getting through to you
wasn't as hard as getting over you
but hindsight is twenty twenty
reflected on our past
can't take certain things back
but i just needed you to hear it from me

i'm sorry
and that's it
no excuses
i hope this is what you needed to hear
you probably won't
apologize
for the things you did
but that's not why i'm here
not here for closure
or for something in return
just to make amends and put a couple demons to rest
you did me very wrong
but i don't need to let that make me
looking forward to what's coming next

the exhaustion finally hitting
hear it in your voice
sleep if you're tired
it's okay

know you're worried for me
but you shouldn't drain yourself
to make me
feel safe

never wanna speak again
no one cares about what i say anyways
nobody will miss the input
my absence wouldn't fill a room
we are so used to making ourselves feel important
but some of us can't forget
how utterly insignificant we are
one in several billion
trauma does not make us stronger