When I start,

                      It takes over
And I won't stop.
               Distractions arise but fading like my youth.
An ancient and unceasing system of connotations and intertwined liquid gold
                                     Wrapped in its endless possibilities,
                                        Willingly trapped in your mind.
     I find it relaxing and somewhat perfect.
Seriousness.

Endless and light,
Petite and bright.
Her eyes stun a gaze,
Thoughtless clouded haze.

Red-streaked brown hair,
Tripped and stumbled gasping for air.

Them eyes...oh them eyes...
Every time we are close,
I need to get closer.
Closer to your lips,
Closing the gap we need filled.

The love will flow like a river.
Unquestioned  halted by obstacles.
Let tears carry your joy and your pain.
Let the sweat expell it's jealousy.

One way or another,
It will flow either way.

The thing wanted most,
Stands 20ft away in the middle of the frozen lake.
Yet I'll still run for it in hope the ice won't crack.
Am I inclined on this path?
The dime within the rugged exterior
Is too intriguing to resist.
The ice is thinning, every second is too late.
Unless I proceed slowly and stop at regular intervals.
It will stand stationary.

Serving through stillness,
the water drips a thick red.
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Success with lack of reason,
loss of all hope.
Dueces & goodbye.

Plainly living without purpose.                               h         to contentment.
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Desert dry with dripping sweat,                     a
finding yourself will lead you on the        p

Some things happen
But I can't seem to figure.

                               When they left themselves,
                                        They disappeared like affection.

It's been 1 year, 4 months, 3 days since our regret.

                                                                 I'm alive but slowly dying.
                         What's the difference?
Do I yield in the pool which draws me in.

                                                                    Come back and stay.

Is it the same for you?

When I grow, I stand tall.
When I jump, I feel small.
When I breathe I feel alone.
When I die, I'll feel home.

17 reasons to mark the date of your birth,
I'll find and find and be defined by your terms.
Take me with you when you go,
Commerce and Science.
Opposites attract.

No comforting hug can beat yours.
No branch of emotions can beat your stability.
No problem can subdue your determination.
No drum will beat louder than your success.
No one will beat you in the fight.
No heart beat can match with yours
Other than mine.

Woke in a start in the middle of the night.
There's something in the cold dark room.
A hidden creature.
I reach for my lamp and all I see is a face.
A face with endless black sockets where eyes are meant to be.
It lunges forward I throw my sheet over it and run.
Diving through the front door and into the night.
I run for the road not looking back.
Then it appears in front of me.
Next thing I knew...
I died that night.

In the blink of an eye I wake up 7 years ago,
New York Times whisper by.
Where is my Sleeping Beauty?
She seems to have lost me now.

How long have we been together?
Why does it feel like I am now...
With you after so long?
In your arms....
After so long?

Miss...Kaun ** Tum?

What is the deal,
Sore eyes you broke our seal.
Fallen chance fix it first.
Wanting me now, fiery thirst.

Heart eternally stone cold,
Forged in the depths of gold.
Ice on ice drip on rusty plate.
Fire on fire cleaned slate.

Fault the worst
Cry the best.
Ice on fire.

How is that we take everything for granted
And we don't realize what we have until
We see others suffering or barely managing.
We believe that they have some sort of good-will.

Took a plain, train and automobile,
Aside the monuments, we walk the streets.
These people are destitute; hungry and lonely.
Sleeping on the concrete floor and ***** seats.

When we see the difference in our lives to their's
We how much we have in comparison to them.
They savor every piece of food and fresh water,
Why wait? It's our turn to be the supporting stem.

We walk, we cry, we sleep, we pry.
We wait, we see, we hear, we touch.
We sense, we pray, we love, we hate.
We teach, we learn, we strive, we watch.

What is the difference between them and me?
We are human. Our blood is red.

Where love exists, there's only positivity.
Just to see them smile when you give - is enough for now.

How can it be that whatever wrong we do,
You always forgive and find the silver-lining.
The things you do, we cannot repay,
So we spend our days just trying.

Possessor of unconditional love,
The world will bow down to you,
Out of respect and loyalty.
In a way, we're saying...we love you too

That smile of yours is infectious,
Somehow we can never stay mad.
I'll do what I can to make sure
No one will ever make you sad.

Keep smiling because the world will smile back at you,
You know that I only speak what is true.
Madame, you come from God in heaven,
Everything will start and end with you.

The trees whistled in the wind
The birds sang, and I grinned
I was happy....I finally had a friend
A friend who liked me, a friend who loved me

I've never felt like this before
What it felt like, I wasn't sure
I always played alone at recess
Talking to people was much of a stress
During graduation I sat alone,
Shivering with loneliness down to my bone

Even though my parents paid them
The kids were grossed by my flem
Dripping and dropping,
It hardly looked like bling
Ching a Ching Ching

I wasn't weird, I wasn't cool
I was just a ****** fool
With a drool
Who went to a school
With a pool

So thank you all
For this new ball
I'll never forget the summer I had friends
Please accept my friend request on Facebook
My friend ads on craigslist get no looks

Is it known to anyone the weight I carry on my shoulders?
My success in achievements, hidden away in folders.

The people that surround me, missed the spark.
Can't handle the voices screaming in deepest dark.

I'll choose my own path towards the light.
Until that day I'll forever fight.

Time is precious it's gone so fast,
One day it'll come together at last.

Friends & Family happy I've succeeded in life,
But I feel the failure inside me, like a knife.

I'll send all my guilt and doubts on their way,
I'll leave this world with nothing left to say.

We exist as a small colony but,
Were once thriving some time when we were lone,
Can’t take back what they've done, the door is shut,
I sit reminiscing about our home
Neither of us knew what we used to be,
Ancestor’s lives taken ‘long with our land,
Spirit there used to be we could once see,
My boomerang, spear out of our hand,
They replaced our life, stayed and took over,
Drowning our past life with wine and beer,
Too much spirit gone hard to stay sober,
Living life every day in cold dark fear,
In the cold of night we used to light fire,
The man apologized, is a liar.