i wonder
how many tears i could cry in one sitting
i wonder
what it would take to fully break me
i wonder
why i get so down sometimes
i wonder
so much my brain hurts
i wonder
about nice things sometimes too like
i wonder
if marshmallows were created my accident

don't google that
just let me continue to wonder

gotta be patient
gotta be nice
gotta keep it all pretty and short
gotta stay out the way
gotta listen better
gotta always do just a little but more
gotta
gotta
gotta
gotta
gotta keep my eyes of the door
gotta act like i wanna be here
gotta make them believe me
gotta or it'll be like before

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i find it nearly impossible
that you don't know what you are doing
walking away and forgetting me
then blaming me for your wrong-doings
always upset with me
constant flow of hate and lies
why can't you see
how i'm crumbling inside
blinded by friendship
expecting me to be there
but when i need you
you show just how much you care
by not showing up
by leaving me in the dust
but when i do the same
you make a big fuss

one day older
but years have passed
since the last time i tasted your skin

last night was a dream
but its not right now
when will we meet again

i want to be patient
but there is something about you
that i can't unsee

it has a hold on my body
changing my mind
and i'm not sure what it means

i just need you now
i need you fast
i need you like never before

one last touch
oh yes another and another
is it fine if i ask for just one more