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Oct 2017 · 856
Happy
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
He makes me happy
like no one ever has before.
I guess this is what it feels
to not be sad anymore
I love you lots
Oct 2017 · 906
a fragment of me
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
Some days i truly wonder
if i'm even worth it anymore
"there is no light at the end of this tunnel"
as whisper as tears continue to pour
and it takes every ounce of my energy
to drag myself out of bed
i know that i'm breathing but i feel mostly dead
i can no longer make eye contact
in fear that they might see
a broken, lost soul
a fragment of me
uk
Oct 2017 · 759
Right?
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
i guess i know now
why you would never hold my hand tight:

because why hold on to something
you're just gonna let go of, right?
NK
Oct 2017 · 1.1k
Do you really love me?
Haylee F Lilly Oct 2017
one in the morning
my eyes won't rest,
you're still on my mind
and it's making me stressed.

do you really love me,
like you say you do?
Or is it something you said
just to help me get through.

you keep me at peace
without you I'd drown
but why do I smile,
when I know I should frown?
because sometimes you got me all mixed up but I still love you anyways.
Sep 2017 · 591
Porcelain
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
You're porcelain,
appearing made of stone.
But your cracks are showing through,
and you break when you're alone.
gh
Sep 2017 · 1.4k
not enough pages
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
Her life is a book
but without enough pages for a happy ending
Sep 2017 · 613
Midnight thoughts
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
12:47am
I'm awake
and thinking about you
but I mean what's new
I'm wanting to have you beside me
and thinking about how great it would be

While youre probably sound asleep
and dreaming about everyone
but me.
dear mr. crush I wish you would open your eyes and see how I'm feeling:/
Sep 2017 · 585
3 am Talks
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
3am talks between my brain and my heart.
that's the time when I think
and usually fall apart.

3am talks between my brain and my heart.
the talks usually end in me crying
and saying "everything is my fault"

3 am  is such a horrible time
that's when the suicidal thoughts come out
when I wish they would  hide.
yeah
Sep 2017 · 660
Why can't I be like you
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
why* cant I be like you
Dear friend,
                      If you ever read this just know that I am truly jealous.
i wish that i could write like you
your writing runs deep
it pulls on my heart
you could write about anything
and it'd still tear me apart
I wish I was as pretty as you
you are beautiful with your tan skin and curly light brown hair
while I look like I don't even care about myself
when I do
I care a little too much
I also wish that my personality was as beautiful as yours
if anyone has a heart of gold
it's you
you always talk about your imperfections while you don't have any
trust me, it's true
so please tell me
why cant i be like *you
this is to my best friend who always talks about her "crippling self hate* you are beautiful!
Sep 2017 · 497
Hurricanes
Haylee F Lilly Sep 2017
I had to let you go
you were toxic.
No matter how much I made myself deny it,
I knew that you were killing me
slowly but painfully
it was like torcher but I was allowing it.
But I mean with a smile like yours,
who wouldnt
You would kiss me
in places that if I would return there I would taste you like blood in my mouth
You'd leave me in tears and I know that you were aware of me slowly breaking
That is when I realized why Hurricanes were named after people.
this is bad I know but I'm trying to get into this again
May 2017 · 645
So she hides
Haylee F Lilly May 2017
The sun hid her face in the clouds,
she didn't want anyone to see her cry.
Her tears burned holes in the horizon,
and she lost her desire to shine.

So she hides her face
so no one will see that she has fallen from grace.
She's all over the place
all because of a boy she decided to chase.
How my day has gone so far...
May 2017 · 511
Lie 101
Haylee F Lilly May 2017
"i will never let you go"
a lie most of us know
they tell us that they'll always be there
then are the reason that knives make our skin tear
Apr 2017 · 424
Self Portrait
Haylee F Lilly Apr 2017
H-hard-working
A-absolutely hate life
Y-young
L-lazy
E-excited
E-especially a disappointment
I'm very lazy
Apr 2017 · 10.8k
Society Lies.
Haylee F Lilly Apr 2017
Roses aren't always red
& voilets aren't exactly blue,
The society we live in
Never seems to speak the truth.

Smiles aren't always happy
& frowns aren't always upset,
People judge too quickly
our feeling are what they forget.
-(a.v)
Apr 2017 · 1.4k
No one listened.
Haylee F Lilly Apr 2017
But no one listened to her
Because she didn't have a pretty  face
To match her pretty  **mind
C.M.M
Apr 2017 · 1.3k
Love
Haylee F Lilly Apr 2017
Love is confusing
I really don't get it
Some days I really wish
That I could just forget it
Some days I feel like I'm normal again
That your out of my head
But  then one look in your ocean blue eyes
And that's it
I've fallen in love again
He's really In my head I guess.

— The End —