Dark clouds have arrived in my mind
Not knowing what to do anymore
I was given the luck from a four leaf clover
But I guess the luck has run dry

dark clouds have swallowed my hopes
Even my dreams
not knowing who turn to
Father Anxiety keeps me up at night
Restless fright
Endless heights
The demon comes and paralyzes me in my sleep
I try to cry out
But my mouth is stitched closed

Erebus slept with Night
Giving birth to the heavenly light  named Ether
Then Love came from the unknown
Gaea came last

but the end came

They always told me I was different
Hard rockin goth kid
That was called weird
Called  gay because of my name
Was also called a lame
They laughed at me

But now look at me now
I'm in a band making ******* music
And I'm loving it

This fire burns in my veins
I hope to dream
I  hope to live
I breathe to fight another day
I breathe to love again
But the heavenly  fire is coursing through my blood
It has traveled to my heart and burned my soul
Where do I turn to now ?
What will it take to keep from caving ?