Ironatmosphere

Ironatmosphere May 2020

I told him I loved him
for the first time
as I stepped off the ride
and waved goodbye

you needed to know

Ironatmosphere May 2020

Tangled

You were intoxicating
I got high on your perfume

I melted into your touch
Tangled my body and my heart into yours

Sometimes I think I catch a whiff of your scent
as if it is still clinging onto the walls

Somehow you managed to untangle yourself
while still leaving me tangled

Ironatmosphere May 2020

nothing compares to you

I kissed him because he smelled like you
and that is just a little bit ****** up

Ironatmosphere May 2020

I am the forgotten

I forget to eat
I forget to sleep
I forget to take care of myself

But I can't forget you

How long till you forget me?

#heartbreak

Ironatmosphere May 2020

obsession

I got too intense
I felt too much

I tried to push it down
I really tried

I knew how scared you would get
how insecure

But I couldn't hold it down
and I drove you away

You were my drug
and I have an addictive personality

Now I can't have you
and
The abstinence is killing me

Ironatmosphere May 2020

breathless

I lost my breath
kissing you
and now I'm losing it again
missing you

Ironatmosphere May 2020

Time capsule

All I ever wanted was
for you to
savour me
hungrily
Indulge in being
near me

Show me
how much you
adored me
how
real
all
my dreams for us could be

All the ways our
days could be
alive and
magnificent
.
.
.
.
Retrogression is not the
answer
soon I will
thrive without you

I will survive you