To be the best you can be
Listen not to others critique
Look within your own soul
The best it is you already own

To be the best you can be
Takes strength and courage to succeed
Will mean to lose all negativity
Yet also knowing whats reality

You cannot be what others see
Your truth is yours to keep
The best you that you will stay
Is not to compare to someones way

To be the best you can be
Will only work for you you see
And never turn your back only
To be the best you that you can be..

In the World in my mind
I  spend many a while,
In the sanctity i constructed-
In the World where I find
Every cloud hides a smile,
And true hope is conducted:
Into my Heart
Engraved in my Soul,
Never again  be Dark-

And finally find I am whole.

In the World in my Mind
Theres no sorrow nor Tears,
Hope keeps me free as a child-
A place  where i find
Light chase "way my fears,
And Eternal Peace abide:
Where Dreams become true
Each wish  that I hold,
Happiness born renew-

And finally find I am whole.

But The Most of it all
That keeps me enthralled,
Is the Reason why I Live.
In My Magical World,
Thats more precious than gold
Than anything you can give,

I never recall
That im alone after all
Broken with no worth-

But here Im enough
And im better there off,
Never again will i cry.

For in the End i will find
This World wont deNy,
Nor leave me without Hope-
Yes here Im just fine
Guess I knew that sometime,
In the World in my Mind,

Finally Im Whole
Finally home:

In the World I made in my Mind
                  ------X------

"And what lies ahead???.......

Once
You held my hand
it gave me courage ,
alone to stand-
I know i had to try
lift my spirit way up high
Like i could touch the full moon
In the  sky
When once you held my hand

Once
You softly said to me
Forever and for always
With you i"ll be
It gave me strength
To look inside
To know i"d make it
someday
be free
When once you softly said to me

Once
You stood right next to me
We listened as the waves
Ebb in
From the wide  sea
Never had i known the truth
That someday i'd be losing you
When once you stood next to me

And i remember
How Still your peacefull gaze
Your eyes
That beckoned freedom
From this earthly space
And all the pain
You delt with
That i couldn't take
Away from you
May Heaven welcome back you-
And i recall
The moment when your
Breath subsided
I turned my face from you
To only try and hide
these tears i had
in my eyes
Knowing as your hand
slipped from mine-
No fear and without sorrow
You will ever again know


And now
Im thinking back on once ago
The days we had
I thought that would never go
With only the memory
Of once before
I keep with me
May truth
Reach you from this mortal shore-
And
I still believe in someday
Having once just once more
UnTill then,
I will try to carry forth
Looking at the star point north
Knowing
You are lookin down
on me

Once more.....

Death is nothing to fear
It is but a step into Eternal sphere
It is a new beginnin as an End
draws near
It is the continuating of Life ever more
It is the opening onto a closed door
Death is purpose as to Life is for

Leaving but this mortal stance
Death is merely Life's new dance
In a realm of peace and a new chance
Finding the answer to hidden alms

Death is nothing to fear
As a new day borns a days end near
Simply but the entrance to new years
That is waiting in anticipation clear
Death itself holds no fear

May your Heart take courage
And your Soul
Eternal peace

When the sun has set
On another days end
When the moon arise
From within Heaven's bend
Calls the stars out
Within whispers spent
Tis the secret they know
Of the Midnight sky

Dreams are born
When day becomes night
Dreams come alive
In the sleepy mind
And dreams perhaps again to die
Tis the secrets kept in the
Midnight sky

A soul is woven within the sky
From whispers come the tears eyes cry
And hope
And strength
Faith and light
All is
The secret of the Midnight sky...

When you fall asleep
And lost in dreams
Does your heart keep
What no one sees?
Does your soul speak words
Of times gone by
And the stars at night
Keep the truth inside?
When your breathing slows
And your eyes are closed
Does your mind subside
To the still of night?
When the wind brakes free
And the leaves all fall
Do your thoughts belong
To you at all?
And when the moon will wane
Does your soul remain
Chained in fear and pain
Only free to strain?
When the truth you know
Seems to seldom go
Will your heart still beat
As at night you sleep?
And when a star shoots down
From the midnight sky
Will you still be here
Always at my side?
When your soul weeps
For the tears you keep
Will you ever find
That you will be free?
And when the morning dawns
Upon a brand new day
Will your soul still find
A journey laid?
And if you listen close
To the morning sun
Will your dreams come true
Only One by one?
And if all is said
When all is done
Does your heart belong
To at least someone?
And if  goodbye becomes
What today will be
Will you think of life
And remember me....

If i had to ask you:What are you afraid of?,would you be able to define it clearly?

I guess most of us would be able to give a sermon on the Fears we find in our Life.For some people ,its the fear of Tomorrow,the uncertainty.And some might bring it a little more close to home.The Fear of failing,the fear of being alone.....

I too have my share of monsters and shadows,that almost seem to consume my subconscious mind daily.But have you ever heard of The Fear of Faith?               (Continue at http://voiceasmysoul.blogspot.com/

"Whats on my mind??"

Good will to all
The season come
And peace upon your soul
Let every heart cheer
Love may draw you near
And earth resound the day
As heartache falls away
And earth receive the joy
Tis is the most wonderfilled way

Being true to yourself
Is simply

Being in the moment

Just when I reached
Hopelessness,
Just when I thought
I didnt care-
You took my Heart
With tender ease,
You turned my fear into belief

Just when Life
Seemed unfair,
Just when I turned
To find You there-
Just when I walked
Away from You,
You didnt turn away from me too

Just when I closed
My Soul from You,
Just when I fell
You didnt pull-
Just when I cried
A silent tear,
You draw me back
Closer to You

Just when my words
Renounced You,
Just when I said:
"I hated You"-
You gave me strength
To carry on,
You whispered softly
That I belong

You made the Impossible true
You said:
"I forgive you",
Just when I realised
What I do-
You said:
"I will Forever
Love
You"

The sun wont shine tomorrow
Your joy turn into sorrow
And no one else to borrow
A piece of hope for you

The moon wont shine tonight
Your dreams all take flight
And nothing seems so right
Than staying home instead

For every days a struggle
Through life you sometimes muddle
Keep your heart from trouble
When you are all alone

From up Above
Mercy rain down
like droplets Of Love
Kept in a clove
Droplets of hope
like flight of a dove
Bringing your heart
secrets unkept
Memories stained
in tears that are wept
Lifting your Soul
It carries you home
Guiding light
reflects what is said
Prayer for the journey
The road outstretched
Like stars in the night sky
Shining so bright
Raining down on me
From up Above

So...
Go...
Goodbye?
So Long...
Why?
You know...
Together?
Alone
Well...
Yeah...
Miss me?
A Little...
Fine...
WAIT!!
Why?
Because...
Come back?
I Cant...
Oh...
Yeah...
So?
Go...
Forever?
No

To know friendship
You've got to be a friend,
To support someone's hardship
To be there in the End-
And most of all
Remind yourself,
It works both ways
It takes an amount:
Of trust
Of loyalty
To be a confidant
Without these
It means not very much.
It turns the bond
Right Into dust.
It takes away the essence true
Of me being
A friend
To you.

And thus it brakes the two

Seperation
Segregation
Obsolution
The conclusion?
A Bond that doesnt last.

I had believed
That it was
A bond to outlast time,
But found
It out
Too late,
Are you
still
A friend
Of mine?

Dont underestimate life
"Death and life is choices made"

Beyond the rainbow
Far away
Theres a moment when
All heartaches fade
And no fear nor doubt
But only faith remain

Beyond the rainbow
A soul finds peace and hope

And through the
Forest of lost memories
Behind the
Island of lost dreams

Beyond the rainbow
Thats where you will
Find me...

Behind a happy smile
There sometimes hides a lie
When for all of time or just
Even a little while
I find myself wonder
I need to think no more
If all youve had and
All you lose
Went walking out the door
Remember moments
Thats gone before
And remember a smile
Sometimes hide so much more

Whom can tell,
why Life turns on a dime
why tears end up to dwell
in these eyes of mine?
Whom can tell-

Whom will care,
when you find yourself alone
and love leaves while only fear
seems to roam within your soul?
Whom will care-

Who will comfort you,
as these things become real
and these things ring true
as if its all your heart can feel?
Who will comfort you-

When none can be find
Lies creep up to only bind
Turn your eyes not blind
Silence not your mind-
Someone will show,
It just takes prayer and faith to know
His Life He gave up for your own
And He loves you eternally
His strength will lead you home
You wont face this alone.

His voice you will hear
Softly will fall on your ear,
And His touch will echo
Through out your soul:
His name is El Shaddai
And His Love will last forever.
You must not forget
He will paitintly wait
If you only ask.

He will tell
He will care
He will comfort you
When none will be find
All you He will keep,
His love never dies
And His name
is El Shaddai...

"Die lewe loop sy draaie
Elkeen op sy eie kron̈kel paaie

"Only He" knows where the road can lead....

When all around me ends
And days turn into memories
Remember this truely
I miss you like crazy
Yes i always do

And if all have forsake me
And im alone only
Remember this plainly
I miss you like crazy

So keep this in your heart
The distance i cant part
All that i want to
Is be right beside you

So Believe me fully
Im true and ill always
Feel this each day
Yet time holds the way

When all around me ends
And all have forsake me
I still miss you crazy
Remember this plainly
Yes
I miss you like crazy

If this was my last attempt
If these were my last words
Would it have mattered anyway
Would they be alive for longer than a day??
Would i look back
Would i have found the way??
And would my heart break be healed
My soul whole again??

Step by step
Moment for moment
Day by day
Ì know not what lies await
Step by step
Day by day
My oh my
I go my own way.

This road i have to walk on
Brings its own pain
This place i have to find
May make me feel forsake
And its just the fear of falling
The journey i partake
Just a voice thats calling
To ******* and stay

Step by step
Day by day
Moment by moment
Guidance i take
My oh my
I go my own way.

Now dont slip away
Dont i forget
From where ive come from
To where i need to go
Is all but what i expect
Ive always already known

Step by step
Day by day

My oh my
These words of mine
Will fade
Away....
++++++***+++++

(to be continued...)

Island of Lost Dreams
I find myself on
Dreams that once were
A journey half done
And remembarance long gone
Hidden from the mind
Island of Lost Dreams
No shore to ebb and tide upon

Blue and white colours
Of sea and of sky
And brighter the moon
Than the daily sun
Island not known
To mere mortal's son
Carried forever by whats said and whats done

No place to count tears
Walk bravely without fear
Look with your heart
Nourish your soul

Island of Lost Dreams
I can always count on..
🏝

Fate collides with destiny
And you and i meet
Visions of a life
That was not ment to be
Dark desires brought to light
Fantasy collide with reality
Dreams come true
In a blink of an eye
Death bestows Eternity
And Life brings forth certainty
Of what was never ment to be
For you nor for me

Today is gonna be less bad
Lets face it

Do i feel alone?

They say time is ever fleeting
That todays not yours to keep
But all alone in dreamin
i hold you close to me

They say moments turn to gold
When a memory you hold
Deep within your lonely soul
Of tales gone by and told

They say lifes an ending journey
Once your born just to grow old
And as sure as rain will fall
You die and thats just  all

But what they never spoke off
Things you ought to know
Is if you find a true love
You find that keeps you whole
And spending days with someone
Time youre not alone
It guides you to a rainbow
And at its end is Home
So listen not to what they say
And you will be ok
I am right beside you
Every step you take

And time becomes eternal
Life -only begun
Forever turns to always
Each moment carries on

Its the darkness that arise
It is the death within its eyes
It is the hatred that surprise
Innocent minds

Dont believe me?
I'll speak no lies
Its the Devil himself
In light disguised

Once when truth
Covered this earth

When the evening falls
and memories of yesterday calls
remember days of sun and truth
never forget i belong to you
dreams are born for lovers true
When the evening falls

Though i may be an ocean apart
Your name's forever
etched on my heart
and just like the stars in heaven above
Im promising you my eternal love
Minutes turn to hours and days
Yet near my soul is where you'll stay
Though i may be an ocean away

And when the night turns to day
Still linger words i long to say
But Hope remains the same each way
And so faith sways to always stay
When the night turns to day

Forever all my heart and soul

Halo"d-Eve??(A Fable)
(Narrator):Once a Year
When the Moon turns black
On a Night not so Holy
Rise from beneath
Summond to Life
The Devil"s own company

(Dark Voice):"Tis the Night",shouts a voice
"Tis OLD HALO"s EVE"...

And Every Spirit malicious
Every Demon rise cheer:
"Tis the Birthday of Satan
On the 31 st day of this month
Of the year"

(Satan):"Be Calm,my dear children,
Dont cowar in Fear-
It is Halloween
And MY birthdate is here"

(Narrator):Unbeknown,the Mortal folks gear
Up for the festive seasonal cheer-
"Trick or Treat",sounDS the echo"s
Of every child young and old
Whilst the grown ups prepare
For a "masqerade" hold

The witches and druids
The highest  of  priests
(Unbeknownst to Humans)
Cast a Spell in the breeze
And as Night falls down
And the Moon turns black,
The Devil himself says:

"Its Good to be Back"

"Calm my children
Tis not the Time Yet,
Soon I shall havoc wreck -
Uponst each Soul
That so foolishly cheer
On this the Unholiest
Night of the Year"

"Turn their Hearts
And capture their minds
Fill the sky with Death-
I shall soon myself rear,
Upon the Throne
In Hell proclaimed-
These Pityfull Souls
I shall all ordain

As MINE,Eternally!"

"Christ has his day
And this one be MINE-
So carry on cheering
As I rule Divine-
The Prince of all Darkness
I WILL HAVE MY TIME!!!!"

(Narrator):So...
Dear Reader
Think upon this-
Is Halloween all it proclaim that it is?
Think carefull where this tradition
Exist,
Does it truely live
In the Heart of a Christian?
Or is it:

The Devil"s Exist.

To no o
To yes y

The real lie is thati want to be too happy or content but why?

Come ye little child
Come and be amazed
Life can somehow
Be a daze
So rest your little heart

Come ye little child
Feel Gods tender Love
An overwhelming embrace
And walk the path not lonely
Find courage but to face

Come ye little child
Death has but its place
But turn your gaze to Heaven
Thats where we will be safe
a day and for always

Rest
Oh weary travelled soul
Oh heart that isnt whole
Oh doubtfull mind agiven
Rest

Breathe

Turn back
Oh beaten tortured soul
Oh aching heart alone
Oh bruised mind behold

I AM THE HEALER
THE COMFORTER
THE SOURCE OF PEACE
AND THE WELCOMER
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