hate to admit it but
now you realize how much you needed me
cut communication but now you're disposed of
and you're losing your identity
at the very least i held you down
i was present and open minded
was willing to love your extremes
even if i didn't like them
even if i struggled to trust you
i trusted you because you were my friend
i treated you as best i could
wasn't the best but at least i gave a ****
and it was the best you had
and maybe ever will have
too late to try and scramble
to steal it back
the reality is sinking in
and it scares you to think
you finally reached
the end of the road with me
that there's nothing you can do
to lure me back in
no words you can say
to get under my skin
can't get my attention now
which is funny cause i used to fawn
can't appreciate some things
till their no longer yours and really gone

see that you're on right now
pondering what would happen if we talked right now
we're both more than able but its clear
that you don't want me around
but i know you're up in bed
thoughts messing with your head
or maybe that's just me
i remember when you said
that i was perfect for you
what happened to us two
i probably shouldn'tve pushed you away
but i didn't know what else to do
when the feelings started to change
stopped smiling when you said my name
just hurting one another
didn't wanna be the cause of your pain
so i released you to the skies
just to dream of you every night
it's been long enough now
but you still cross my mind
and in another world we'd be okay
but that time is not today
even after all the **** you did
i hope you feel loved and happy and safe