hxzin

hxzin Oct 2021

i wonder

how many songs you have written
just to get me out of your mouth

hxzin Oct 2021

pretty stranger

i may not fall for you but
i'll warm the left side of your bed for a time,
soothe the storm

#her

hxzin Oct 2021

leave me i can’t breathe

i struggle to put it into words
i miss the scent of the crook of your neck
the place only i knew
planting sweet kisses behind your ear
tangled late at night
each other’s so innocently

hxzin Oct 2021

withdrawal symptoms

you are an addiction i can’t shift
i dream of you
and i wake to complete and utter emptiness

it’s literal hell to be in limbo between yearning for someone and not being able to do anything about it because you’ve ****** up

hxzin Oct 2021

holy

she was autumn
golden brown gilded her temples
lips rolled back over her smile

#her

hxzin Oct 2021

let this not be the end

i thought we'd ******
in shared breath, hot and sweet
peach lips parted
not in passing one another
silent
avoiding eye contact

#heartbreak #ow #yeah #agony

hxzin Oct 2021

Untitled

im drowning
choking, limbs flailing
pushing to be above
but im not
im choking
limbs flailing
im drowning

stuck in a nightmare where i never achieve or feel like i have finished. there is so much i have to do