Lately my life's been changing,
For the worst,
I worry a lot,
And cry too,
I need some time,
But I want you in it,
I'm afraid you might leave,
Just hold me,
Talk to me forever,
Don't leave me,
Stop asking if I'm okay,
One day I might tell the truth,
Afraid that you'll leave me,
And I'm acting like I'm okay,
So don't interrupt my performance.

He smells like a rose,
I want a dose,
And I'm getting high,
On him.
He's that drug you take alone,
He makes you feel on top of the world,
He clouds your thought,
What have I bought?
I'm addicted,
I feel a little conflicted,
But he smells like a rose,
and I had to have a dose.

Love?
I call it,
Forbidden.

We play this game,
It's super lame,
When we have our late night calls,
Before we hang up I always stall,
I tell you I love you,
You say you love me more,
Then I say I love you,
More than before,
I win every time,
Until one day,
You just walked away,
You didn't call,
I found out you were in a bad fall,
Called life,
I thought I was stabbed in the heart with a knife,
You lay there dead,
Open casket,
I tell you I love you,
Of course this time I win,
But this is one game I wish to lose,
Because my whole life,
Is I love you's,
for you.

My eyes are almost blacker than,
My soul,
Black is perceived when,
Light is entirely absent,
Smoke can no longer be seen,
In this emptiness like,
Heaven,
A figment of your imagination,
Is what I am,
I could disappear,
Into forbiddenness,
I tried to clear this image,
Empty it from my head,
It's something that wanders,
Lonely down streets,
That happen to be dead ends,
But the street is alive,
I'm a ghost with a beating heart,
And I call myself a Phantom.

Oh the honor,
That we all have monsters,
They're inside us,
Telling us to hide,
That it's okay to lie,
To everyone by us,
Because we have problems,
And we're thoughtless,
They eat us alive,
And it makes it hard,
For us to survive,
We open up,
We wakeup,
Forget about what's inside,
You are what you eat,
And i'm learning to eat monsters.

I'm in a pool,
No a ocean,
I'm swimming in the water,
And your pulling me under,
I'm looking for the answers,
But your just letting me suffer,
I'm drowning,
And your counting,
Because those words you said,
They never escaped my head,
And this is my ocean,
My head full of water,
Everything you've said,
Its made me wish I was dead,
Because your my demons and I cant get you out,
Of my head.