he introduced us and he's gone
and i'm falling out of love with you
it's insane to want to get rid of the last bits of him
there is so little left
maybe that's why i want to leave
why i haven't called his parents in months
why i spend all my time counting
calories, dollars, weeks, hours
i wonder if everything we weathered together,
wore us down instead of bringing us closer
sanded the pieces of us that used to click together
maybe my love for you is the price for moving past this horrible *******. year

i've probably spent 10,000 hours next to you
our drive in to school
curled up in my bed as we try to watch pulp fiction for the fifth time
i fall in a little more every time
this isn't something that is going to leave me anytime soon
i think once, i told you
it was late and i never was one for remembering the things that i say on the edge of sleep
but we both know regardless