I step out into the cold air
and throw my fist towards the sky
I hate being vulnerable
and hate being so ******* bashful and shy
How hard is it to ask your name
How hard is it to ask if youd like to date
I'd **** to be your Prince Charming
I'd be a titan fighting on your side
as I put my cold hands threw my warm hair
I wanna pull my heart out and hand it to you
But Im tired of putting in so much effort
only to be dissapointed
when the time goes for you to run or stay
I hope and pray you stay
I hope and pray you stay
Because you deserve to be happy
and I could be that guy
I could be that Thing you've spent all night sleeping about
If you can get passed my looks
and I can get passed my dry mouth
for then I'd be able to say these words Im dieing to say

Oh darling
do I beg to see you dance
You put all the boys into such a trance
and you got me on my knees
begging baby baby please
come home with me
but you run to the big pocket boys
with big rockets that can take you beyond the sky
and I got a 1.45
not much to get by

Money gets the girl
spend all your money
just to make her your world
then she goes bye bye

So I watch as you walk by
and girl you got things that money just cant
afford to buy
your out of touch
out of sight
just like the moon in the night
and I'm digging in my pockets
just trying to find enough
to buy your time

Money gets the girl
spend all your money
just to make her your world
then she goes bye bye

So the night goes by
and all the boys are watching you shake that
money maker
pulling you aside spending your precious time
because really you know they cant afford you
but if they get a hour of your time
your thiers for the night
but not saying they  wont pay a price

Money gets the girl
spend all your money
just to make her your world
then she goes bye bye

Copywrited JamRock Lyrics

I'd knock out the moon if it shined brighter then you
Id sucker slap the sun to grab its warmth and steel the stars
to put in a necklace thatd hang below your pretty face.

you smell like a fine wine
that intoxicates my mind
and sends a wild shiver down my spine
like a cold winter day
you make my body
go into a deep sleep
as we wrestle in this warm bed
your fingures run slowly down the valley
into the area where we all know makes us both happy
you bite your lip
I bite the skin on your hip
and as we wrestle again
you whisper in my ear
that you love me
that you'll never leave
but as I release and full asleep
I wake up
and again
I'm alone

Went to the Antique Store to look around
and I found this old Pocket watch
it was gorgoeus
and to my amazement there was a pretty girl behind the counter.
I asked her "whats the best part of your job"
She replied "Seeing peoples faces light up like yours just did"
I replied " Im a sucker for pretty watches"
she giggled and I asked if I could hold it
she took the watch out and held it in her hand.
I asked her how does it feel to know time is passing by in your hand.
Think about how many hands and how many moments this one watch caught and now
it's ended up right here right now for this exact moment. She handed it over smiled
I tossed her 25 bucks and told her that I'll always remember this moment
everytime I look at my watch
Time has Froze.

oh speak them sweet words in my ear
and make me love to have controll of your fears
we laugh while we speak of our goals and aspirations
the feeling of eachothers madness
drives us crazy
we take several puffs of the burning ciggertte
and talk while the smoke pours out these forgiving lips
as i lean in for the kiss
i feel the pull of your lips to mine
and when i land it
we go like two feirce animals
going in for the ****
going in for the ****

And Yeah I tried my best
But sometimes waiting is better then forgetting
for when the time is right
the Sunlight will burst threw
and it'll bring you to your knees
and my prayers will be answered
when you walk threw that door
and I'll say
I waited for this women all my life
Now shes all mine for tonight
even if it's just for tonight
dont take for granted her love jay says my heart
even if time made you wait
just for tonight
just for tonight

If all the stars stopped shinning your smile would brighten up the sky. If Gravity was no longer a thing you would hold me down on earth. If the birds stopped singing and the world went quiet our hearts would play the sweetest melody.

I remember your body so tender
Your a wild child that will never be tamed
Your fortune
Your fame
Your a game that no one wants to play
Your
To
Hard
To
Win
Over

The moon blasts threw my window and covers me like a glaze doughnut
I want to take its beauty and bath in its glory.
my women dances naked infront of me
all of her glistening and the moon is jealous.
its light can only touch her skin.
while my hands can feel all of her.
I leave the window open
so the wind can blow her hair around
while I run my dry hands over her smooth skin.
I grab her neck and whisper things in her ear.
that only the spiders and there webs can catch.
for we are alone
dancing naked.
Being in love
And riding on the edge
******* the world
one sweat drop at a time
her world and my world collide

this time wont be right
or wrong in our minds
for we both knew that this would come
a solid gut punch
a sore tounge from all the lies
golly where did the time fly
where did the bruises fade to
I watched as you layed
on the floor
I watched you leave one more time slamming the door
but when we were young
we knew nothing of struggle
when we grew together or struggles doubled
and our love was fumbled and never really grasped tightly again
best understand I do cry every night
I tremble and shake in the moons light
you turned your back on me and I dont blame you
I was flipping through the photo album
tears soaking up the photos ink
I flipped the table
lit a smoke
poured a drink
and just forgot to think
about you
about you
about you

Both of us are chasing after the butterfly
We each see its beauty flying
we see its wings fluttering
We see it majesticly floating in the sky
but one has a net
but I oh I
know how to catch you miss butterfly
The spider always wins
with its web
ill catch you off gaurd
and ill watch your beauty
tangled in my web

I've had many chances at love
I've had a couple good loves
But greedy me wants love all to myself
I cant share it
I cant share it
no matter how hard I try
it always goes away
for I'm better off alone
then hog all the sunshine
and give everyone else rain
I cant share love baby girl
But I can sure share my pain
of maybe loosing you
and in this train of thought
I loose you anyways
If I could just share
Id be a Pair
and not a Single
but it's okay
its okay
its okay

I just want to let you know
that im doing well on my own
if I were to runaway
you'd find a little cross and rocks for my name
to this place you all would know
that I climbed this mountin and ate the snow.
I would hope that you would see
that this world we lived in was just not ment for me
I'd hope the person walking my path
would see that this life I traveled had no map
so if you fear long climbs and decents
turn around now and spare your tent.
For one day I will get here
I'll be in my place that I've found so dear
where the berries are ripe
and the heavens are near
where its just me, my traveling bag, and a case of beer.

Can we just sit in silence
and smile at eachother
Can we just sit in silence
And feel the energy
Of the pull to just dive in for the kiss.

if I was to see my soul
off rambling around
I'd catch it and keep it safe in my hand
like a monarch butterfly
I'd let it rest it my palms

I kissed you on the hand
as our toes digged deep in the sand
I kissed your naval
and again
and again
and again
we rolled in the tide
and I felt your skin on mine
Naked and free
naked and free

As we spoke and touched
electricity
when we were silent
bright
I saw your eyes I saw the light
pause
sweet love
sweet love
I kiss
I melt
I fall inlove
silent kiss
silent night
silent moans
silent night

Let's ****
And forget each others names.
Don't feed me eggs and bacon in the morning
Don't bother leaving me a cute note with coffee.
Don't leave your scarf behind so you can call later asking to come get it.
This is ***
One time
Drunk
Hard
Unprotected ***
Leave me in the dark
And don't slam the door when you leave
I want to forget about you.
I want to eat my breakfast
And not have to worry about the awkward talk in the morning
Leave me in peace.

I had no idea how to send a massive thank you to everyone who follows me on here.
I'd like to say how much all of you are appreaciated
and how much of a honor it is to be on this site.
I've been on here for a long *** time I think almost 2 years
and I've had good and bad feedback all taken by me awesomely(if that's even a word)
Just letting all you know who are apart of my page and read my stuff and respond that you guys are as part of these writings as I am
and your not forgotten or unappreaciated
Love all you people on here
espeacily Neva Flores
who was the first person to give me feedback and continues to give me feedback.
Anyways also a big thanks to the creator of this site and making it safe for writers to do there thing on here without there writings being stolen. So Eliot York thank you from me and everyone else who has had the chance to follow me on here and me follow them on here. Anyways much love and respect to all of you. Thanks again

**** all of it and quit playing with it silly

I use to smoke slow and live fast
now I smoke fast and live slow.

when I was asleep I dreamed in color
I saw those brown eyes
deeply brown with hints of greens
like the grass that died on that fall day.
I woke up in a frenzy to find you
but you were no where to be found
so I took a leap into the ocean blue
and drowned so I could see you.

I can consume you
I can make you
I can **** you
I can see you
Im the life of life
the death of death
the end would be near without me
the world wouldnt exist
I can satisfy you
I can cure you
im all that is all
and thus im also nothing
simply and extraordinary
ive carved my name in this world
I've left my name for all to see
im visible from deep space
and someone is always searching for me
Great empires have came from me
And great empires have fallen for me
Pharaohs to kings
presidents to dictators have tasted me
the poorest of the poor want me more and more
I come in three forms
and you've seen all of them
Steam
Ice
and Liquid

As the moment grows near
I picture her fine rear
As im drivin I 35 eyes too the rear
I see my old life miles away
And when I reach that door
You best believe
ill be picturing how much of a lil *****  ill make her tonight
As im just slow talking
and pouring wine
I picture her kissing my neck and whispering my name
oh yeah this time ain't the same
it means more then ****** and forgettin the name
She a kinda girl I stay to the morning for

Your life is so delicate,
Like a house of cards.
Your so fragile
Sometimes I want to sit down
And pucker my lips make a slight blow in your direction and watch all of your cards scatter on the floor.

I faught back my words
In my brain I twist and turn
untill iam like your outta my league
just a man wanting to take his chances
take the hard talk
and say girl
you got something
that baby I want
it drives me crazzzy
Cuz I always wanna call you baby

Girls girls girls
women women women
ladies ladies ladies
I hope your all forgiven
too long have I been
suduced and played
too long have I paced this hallway
too long have I punched the wall till my knuckels bled
I can follow the knuckle marks threw each realtionship
or what I thought were relationships
a hole sank the titanic
so this hole in my heart
keeps sinking me
will anyone step in and plug it
So I can float the beauitful ocean again

Your eyes are a sea of blue.
I'm so blue that I can't have you. Touching me
I miss how you'd play with my fingers with your fingers.
You'd put each finger between mine and grasp them tight. I remember how you said we'd be like john Lennon and yoko. Young love, Young hearts, a young man and a young girl so naive. Thinking that nothing could tear us apart. The winter came and we nestled in bed all day. When summer came we rushed to the park to play. I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I just crumbled
Like the bread the ducks were eating. My heart was blown into the wind like a dead leaf. I helped you pack for college, I threw in my favorite tee shirt thinking you might return it someday. I knew some boy would see you in class reading and he'd sweep you off your feet. There is no way I could stop it. Now as I smoke this cig and remenise I really wish I had that tee shirt back. I wonder if he's wearing it on his back, while your playing with his fingers and he's watching those blue eyes that I once looked into. I guess all I can do now is pray you donate it to a thrift store and I run into you while your trying to give away my love that I sent with you that day.

Im just a filthy mind waiting for my time to shine

You taste the ***** on my lips
You hear my whispers I speak
You smell the fear I have
For giving you room to peak
Into my open window.
I want you to brace yourself
This isn't as beautiful as it looks.

If today i said something beautiful remember it

if today i said something remarkable cherrish it

if today i fell down help me up

remeber that lifes journey i tried at.

that i was always doing my best

that i truly studied for the test

that i didnt cheat my way

i worked hard

i tried

i tried

i cried

i smiled

i laughed

if today i didnt do any one of these

then i didnt live

then i didnt succeed

the good comes with the bad

happy comes with sad

and lord knows

lord knows

today i did all i could

today wasnt bad

A wobblie stool
is so lame
Everwhere I go to drink or eat
a wobblie stool always the same
infact I look way more drunk because of this **** chair.
I try to kick my foot up to stop it
Try switchin stools
Try to put a box of matches underneathe it.
nothing works
it all boils down
To me not being heavy enough to way it down.

I Love when you roll your eyes
Your trying so hard
to keep it together
as your in the bathroom crying.
Your makeup bleeds down your face
and makes the sink look like a oil tanker exploded.
I hear the shuffling of the toilet roll and the sound of paper tearing as your trying to cover up the mess you've made.
Your such a pretty little liar that your lies have now consumed you.
Not even a simple touch of on your eyeliner can keep you hidden.
I think your tired of me catching on to you
while you chew on the ends of your finger nails,
and they make the slight click
I cant help but feel what'd feel like if we just had angry ***
and I could possibly forget about what a ***** you can be.
I guess
we
all
have
our
fantasies......

I remember all the times I had
As I danced
With
Alll
Of
Those
Different  
Girlfriends.

If Tomorrow wasnt promised
and Today Is already over
does that mean I'll stay in my dreams
Or wake up somewhere new.
I hope that if I were to die
before tomorrow reached
that they'd find my body
wrapped up
like when my mother use to tuck me in and kiss my forehead.
I hope my family knows
that I didnt die mad or sad
that I died dreaming of they're faces
and the day again when we will meet.

When we were cool
smokin cigs
when we were cool
tellin eachother love could be found
I drowned in them promises
and I was swept
like a flood to the cities
you came to me in a pretty sky
our lies were true
and you here me
while your alone at night.

Wicked women
In your night gown
waiting for the touch of dawn
Till dusk
till dawn
I play you like my pawn
and you lie on my lawnit
Hammered
As we slapped bags of cheap
Wine
As it spilled on our faces
I followed the wine stain
To your frame
and told you
no whispered in your ear
im insane crazy bonkers
Nuts about you

My heart beats slow at first till I see your face
then my heart is off and running like a high speed chase
I try to tame it and settle it down
but its no use when your around
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

we speak of truth and of heart
when the truth is we dont know how to settle our rambling hearts
they speak of curiousty and merit
they make us wear it
some on our sleeves
other bend to there knees
to feel relief to hear it speak
its simple elegant and a true remark
so let it roam and tangle
in the webs of life
dont worry we all will hear one day
the truth of the heart is a foriegn tounge
speeks so strong
all i know is to smoke
the sound away
laying down
dreaming of the next day
we sing
we preach
while the heart sleeps
while we fade
and fade
and fade my dear
a vibrant melody
a lushish trance
hows the heart dance
a beautiful earthquake that quivers
and quivers
the soul of the human race
with each morning wake and each nights rest
the heart oh how it dances

Don't tell me I'm wrong
When I know I'm right.
Your jeans fit you so tight
I watch the glitter on them sparkle,
In the moons light.
You blew me a kiss
And I tried to catch it but missed.
I've always had butter fingers.
Your kiss went into the air and got carried away to dance in the galaxy.

I gave up on trying
gave up on lieing
but i cant give up on us
like a sore
the **** still pores out
the infected wound
still irritates my skin
and like all of us I was born to sin
but please god not this again
please not this again
save me
save me save me save me
save me from this

You made me feel
Beautiful
When all I wanted was to shut the blinds
And be
Alone.
You make me feel home
You make me feel home

just lie to me and tell me you love me just lie to me and tell me you care just lie to me and tell me im lovely just lie to me while i brush your hair just lie to me and tell me youll miss me if i have to hit the road and leave just lie to me and tell me you love me when im lieing to you as i leave

We danced yes
We laughed yes
We cryed yes
We stepped on eachothers toes
as the music played
We were both horrible at keeping up
with the beat the music played
but our hearts kept up with eachothers beats
your hands were warm
your hair was soft
as it brushed against my neck and back
I wish I could save this moment forever
locked away in a locket in my pocket
I promise
I'll never let you go
as long as the music keeps playing
and our hearts keep pounding

I found a new girl now
Yeah I found a new girl
but im still searching for you in her

if your gonna leave make sure you leave my Garden State DVD

You make my heart melt
Before I met you I didn't know how love felt
But when you stare at me
And my hand moves in your hair the world stops,
And for that moment were stuck in time
And
I
Wish that
Moment would last forever

Kiss me under the covers
Kiss me under the stars
Fast cars
I've never thought I'd be robbed
But you robbed me of my heart
You stole it from the start

Can I come over tonight
Just for a little while
It's been a while since I smiled