i lost my wedding ring
13 i gave a first peck
14 march my first kiss
16 i lost my wedding ring :(

Holding my heart so tight to not let you go.
Not let me go.
The yellow leaves slowly falling down...
closer i get to the door, hold my heart gently
So many things to say, stuck on my throat.
Wished the thunder in my heart calmed..
never to forget all those titanium bullets,
all worth.

Like the sound of the clouds clearing its way from my sight
When the waves hit your leg
With 9 months of dumbbell
Plunge yourself to hot asphalt.

Stealing your own heart before its stolen.

carved everything out of me and into that flame.
that enormous hole sealed gently with hot concrete.
I yearned for it to be filled
empty with ammonia.
Yet, still carving the last pieces out.

Pull towards that smell
My lust over it.
Makes my blood rushes all over from my legs to lips
That fragrance, starts a thunder in my soul.

I will be patient.
I LIE.

I will fear.
Not to be able to comfort myself.
Drag myself out of the thunder storm.

patiently wait for the phone to rise.

stare and pray.

rows of torn laces
love that never exited
eyedrops that blur my vision
love. or is it evol ?

TRUST.
it broke me.
i thought i was the wroth.
no. all lies.
graveled lava behind all those promises.
only could see those beautiful petals on.
i wish you wake up and realize that its not too late.