inreticence

inreticence Jan 2020

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I’ve been dead long enough to know
there is no pain in numbness and
no fear when you know the dark,
no heartache without a heart.

inreticence Jan 2020

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There are parts of me,
dark parts of me,
that I don't think
I can ever fix, and

I am terrified
of wanting things
that I don't deserve.

inreticence Dec 2019

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I keep telling myself,
I'll leave when I am tired,
when I am done hurting,
when I have run out of love,
and yet here I am,
still clinging on to you.

inreticence Dec 2019

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Some days,
it's hard to tell,

if I lock my self
inside my head

to keep the monsters away,
or because I am
the monster.

inreticence Dec 2019

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I would go to sleep,
but I know,
I'd still miss you in my dreams.

#i #miss #you

inreticence Dec 2019

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I hope you know
that every time I told you I loved you,
it came from deep down inside my heart.

So deep,
that every time I said it,
I could feel my heart ache.

#love