Walking up and down this road
kicking rocks as I go
following the road to heaven
and leaving hell behind.

I just wanna take you there
Ain't no one gonna touch you like I can
I'm gonna love you girl
The way you need
I'm gonna give you girl
All of me
It's what you want
It's what you lay around thinking of
In your free time
You think of me
I do everything
That you only use to dream

It'd be nice to be you
It'd be nice to be you
Then be me
Thinking about being you
I wanna be you
but be me just with parts of you

when tomorrow dont come
when my knuckles are sore
and my foot is pressed to the floor
I''m gone
I'm out
you here the sound
and smell the rubber

If you think your in a hard place
and you cant even look at people in their face
just remember keep pace
and stay laced up.

Im waiting for you
waiting
and waiting
waiting for you
and im still waiting
I hope your waiting for me
I picture what you'd look like
I picture how you'd feel in my arms
if you'd be short where your face falls right below my chin
or if your tall so our faces are face to face when we hug
I wait for you
and I hope your waiting for me too
hope your wondering if id be good to you
and not cheat
rub your back
as we just lay down and sleep
I wanna here your voice
I want to love somebody
is it that hard
to just  love somebody






round the corner

I swept you away
cliches
flowers and love yous
kisses and love letters

Make me believe
in this once again
say you miss me
a farewell
is a greeting
touch my hand
touch my soul
see my eyes
see me
please

As I sit I here the snow melting
the gutters from around the block
singing
the light mist
covers my glasses
and the smoke cloud follows
steps passing by
another day on fly
Talk to me nature
Soften my calased hands
and spit me into the future
pure bliss
fresh snow
a slow walk
on a short road

So I wrote a letter to my heart
I said hey how you doing
Asked about the weather all that sweet ****
I said friend
what's going down
how's the life

and what makes you proud
it wrote back
what makes me proud
is when a person speaks up
and gets loud

We can sit here
And fall in love
What a lovely story
What a lovely tale
Shakespeare
Would be happy with us
My dear.

After this
kiss
All things will change
after this
kiss all things will change
why I say why
does a kiss lead to heartbreak

Your arms could fit the world
They are just big enough to hold my heart.

I work a lot
And I write when im off
I sit around and think
that im pretty well off
my mother calls me daily
and my brother is in the navy in cali
my bro works for harley
And im the writer
Every christmas I share one of my trending poems
And this only happens when I come home
my dad he's a fabricator
and he tells me and my brothers
anything can be created
if you just make it
Don't let someone else make it
before you

just tell me
that a maybe is in my reach
i preach and i pray
that one day ill be better
ill get the last laugh
ill pass that good grass
ill clear my head
and find
the
promise
land

She ran for the highschool track team
She ran her way all the way to UCLA
She runs before the sun comes up
and one day
She'll run away
and never return

I take your heart
In my hand
I'll protect it
I know it's fragile
Like a butterfly sitting in my palms
I will take care of it
And if it ever flys away
I hope it finds a safe place to land

Here we go again
loves found its way to me
and it scares me so much

Tomorrows and todays
and todays are tomorrows
Our sorrows are ment to be captured

I’ve always found boredom to be the creator of genius.
As I sit back and think about how boring life can get.
I stir my tiny pink straw in my cocktail and wonder how infused I am to this habit of putting the key into my ignition starting my car and driving to work.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to put my key into my ignition and drive my car into a gas station demolishing everything in its path.
The boredom would sure to be gone in the flames.
I would sure like to stir up some **** today.
To get punched in the face and see my blood.
But I will probably just lay in bed and wonder what it feels like to get hurt.
It’s been awhile since I tried to destroy myself.
I’ve been so bored taking it easy
Not getting into trouble
Has trouble forgot I existed?!

We are all apart of this beautiful nightmare
The stares never would fight fare
I use to dream under those abandoned stairs
Wrapped up in a blanket from somewhere
I guess I truly never cared
As long as the drugs were around to share.

Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death

I’m shuffling in the corner
The only light I share is from
My lighter
I wish I could just dream
But my eyes are stuck wide open
Can you hear the demon
It’s laughter
Or is this my own personal nightmare

Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death

I find solace I’ll be saved
Before I dig myself my own grave
I pray to God he will share his grace
And get me out of this miserable place

Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death

My fingers twisted as my palms
Landed flat on the sides of your waste
They danced and danced around the lining of your jeans. They danced all the way threw the loop holes
Finding a way
To figure out your zipper
They got lost fumbled the button
And lost track In the sound
Clisp
Crisp
Zip
Zip
Your lips
Found the way to my neck
I fumbled your pants
They fell
Slightly just enough
For me to see your dragon fly tattoo

Sometimes I chew on my lip so hard
that I make myself bleed,
I can taste the Iron
as Iron and Wine is playing

All the invisible strings
making us dance like fools
and sometimes we fall down
and the invisible strings help us back up.

I get so frustrated that I cant grab my string
cut it off
and Finally
Be
Free

I hear a ding as the door opens to the diner
My beard itches a little so I scratch it
Out of the corner of my eye I see a child spill their crayons.
One rolls under the table
Lands by my foot.

I pick it up dust it off and hand it to the waitress, everyone thinks it’s so sweet and tells me how nice that is.

The whole diner thinks I’m so nice, but inside I feel like a


Over Easy Egg on white toast.

I looked up and seen the stars
They were dancing inbetween the clouds
Did they ask to be let down
Into our vision
No they didn’t want to be seen
They were here for us to wonder about
Are we alone
Are we truly home
Is my home here
Or amongst the stars
I’m
Bored here
I’m
Tired
Lonely
But it’s like hide and seek and you still haven’t found me
Look to those stars
Look at me
Sliding over the clouds
The rain will fall
I’ll fall on you
You can
Hug
Me
Again

I think I’m good now
Smelling the ocean and picking up shells
I’ll be by the flow of the water
Kissing and licking the salt off my hands
I love it seaside
I love the sun sparkling on the top of the water
I can’t wait to hear that sound
The sound of the water gasping for air as my toes suffocate the sand
California
How I miss you
Will I see you again....

Another ***** driver
Another way to unloosen the screws in my wall
I loosened up just enough
Enough to see the light through the crack in my door
I let you see just enough
Then the door closed
You knocked on it until your knuckles bleed
But you will never see me again.
Keep knocking
Keep wanting me to open that door again.

I almost forgot about you today
But I was switching my music on my phone
And hit that stupid pothole
The one we hit together when your coffee spilled everywhere
I never understood why it takes so long for potholes to get filled and fixed.
Instead they let other little potholes form
Until the whole road is a ******* mess.

I was looking down after my head smacked the ceiling of my car and I noticed that coffee stain, it was like a little piece of time was locked away deep in the fabric of my car seat. I wish I never hit that pothole.

I would’ve been able to slowly let you fade from my memory, until someday I’m
Gone and the only thing left is that small coffee stain on my cars seat.

Someone else will get the car and wonder what happened for this stain to get there, they will have no idea it happened on a day when a man was deeply madly in love with a girl.

They’ll wash it away
They’ll just fix that pothole

The memory will never exist

The tide rolled in
heavy...
as our toes formed in the beach
I thought about us running away,
after each wave
our footprints disappear,
my anxiety rushes as you come running out the door.

my hands loose the keys
they fall to the floor
and all I can hear is slamming doors.

we ran away
the only evidence we ever were together
is washed away
ask the tide
where we hide.....

What would it be like if I could dance on your heartbeat. As I sit back and watch you smile at me, I can’t help but think about how this all has to end, my heart is dancing in the corner alone while yours is on the dance floor calling me over, I wish I could place my glass of punch on the floor and come join you. But my heart is elsewhere. I’m trying to break the news that the love has faded but I don’t want your heart to stop and never dance again. I don’t want to make the music end.

One last Goodbye,
All I ask is to smell your perfume again.
The last thing I remember is smelling your hair and your breathe it was so warm, I could feel the cold through the cracked door.
I think about this over and over, we were such distant lovers.
Always trying to get back
to those stairs
in the apartment complex
where we kissed for the first time.

You always would hang your keys on the nail,
I miss the sound of them falling off the nail and on to the ground.
sometimes it would happen for no apparent reason.
but those keys are no where to be found.

The only places I see and smell you
are in my Lucid Dreams
where we're still together.