driving through this long crowd
can't imagine
the peace and quiet
all I ever lived was so loud

i am the moon
that sent you through
it all
cam you imagine?
can you believe?

living together is not what it seems

i wanted you to know
i am capable of learning on my own

if you could imagnie

I became the careless whisper
as I withered into your bed
if only I had said yes
we wouldn't be in this mess
but it's all in my head

you'd never get it
you don't know what's wrong with the situation
or that you're in it
you're the star, baby you are

it started out from nothing
getting high and drinking
that time of my life
you wouldn't believe it

how did it get so serious?

I let myself get carried away
as I drifted off into space
it was peaceful to me
until I opened my eyes

to my surprise there you were
intimidating ..

you were the careless whisper

are the rumors true?
will i ever understand?

breathing came naturally to me and now it's a constant defeat
would you ever understand the struggle?
not even a recollection of me
i know you don't know my name
you would never recognize me
not even slightly
why am i trying?

you never came around
time passed on by
twenty-five years, not even a bite
as i lay here, just wondering why?

an end to a struggling road of death and despair
who would of thought we would get this far?
certainly not I
if anything this is the beginning of the end

these are the scars that I cannot leave behind simply because they are deeply engraved in my soul
life could not place my final breathe
my final sacrifice
the end of an era is a start of an another
marks left on my body resembling
fingerprints of yours
wrapped around my arm like coil
blazing enormously into my flesh

I withered out like a snake shedding it's skin
to be rid of you is to let go of my demons
that haunted me not only during the night
daylight kept me inside
thoughts darkened daily
my life was nothing but a black hole

to be rid is to be free
to be free i had to die
i had to face the darkest demons buried underneath
no one should ever have access to such a thing yet somehow i managed
escaping when your'e dead is just a dream
that turns into a nightmare
repeatedly

if you want answers i don't have them
i drank away my memories with whiskey
the taste still lingers on my lips

to explain is to reopen a part of my past that i no longer associate with
those demons are vanished from my existence
to no longer haunt me as they please
to no longer have access to me
no longer have permission
can no longer destroy me
is this what it feels like?

i question,to be free,not entirely
although the thought does relish in my mind
perhaps just a small portion of liberty enhances my perception of reality
in the end, there is still plenty of darkness around me anticipating its arrival
but your fingerprints have now vanished into thin air just like the rest
i no longer fear you
i can't escape them all

I can't tell you how long it been
I can't even place a what or when
all I know
is this feeling
inside me
eating me softly
away I go

if only you could realize
what's happening to me inside
it could all make sense
if i
put the pieces of the puzzle together
but I seem to be missing a piece
where oh where could it be?

I'm drifting away
I'm in the sand and the moon and the ocean blue
I'm everywhere you can't be
anything to be far from you

in a snap, it could all make sense
but I see from the distance


you would never even know
id just be a ghost in your past
oh, I can't wait till we're miles and miles apart
oh no,