its hard having the stain
always having to bear the pain
and never being able to complain
acting as if everything is plain
and simple but it is impossible

its vain

You're not thinking what I think you're thinking are you now?

Pain come from every direction
It catches you off guard
At least everybody knew when you had to go
It wasn't exactly the nicest though
I didn't feel the pain
But I feel the pain of the others
Sometimes life is a ******* *****
If you have a problem tell someone
My pain came from my siblings
My siblings pain came from our dog dying
The dogs pain came from a car
I can't do anything right.....
I can't comfort anyone
I can't protect them either
That's my pain
I can't do it.......

there's no satisfying you people.
****.

I don't know what I'm writing
It seems all jumbled and such
I feel like I'm faking
Like my words aren't enough

But I know that I'm not
The second the words are down
I can't help but feel phony
There are worse things around

What's the worst that could happen
What have I to be sad of
Nothing should stop me
I should be full of love

But why do I feel
Like these words are the truth
All until I click "Save Poem"
Is it because of you?

*No, that's ridiculous, right?

Perhaps it's the way your hair curls on its ends,
or your bold honesty, or the way
I feel more real around you.
The way you can be ice cold or warmer than
my morning tea. How could I not like you,
when you make me like everything a little more?
I trust that love isn't what everyone says and
I believe what hurts is its lack. And you've hurt
me but who hasn't? Even I have.
With you I feel in technicolor, and even if
loving and telling is like handing a gun and
trusting not to be shot I say I trust.

Your atoms were once a part of the stars and maybe that explains your brown eyes and the shine inside them. The atoms that sculpt your body used to sculpt the ocean and maybe that explains the depths, hollows and dark corners of your mind I've yet gotten to discover. Maybe your rough edges are explained by the solely fact that the atoms forming who I'm deeply in love with were once rocks with gems inside them. It has been a privilege to fall for a beautiful, bright and amazing combination of Earth that is you.