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Forgive me father for I have sinned.
This here is my confession...

Today a man left home,
spent countless hours on the road,
and wound up where he meant to go.
A life of service is what he chose.
A respectable career is what we're told.

But father,
this man of honor,
is out romancing dolled up daughters,
while his girlfriend at home is left to wonder,
if distance really makes the heart grow fonder.
He doesn't worry, he'll always have her.

His back up option, his second choice.
He calls, but not to hear her voice.
She's something to play with, just one of his toys.
Something to brag about back home with his boys.
A good time to be had before he deploys.

They both knew that it wasn't wise,
to sneak her out and pick her up for 2am rides,
all their time spent in-between her thighs,
and so they made a compromise.
He'd have her for dessert, while his girlfriend ate lies.

And this girl, she thought she knew,
the extent to which she was being used,
thought she was just using him too,
but since he's been gone, she's just been confused.
These feelings she has can't be refused,
but now she has nothing left to lose.

She's coming clean, no secrets.
What's done is done, no more regrets.
Has a lot on her conscience she needs to confess.
She's not religious, doesn't believe in that,
but she prays after this,
his girlfriend won't love him any less.
That sailor's about to be in distress.
I just wanted a guy
That had never smoked
Never drank, never had ***

To my surprise I got someone
That has never had a girlfriend
But I dont know if he has done anything with girls

He's never smoked or got drunk
He said I was the first girl
He's like so much to ask her out

New years rolled around
And he drank with friends
But didnt get drunk

The 24th came around
and he got high for the first time
I understand hes friends are stoners

I thought he was the perfect guy
Then all this happened
Many would say that now he wasn't perfect

But that's why he is the perfect guy
Because he is so perfectly imperfectly perfect
So he is still my perfect guy
Written on Jan. 28, 2009
Dedicated to: Tom H.
I used the think you were the strongest
But you're polluting my brain.
A kiss that lasts a moment, at longest
A kiss driving me insane.

Time flies, but there's no fun
No acceptance and no recoil.
The regret and somber thoughts have begun.
A kiss buried in the soil.

A wish that suddenly stirs me
Wishing for the end
The thought of it disturbs me
He has a girlfriend.
His laugh,
His sweet voice,
His...
No, stop, don't do it
His beautiful smi-
STOP! He has a girlfriend!
Plus he's not like that, you should know that,
you've talked about it before

But-but-
*NO BUTS! WHAT PART DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND!
HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!
Just face the fact that he will never be...
Will never be yours.....
Sorry for the caps if you get offended, just trying to show the two sides
 May 2014 iwillwaitforyou
amt
He has a girlfriend.
I don't know if I should laugh or cry...
Can you know love while your heart seeps in hate?
I suspect not.

— The End —