getting used to getting used
ain't that ******* sad
tired of being too tired
to enjoy what i have
waiting just to wait some more
it can't be that bad
it's breaking my heart to break the ties
i never really had
wanting to want you
like you're the only savior
walk it off or walk away
come back never or later
sorry for being sorry
it's just part of my nature
good people do good things
to get rewarded for their behavior
imagine a forever that goes on forever
and you will lose your mind
pieces of me to piece your self back together
solving your puzzle destroys mine
running from them while you're running from me
almost keeping our paces in time
loving someone that is loving someone else
swearing one day they will realize
they don't love you because you don't love yourself
stuck in a lonely loop
why do you only have you
when your biggest is enemy is you
lie to them so they will lie to you
because you can't face the truth
hurt them like they hurt you
but is that really what you want to do
he's sad so your sad
but you are still alone
calling his phone while they're calling your bluff
silence and a ringtone
face to face then skin to skin
but you don't feel it in your bones
you got what you wanted but its not what you wanted
confused and don't know where to go
the title also kind of fits the theme, because metacogniton is "thinking about thinking"
idk really
im weird