Maybe we should.
Maybe where we are
Just isn't
where we are meant to be.
That would be beautiful,
to hand down
Oh devastation would **** me
But I'm leaning on hope.

I'm hoping you see us
See beyond the failures
We share.
Wouldn't you just love it
if I could have you
whole.
And we could be eachother
For just a little bit.
You can think your me
I'll tend you needs.

Could it be your crashing
Back to Earth
and where I placed you
In the dirt.

I was hoping for your seed to bloom

I imagine you in spirals of growth
Moving to and from me
Creating your own shelter
Through self molding
and where your cracks
lay in the foundation
I want you to swallow me whole
I will seep into your damages
be their soldered gold
I imagine your branches groaning
As you reach for the unknown
Movement is painful
And so is getting old

I've been scolded by your history
Oh maternal instinct
I want you to know
That had I been
What transgressed
Would  have passed long before it was born.
I wouldn't put you through those trials.
I wouldn't trick you with fake smiles.

Hard to blame any one
For the corruption of the mind
Its  like a noticable Design .
From the begining
If Adam were such a holy being
If creation had been pure
He would have eyes
that would  be seeing
He would have understood     that allure.
My question is why leave a trap
To condemn
When curiosity  can equal sin.
Where is the meaning
Given to us by other men.
Have you ever had an independent thought
Free of  those notions closing you in.
Develope that which is with in.
The mind.

I gaze at stars, dancing under spot lights
Giving their existence
To some foggy innerference
It's getting in the way of the soul.
I don't mean to surrender
And I dont mean isolation
Or religion
That's just getting in the way of the soul.

I see stars dancing under spot lights trying to prove their worth..
Beyond greasy hair
And a bad addiction.
Could they be more than their failings were
Or are only the most pure
Fit for purpose.

I know my own thoughts
So I can say purity
Is far from natural to this mind
But I dont mind
I like to refine
I like to try

And I will a thousand times
I don't believe in purity In physick form
Just refinement
An over all crystalization
Strip away those things you think
That offer nothing to you

Her face seemed almost yellow

With chaotic solar tides
Of ego driven strength
Of a heart soaked in pride.

I felt compelled to stare
How was she aware.

And soon I saw she wasn't.

So wrapped in tangerine
Trying to show her
but nothing could be seen

She's giving into her failures
But i had never failed her.

She turned away from me

So burnt shades of nerve
You'll never be a martyr
Though that's what you yearn

Strangers pardon steps to close
They slink against the wall
Moving narrow not to arouse
Grinding consciousness
Against the fall
Weakness previals against the will
And cowards avoid eachother.
Some people are dead
Though they seem alive.