Why?

Thats me

Dark the sky in midnight hour
Keeps the stars at night
When dreams we dream
Are born anew and takes off in flight
The moon we see way up high
Illuminate the sky
Clouds become the keepers off
Every tear thats cried
Yesterday was once ago
Tomorrow still unknown
The day had come-the day had go
The present-all we own
And as the night calls to the wind
To guide our hopes anew
The way in which our journey lie
The path for me and you
Be still my wanting aching heart
Broken up and blue
For what the night has brought become
The light of all thats true
So sleep my soul in moonlight hue
A promise will abide
When hence the darkness turn again
Into the morning light
May Angels wings be at your side
And keep watch over you
And every star that shines so bright
Keep all that you will do

I dont know
where the road leads
Or if i will
Make it home

I cant see
The troubles waiting
And if there
Will be peace
Unknown

When life gets hectic and you feel drained-
when trials and burden upon you strain,
just stop a minute-and take a breath,
hand it over to the One who congured death.
And know:the battle has been fought already-
the victory lies ahead steady.
Nothing can truely get you down-when once you ask the Lamb now crowned-
to take your fears your heartache and tears,
He is strong enough and care
,in prayer surrender-
and He will hear,
and renew your strength that you will cope-
it takes some faith and a little  Hope.
Remember He expects no more,than total dependance-
yes upon You Lord-...
so carry forth,and blessedly continue  walk.
May you know His Hand is holding yours.....

Silently He watches
Always from a distance
Things turn slowly
Within His favour
His hand remains
Withdrawn for now
His smile on his face
Reveals its near the time
He bates his breath
Things are almost too good
Darkness enclose him
From where he has stood
Theres a time,
So its written
For Life to unfold
What were prophesised from old
Must be brought to the true
And he silently watches
As a tear leaves his eye
Its within darkness he longs
For the Light lost inside....

Dont know if all thats true
Been down the road
It aint nothing new
Catched the sun
In golden hue
Kept it hid well
No words there's left to tell
When silence is all i felt
Kept memories close
As still they dwell
I dont know still if all thats true
It comes down
To only
me
And
You

How i wish
To simply be
Carried away on an Autumn
Breeze
Cradled by the turning leafs
Hence forth to a Winters eve

How i long
To sleep
To dream
How my life couldve been
Yet how different it turned
To be
How i dream
The Life that could not seem
For me

How i wish
How i long

These are
the
words in me

Yesterday i felt the rain
Today i feel the sun
Hope i had that now is gone
All thats left are
Words in me
And days of faith now done

Its the vision that carries
Upon it
The new day
But what is left to say?
These words im left to pray
Just as before

These are the words in me...
Cant find no more

Words In Me

Silence seems to comfort
Memories control
Nights are but for wake
Days to only slumber
As but i look towards
Tomorrow
What i am
Kept by yesterday
And all thats left
Comes flowing from my heart

Once i had been whole
Now all i have is
A broken Soul
Time hasnt mended
Tears that stained my eyes
Why must i realise?
These words in me

Looking to find
Find what im looking for
So close my eyes
Keep still my Soul
This time i might know

Just as long ago

Words
In
Me
***

Leave a light on in Heaven
When my life seize to be
When im changing the temporly
For Eternity
When my life reach an end
My new one to start
When the answers are revealed
To my broken up heart
When my soul whispers softly
Like the evening breeze
When ive done all i could
When its time to release
May i find a welcome
By no one but you
Will i find i am longing
To live in the truth
Yes
Leave a light on for me
When in darkness i leave
May the light guide me only
To my home
Eternally.

Come walk with me
Lay down your heavy load.
Take my hand
As the laden road unfold.
Cast away all that takes hold-
Still your mind and weary Soul

Listen to my voice
Silence your broken heart.
Focus on the stillness
Come bathe in the calm.
And forget the noise all around-
Guard your Soul right from the start

Close your eyes tight
Feel your mind take flight.
Look from your own Soul
A vision to be whole.
Dont see the length ahead-
But feel how far youve had to go

Surrender your heart
Mind and Soul,
To find your strength
The way back home.
Believe you walk
But not alone:

I am with you
I am here
I am waiting

Let go off all your fear.

I walk next to you-
Draw near

I will protect you.

Walk with me
Through this Life
Forever more....
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They say yesterday is forgotten
They say memories will fade
If but my heart knew then
I wouldnt have believed them
Desperate for longing
to hold onto

Gold cannot hold
the days gone before
And so within my Soul
I keep them all safe
Yes in another space and time
They live forever on

How can light not illuminate
The days i keep?
And if the darkness hold
The memories lived
Will i still remember it?

They say tomorrow isnt promised
That you never know for sure
They say today
Is all that lives

So i will believe
The days and memories can be kept
Before they fade away
I will see
They were never ment to be...

(Narrator):"Dark the moon turn
behind the cloudy nightsky
A night to unholy
To be-
And from nowhere a bloodcurdling
scream can be heard
As if the dead suddenly
awoke from their sleep.
And its cheering that sounds
upon the wind
Its the night of unholy
Placed on one's mind.
Its the return of the Prince
Of all Darkness abide
Its His time to up rise
with his demons at side,
Awoken once more
to walk this mortal plain
Satisfaction to gain
And destruction to bind.
Those who still live
Those lost and out of time..
Hear now these words
Raised to the sky
And decide for yourself
If its true or a lie"

(Prince of Darkness):"It tis time
It tis time
How long have we wait
To gather each soul
That the Lord cannot take-
Those who have chosen
To merrily celebrate
The 31st day of Old Halo's gate.
Our doorway from Hell
To this mortal place
To entrap and enchant
those old and still young
Who foolishly join in such unholy fun"

(Demon):"Master of great,
lord of the earth
Why have you chosen
To find who is worth?
Is it not all who decide in to join
The souls who believe
Tonight is rebirth
Of You who are fallen
Its whom they will serve?"

(Prince of Darkness):Indeed
It is so
As you have been told
Magic uprise from
beneath the earth-
Bringing to life
Those who deserve
The slavery chains
Cast on mind and on body,
Its is why I have come
And it is everybody."

(Demon):"My lord
We await
For your voice and your charge
To evoke terror
Inside of their hearts-
Speak but once only
And thy will we will do,
Gather the souls
Of every such fool."

(Narrator):"So awaits the spawn
From Hell thats been born,
To comply with the order
Of the Prince they serve-
To mark the souls
Of the mortal beings
To cast out the ones
In the joining of birth
The Prince and his follow
To sweep the whole earth.
On this the night
Known as Old Halo'eve
Celebrated with
the utmost disbelief,
Of what its true purpose
Realy means
And why its the choice
To deceive.
To gather the
Rich,the poor
All agreed
That the night of Old Halo
Means nothing indeed."

(Prince of Darkness):"Those who choose
to turn a deaf ear
Gather them close
And draw them all near.
Thy soul and thine mind
Now belongst to Me
Set loose all you demons
And relish in cheer-
For great the numbers
Will fall unto me
Of men and of women
And child born as well
It will bring each one
To the pit  of  Hell.
And forever they'll be ******"

(Narrator):"And such is the fable
Told from old
And listen once more
As your eyes cannot see
The true deceit
Known as
Halloween"...
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What does the Heart hide
That the mind takes in stride?
What does the Soul know
That the eyes will show?

How silently a tear flows
How a smile can hide
Where the Heart and Soul goes
How only the lonely cries

Each one lives but for his own
Happiness and peace combined
But when the love dies
Each one is just alone...

Tomorrow  rise
When the present dies

How come these truths
I know
Inside?

Time is ever fleeting
Truth has kept its secret
A lie wont ever be real

Wise beyond
Redemption

And that "HE" knows

And i know
the reason for crying
And i know
Why there is dying
And i know
Whats the use denying
That Life is Life
And all but trying

And i know
Through tears come hope
And i know
Somehow you learn to cope
And i know
It takes some timing
To keep your soul a float

And i know
You neednt wonder
And i know
Youre left to ponder
And i know
Just push a sunder
All the fear and all the pain

For
It takes some trying
And it takes
Some crying
To stop denying
That there is no more Hope
For
It takes trials
And it takes
Some fighting
In the end
Theres sunlight shining
Behind a cloud of doubt

And i know
You are  but trying
And i know
Through tears youve cried
The sun is shining
The passing through the night
And i know
Life seems so worthwhile
And i know
In the end you'will smile
For Faith and love
make it worthwhile

And i know
Oh
Yes
I know

Finding myself at the
End of my rope
Finding the only choice
I have is hope-
Longing for change
Has my chance come
And left,
Is there no one who cares
Wasted faith i have kept?

False promises i made
To myself left to fate
Never too soon
Im afraid its too late-
Hopeless and broken
All my plans undertake,
Feeling tired and beaten
Want to give up this pace.

Regret's like the sun
Only after to come,
When the storm has been
And the rain has gone-
Yet still i will find
That when all's said and done,
There's a new day to dawn
When the night passes on.
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Wisdom speaks of these words
I have heard:

"Its never to late
To begin a new turn.
To be done with the past
To be free from the chains,
That yesterday was
And tomorrow remains-

That when all of your strength
Has been spent and been used,
The truth is HIS Love
Can restore and renew.
If but only you give
All you've tried
Up to HIM-
And believe HE will solve
What you tried on your own,
no one is strong enough
to go it alone."
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So
Seek out your peace
In these sage words
You've read-
And remember these truths
Are true indeed.
And give God a chance
To come through for you,
There is still strength and time
To begin again new.

Nobody can know why
The origin of
all the tears ive had to cry-
Who would understand
The cross road that is at hand?
When you begin to see
The truth thats within your reach
brings only heartache
and more unknown fears.

No one could simply comprehend
The reason that now cannot mend
Why ive lived up until now
The way it never shouldve been
And hid what ive come to always
known deep inside.

And when there is no sollution
to the answers that i found
Will i ever find the strength
To just be onward bound?
Walking to a promise now at hand
That somehow it will all
just simply work out-

Sometimes you have to change
And put yourself first.
Sometimes you will find you live
And sometimes you end up
Dying inside
little by little each day-
And Sometimes thats just the price
you end up you have to pay.

No body ever said
All's well as end well-
But now you know
"you just survive"-
and
nobody
ever truely
understands why.

A winters night
Cuddled up
The howling wind outside
Thoughts and dreams
Wrapped up tight
Linger in moonlight
And yesterday cant bare to go
Tomorrow still to come
Right here and only right now
The moment
All you own

And as your eyes
Begin to close
A journey will unfold
A tale of hope and faith
Behold
Your heart can find its home
The calmness of the silence go
To where it meets your soul
And as you drift away to sleep
Know Angels will
you keep

Tightly wrapped
And peace be sweet
Till a ray of sunlight meet
May you be safe
And always seek
The promise hidden deep within
Another winters sleep

A promise made by you
A vow to be ever true
Giving all of who you are
Beginning together a
brand new start
You will be by my side
Till death us parden
Taken by the night
You always remain
my guiding light
my other half for all my life

To you
I will be faithfully
For all my days to come
With you i will partake upon
This journey cast no fear
For when i feel alone,abandoned
You will draw me near
Each new horison
Each step thats made
Your footprints will be next to mine
Forever and a day

So do i make
My promise too
To be with
To cherish
and comfort you
And all the days that lies ahead
Never part your side
For all my soul and yes my heart
I give now unto you

There is no more light
No hope to shine bright
No words left to explain
There is no faith
Guide me through the night
No promise in sight
I have made my peace
Fate has come and leaved
No wrong to bring whats right

There are secrets to know
And tears to flow
No more from my eyes
And there are things to tell
Ive known so well
But i will never again speak
My soul has slipped away
No more brighter day
To keep me here anyway
If what has come and gone
Ive tried but all is done
No love to keep my gaze.......

Darkness unimaginable
Fear incomprehensible
Lies unapologeticall
Where in lies the fun???

To celebrate the wicked truth
To claim ignorant belief
There in lies the great deceit
Wrapped in words:
"Trick or treat"....

It was the last day
It was the final choice made
And somehow things
Remained the same
Always the search
An endless aray of light
That keeps the night at bay
How come these things
Remain
Never given the choice of change
Sometimes things just seize to be
Holding onto
what never can be
And if the choice did wait
Would all but stay
or change anyway
Keep believing in
One day

Where do dreams go
After you find them at night alone?
When the moon ebb
And the stars above twinkling glow
Please Tell me so
Where do dreams go?

Where do dreams go
After you find them at night alone?
When you peacefull sleep
Does your soul alone only know
Please Tell me so
Where do dreams go?

So dream again
Find the answers from deep within
So dream again
Just Try to remember when
When once in your innocence
Dreams had remembarance
Dreams that was known
Please Tell me so
Where dreams go

Where do dreams go
At the breaking of morning light?
When the stars hide
And Your mind is woken up by
The dawning sky
Oh Tell me why
where do dreams go?

And if you know
Wont you please tell me so
Where do dreams go?
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The One known as the King of the Jews

It happened on a Friday
Round about nine,
When He who was Divine
Bore sin-yours  and mine-
And was hung upon a wooden cross
His hands and feet nailed tight
Yet none who knew His silent plight.
That within all His power and His might
Was cruxified -to bring the light-
Unjustly hung He out in sight

The one known as the King of the Jews

From the time of noon
Up until three
DarkneSs covered the sky entirely,
And with the outcry of these words:
"Eli Eli Lema sabagtani"
My God,why have Thoust forsaken me
He drew His last breath
And died-for all to See

The one known as the King of the Jews

The Temple curtain spliT in two
As He the King of the Jews died
so that We could enter
In Gods sight.
Forever after He paid the price
For me and you:

The one known as the King of the Jews

And after He had left this mortal plane
They broke not His bones
Left Him just the same,
And they laid Him to rest
In a TomB -in a cave
His life been given
His DesTiny remained-
As the Saviour to all mankind
The dead and the brave.
He had come to earth
Not to condemN-but to save:

The one known as the King -became the
Slave.
He who bore no Sin-carried ours
Just so that we could be saved
From the wrath of the Almighty
He showed us the light,
Yet died unjustly
To AnSwer our plighT

The one known as Jesus the Christ

But on the Sunday morning
He had risen triumphantly,
Over Death He had won
Yes GodS only Son-
Who one day will return
To rule up Highly
On the right hand side
Of God-Lord Almighty

Thus remember the FridAy
Through till the Sunday,
Never again will Life stay the same
For He called us each upon the name,
To teach and obey His words left behind
And to love all of all  mankind.
For He died once ago a very long time
So that tHose who believe in Him
Find redemption ,salvation
From judgement and condEmnation.

He will come back someday
This much is true:

The one known as
Jesus-the King of the Jews!