inside
Her voice calls out to him
I'm right by your side

I'm your pain while you feel
I'm your sorrow while you heal
I'm your hate while you love
I'm you when push comes to shove

I'm your rage when you hurt
I'm your fear when you flirt
I'm your tears when you run
I'm you, ain't it fun

I'm your curse when you try
I'm your shame when you cry
I'm your eyes when your blind
I'm you you'll always find

I'm you don't you see
I'm you I'll always be
I'm you down to the bone
I'm you as your alone

It's just us isn't it strange
You thought we would ever change
Don't even try your thoughts won't drain
Cause you and I know you're insane.

I live every day
afraid of tomorrow
I live this life
It's something you can't borrow

You steel my mind
You steel my heart
I won't ever
Let us part

You my love
Are the air I breathe
You are the one
I won't leave

But you don't want
You don't seem to need
I'm thrown down
And left to bleed

My heart taken
Cut in two
This love I had
Was for you

You don't love me
But you don't say no
I'm stuck here now
Where the **** do I go

Cut me up
Leave me here
Not even the devil
Can make me fear

I thought it was
Seems its not
Lived this lie
Lost my spot

Now I drift
All alone
Cut to bits
With no home

I sit and bleed
All this pain
I sit and think
What did I gain

If I learnt anything
It was never to fall
Once you're gone
You lose it all

This cold feeling takes over leaving me for dead
The pain I feel ***** with my head
The anger that controls deep within
The rage I let out where do I begin

This feeling unknown what can it be
The feeling you know is what I now see
The hurt you say is all your fault
This hurt I know is not your result

My mind split in two I've lost my control
Caught between the two as I lose my soul
The one I love that one is you
I think about us through and through

Remember that feeling that was cold and dark
The pain and anger it left its mark
Now I'm left here as I wait and wait
How could I know that this was my fate

Left in the dark alone and sad
Why me was I that ******* bad
I struggle to find the reasons why
If I'm left like this I'd rather die

Leave me be my world is gone
It seems that I was only a pawn
As I walk close to what I fear
Death greets me warm and let's me near

He tells me why and what I must do
He's cold dead fingers they point at you
I beg of him don't take her away
Take me instead ill repay

He gives me this look I cannot forget
Deaths cold eyes they see my regret
I face this demon for I am strong
To take my life to take all the wrong

So long He waits for nothing to come
He waits and waits he holds his gun
Thoughts pass him by he feels the pain
He holds his gun his heart feels the strain.

Gun at his head he's lost his will
Hand on the trigger he holds it still
Ready to pull he takes one last breath
His memories flash by there's nothing left

He's lost himself he's lost within
He wonders why his life wont begin
Last steps taken there no turning back
All this regret opens like a crack

He pulls the trigger as memories pass him by
No one but him knows the reasons why
With this in mind he pushes ahead
Knowing he's alone he'd rather be dead

Now you see for he is me
This person is what I chose to be
All the pain and hurt inside
Creates this man for who I hide.

As the first tear falls
As your hearts ablaze
As your body freezes
Your whole world starts to fade
I ask but one favour,
I ask it of god
But he wasn't there
It wasn't his job
So then Welcome the death
In with the pain
You have to feel something
Just a break from the fame
Cut me and hurt me
Then leave me alone
Let me bleed out
I'll sit on deaths throne
I'll welcome my reaper
I won't put in a fight
Ill feel every cut
And praise every bite
**** me, leave me
I want to die
It would be easier
Then my sad excuse of a lie
Take me, leave me
Just let me go
On the boats of hell
It's myself that will row
I will thank the devil
For he is my saviour
He released me from fame
That, was my favour