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 Nov 2013 Gwen Johnson
Auss
My mind is shattered
My life is battered
My friends are scattered
This isnt to be desired

I couldnt come to look at you
I couldnt bear the icy blue
I know you doubt what i say is true
But I really do need you

My closest friend
to the end
A friendship too strong to bend
But now I just want to mend

I shut down
Taking all I have to not frown
I must seem like such a clown
All I want to do is drown

My life should be over
Call for the Undertaker
I never have been such a crier
Is there nothing that can make this better?

Little Red
Red Head
I want you to know what I have said
I need you to get off the death bed

My silent screams
The return of dreams
It almost feels like we are on separate teams
I shouldn't have believed the way things seem

I just need you to forgive
I need you to help me live
I never should have been so assumptive
Me out of your life is easily conclusive

I shut down
I change myself
I **** my soul
Never cared for, I never knew

I didnt ever want you hurt
I had no clue that I mattered
I didnt want to lose you
So I threw you away

I shut you out
I shut down
I shut...
I...
...
Deck the halls with wreaths
Fa la la, la la la, la la la la
Lets play the old time carols
Fa la la la la, la la la la
See the cash register before us
Fa la la la , la la la la
Swipe the credit card and sing a chorus
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Follow me in merry shopping
Fa la la la la, la la la la
While I see the holiday treasures
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Quickly the year passes ,
as we shop with the masses
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Hail the new year will soon before us
sing with me this chorus
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Lets not mind the winter weather
Lets all be together
Fa la la la la, la la la la
I thought I would try to update an old song.
I hope you like it!
I am not promoting materialism, I am just trying to have some fun!!
 Nov 2013 Gwen Johnson
Ann Beaver
Faked but believable
Achievable in the mind first
Cursed down, core found
'Round and 'round I go
Low and high tide, the moon
Is soon
Chipped away.
May I just say,
I loved you the moment I saw you?
Blue devil to
Revel in gazes to
Shrivel into
mazes.
 Nov 2013 Gwen Johnson
GaryFairy
Close your eyes and plug your ears
get a glass and chug your fears
dispose of lies and tug your gears
no disguise as you shrug your tears

believe no other, but believe yourself
deceive and smother, relieve yourself
leave no other to conceive yourself
leave another, to achieve yourself

let what you know go and think about
i bet you know no link to shout
just to get to make a stink about
just never let you sink in doubt
Our love is warmer than a summer day
I am glad you were sent my way
Thoughts of you will keep me warm all winter long
I pray that you stay free from harm
I hope to see you soon
May we dance together under the moon
Always remember there is room in my heart for you
Can't sleep
My heart heavy
Knowing the truth
Only setting me back
Reality sets in
Deep.
Mind racing
Eyes flutter
I can't fight it off
I'm falling
Farther, and farther
I can't reach the bottom
When will it end?
Never.
Ill continue to spin
Until fate sets in
Urged to inhale
The breeze of death.
A constant battle
Playing a game
Is it all in my head?
I'm lost
No, confused.
Someone love me?
Someone want me?
Loneliness seeps through my soul
I can't bare this existence
With no one around
To hear my screams
Of insanity
Or fantasy?
Ill be gone...
Before you know it.
Reaching out
With no one to catch me.
Drifting... Down.
As I spiral into infinity.
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I am gonna give to you, my best retail smile!
I thought of this while working at a thrift store recently.
I try to remember to smile and go the extra mile for the customer.
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