Pan's Central Express SYRNIX

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Apr 2018

Monarch

If it were possible to say something
More or less peneatratable
Would I have the conscious ability
To decipher how to reach
The furthest depths of you
Or would I choke under the pressure
Of getting you.
Would it just stop me in my tracks
To understand
I could change you as a person
With the right combination
Of some made up language
Which our ancestors have been evolving
For centuries.
That gives, let's talk a whole knew meaning
What am I doing to your mind?

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Apr 2018

It told me

Bring me in from the rain it said.
So I did, trying not to tear the edges
Or smear the damp excretion along the door frame.
Alright good job, it said, then asking, now can you get me my looking glass ?

So I did, trying not to smear the lense with my greasy digits.

Good job good job, now let's see what's in store

So I set back and waited and when it finally spoke...

There was a change in lighting and the animals moved through the empty space taking with them star dust from long before. They grazed the miles of unspoken land flaking ideas here and there leaving enough thought behind that something new would spring forth at the next change of light, and it wouldn't always look the same. It wouldn't always stay the same. It seemed to changed the longer those animals wandered wondering quietly or insessently to themselves... it seemed to stay right on track.

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Apr 2018

Monogamy

Whisper softly,
no need to raise your voice.
I'm Here just like always,
that is my choice,
and I'm listening to you,
just like everybody's wanted.
You finally found some one to tell
all those things thatve left you haunted.

We are enclined to hide
yet we find comfort in exposer,
we are wired to lie
at the risk of some one getting closer.

But I'm tired of garments
hiding my truth
I'm tired of guilt
staining my youth.

And I want you to know,
that you can be free.
If you just let go
and put your trust in me.

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Apr 2018

Love

Things accumulate.
In and around my mind.
Am I as good as I'd like to believe?
When we fall I get irritable.
You would know
Cause you do too.
I lay in bed just to smell you
Comfort in the little things.
When **** Makes us distant.
I don't like the drugs.
I try to stay away
And you do the same.
Seems like our failures follow us
I try to brush away our trail.
But we amplify our shared weakness.
I just want life
Not death
I just want you
Cause your better than ****.

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Mar 2018

Consequence.

Hard candy breaks my teeth
As I try to eat
No matter how sweet
Shattered lively hood
Crumbles before me
Falling past my lips onto the counter
Rolling towards the edge
Where free falling
It hits the floor
And bounces once or twice
Maybe one time more
And lies flat on its existence
Never to heal
Only to rot for another sun rise
While things around it twitch
At the light it lies flat on its existence.
Never to move
This is what we call death.

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Mar 2018

Blind

Quiet control is how you impede my movement.
You douse me In your outward flowing
Sustenance
So you can threaten its extinction.
I wanted to know christ
Me the foresaken *****
The indulgence itself.
Me the desire to be
Wanted to meet christ
In all of his expression.
The roots of my born
Were edging toward light
And with out me
No one would have even seen.

Pan's Central Express SYRNIX Mar 2018

Swallup

Blooming the petals still damp
With after birth of an entire nation
Dripping from the seams
where further followed thought
Was folded tightly
Waiting to meet the suns rays
In an effort to solidate
That which we call individual truth