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Jacklynn Smith Aug 2014
As I lay down on the cold floor
I begin to think more and more
Few weeks ago I was the happiest I ever was
But now it's all just fuzz
Tears filled my eyes
I try to convince myself they were all lies
But I try to be honest with myself
Thinking of it just troubles oneself
I stare at the ceiling and press replay
As I sitting there pondering I start to drift away
Scattered on the floor are Red tissues
Just reminding me of my issues
I found my own release
With the blood that doesn't cease
Jacklynn Smith Aug 2014
Red stained towel

She asks herself how?

Memory soaked tears

All the ****** fears

Razor sharp twist

Just above her wrist

Her parents cause one fight

Now she’s in her own despite

Just one cut

Then she’s in a rut

She says only one

But that turns to a ton

They say it’s all for attention

But all they know is what’s mentioned

She cuts deep with a knife

Now she’s fighting for her life.
As read above its about self harm. As two of my close friends/family know I have been though a very rough life. I want to thank one of my Best friends who I am more than glad to call family and my brother, the very special Jordan Mahaffy. I have no clue where I would be without him he has saved me from so many things. I can't even begin to explain what he means to me. He is absolutely amazing  and I can't thank him enough for being there for me. I have no clue what I would do if I ever lost him. And my dear Jordan, you can always bet I will be there for you through any problems or anything you go through.  You are one of the best people to come in to my life, I would not trade a single moment of knowing you for anything. You are my family and always will be. We have had our ups and down but nothing is going to change the bond we have. Like we have said before there is a bond between us that is unbreakable. One of the truest things ever. I would take a bullet for you, you mean  a lot to me. I will do everything I can to make you smile daily, you deserve it for being the amazing person you are.  I love you Jordan and you better read this!
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