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I can not be what you are wanting
if what you're wanting
doesn't exist in my world.
If what you're wanting
are the UFO's in mine.

I can't be your princess
as I have no knowledge of them.

Who I am
is a tattered girl.
With her ripped tights and black shirts,
I am everything but majestic.
Not even mythical.

So I filled with regret to say
I'm not what you've wanted.
 Nov 2013 Infamous one
KM
It's like when I say I love you
I'm not just saying those words
They don't carelessly roll and trickle
Off my lips
Off my tongue
Through my teeth.
I'm saying that
I adore
Respect
Admire
Look up to you.
I'm saying that
All that you are
You hold the title of;
My best friend
The love of my life and
My everything.
When I tell you I love you
I'm not just saying three words,
I'm reciting my poetry
The depths of my heart
My songs
My sleepy 4 am promises
All for you
Because...
More than anything
More than anyone
I love you
11/23/2013
 Nov 2013 Infamous one
Kay
Anxiety
 Nov 2013 Infamous one
Kay
You ****** all the air out of my head,
making me dizzy, spinning
until I feel almost dead,
and that's just the beginning.

The shaking starts at the tips
of my fingers and my toes
then spreads to my lips
until on my whole body it shows.

I'm gasping as my body falls apart,
since you tied my stomach in a knot,
which swings around and bruises my heart.
My chest soon becomes boiling hot.

What do I do, what have I become?
Tears are rolling down my face.
Luckily, a good friend stops by
to give me a relieving embrace.
I will smile
As if you never hurt me

I will laugh
Louder than I ever did when I was with you

I will sleep
Without crying over you

I will see
Different shade that I could never see with you

I will be fearless
No more will I be afraid of having to keep you satisfied

I will be strong
Stronger that I ever was with you

I will cry
But it sure as hell won't be over you

I will cheer
Until my voice can no longer take it

I will be happy
Because I know I'm worth it

I will treasure myself
Because you never did

I will cherish my scars
Because they have made me stronger

But there is one thing I will do for you

I will thank you
Because you are the reason I became the one I am today

~vf
Yup
it isn't really that
GREAT
without you
being with me
Im not sleeping, not tonight,
Too many thoughts running through my mind,
Too many whispers, too much pain,
Rather think and think and start again.
Stare at the stars and think of regrets
Pray to my God for all the help i can get.

My thoughts they'll be louder than even my words.
Though as loud as they are, they'll never be heard.
super late upload
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