I crave the mediocrity
as a scorned woman tainted by spoils
seeking the excitement with water has left
exhaustion and a lesson learned
I miss it sometimes
such as lily misses the sun
nurtured and shrived

I am both a sadist and a *******
When it comes to myself

The brown-eyed boy, a beauty
A distraction
It develops and flourishes
I knock it down

The girl who sings, a star
A nuisance
The roots intertwine
I set the fire

At last
The red-haired girl, my past
My love
The seed begins to bloom
I salt the earth