The Book of Days holds the future to come-its guarded in Heaven by the Angels.No mortal soul could every read it-for God prohibited its contents to be known.It holds every Souls journey ,written within...It also can change Eternity if ever opened up-and Gods Omnipotent plan for every heart-....The mysterY as to why it may never be read by anyone is that if the pages were turned ,EternityS outcome could be altered forever!It contains the End of Days"s war between God and the Devil himself-and could alter the outcome leading to terrible fatal overthrow of Gods natural Plan...Since the dawn of Time,the Devils only goal was to open the Book,for even He doesn't know how Eternity could sway within his favour-leading to his truimphant rule of Heaven for ever more....God  placed the Book within the Tree of Life,which once Stood in the Garden of Eden-where Adam and Eve once lived,and later in Heaven, He placed its safety within the Angels watch...No mortal soul today even knows of the Books excistance-for Life is written from the Book,by God Himself,and so humanity lives here on Earth with no sense of Lifes mystery and its True meaning.The Devil  tempted Eve,believing she would come to know of the Book,by gaining the knowledge from eating from the Tree which God forbid them in the Garden of Eden...yet God knew of his plan and banned them from the Garden once their eyes opened and they gained the knowledge..and so removed the Tree of Life,placing the safety of The Book now under the Angels guard in Heaven.The Devil -having lost the chance to let the Book be read,still yearns to get to it...yet the tale does not end here.For in a dream-i have come to know of its being-....a dream from the Devil?or God Himself?...and in my dream,I am in Heaven-overhearing the Angels speaking of The Book.Without them knowing of my presence,I hear where the Book is placed-and my curiosity drives me to seek it out...Silenty I walk to the area and unbelievingly I see it-just inches from my grasp..

The journey to find out "your identity" of who you are,is often a difficult one....if You Realise that we AREN'T all the "same" it doesn't mean ur less of a good person-doesnt mean you don't deserve acceptance but does mean that you are WORTHY-....If God intended us to "be" All the same-we would never have had been given "free will".. Be aware that the truest of essence whom you were ment to be-is GOD GIVEN-change the characteristics you can change-and believe that He created you unto His Plan,...yes you were intended to be what you discover-for whom knows the thoughts and will of God,to doubt that He has laid ur path out accordingly,all you need do,is become the "casted  actor"in this play God calls life!!"For all the world is a stage-and we are mearely actors"

Between the Darkness and the Light
Between what's wrong and what is right
Lies the Eternal plight
For we live by faith-noT sight

Between rEmembarance and Forget
BEtween Forgiveness and rESent"
Lies the past and the preSent
For we are merely to Earth sent
To find our way back home

So

Between LessoNs leArnt
We much more gain
The direction"s destinations
To where Eternity -we"ll spend!

I've been up
And been down
I've travelled the whole wide world
I've been lost
And been found
Searchin for love all around
Yet nowhere I have tread-
Found loneliness instead,
YOu were in the last place that I checked

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains iT will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

Home they say is where your heart waits
A house is merely just a place
But Written all across your open face
I long to hold you in an eternal embrace

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it will bind-
You Remain one of a kind

And here I have found I belong
Its you that makes me feel I'm strong
Strong enough to trY and tO carry on
You are the melody in my song

Love isn't always easy to find
A heart speaking poetry to the mind
Just as a lock to chains it wiLL bind-
You Remain one of a kind

YeS love isn't easy to find
Poetry to the Mind
JuSt as a lock to chains it will bind


You Remain one of a kind

You Remain one of a kind

ALLY:So here is where you flee the scene
BILLY:I Didn't knew I was going to find Georgia when I decided to leave
ALLY:So you kept the truth from me?
BILLY:would You have found peace if I explained to you how GeOrgIa was the one I found I wanted to be...
ALLY:yeS!!but you kept me from finding the strength to Hope again!To find my destiny...
BILLY:I didn't intend to cause you any confusion-nor more misery
ALLY:well,confusion coMes knocking and the truth leaves??
BILLY:you once said that what's the point in telling the truth when all its gonna do is cause pain in the end-
ALLY:but the truth could have saved me from pain ,which made my heart bend...

ALLY(crying softly)so I still love you...I'm not ashamed to admit it.But I know my strength lies in moving on-
BILLY:That's why I still feel something for you-you still see your sorrow and loss but you think someday you"lL have Won!
ALLY:yeah well-Hope within me makes me march forward!I guess behind Every dark cloud the light still shines from the sun?

BILLY(hugs ALLY)and you"ll find your place in the sun--somedAy.you Are strong!
ALLY(hugs Billy back)and I know you"ll be there,...two rights can't make a wRong!I nEver doubted it ...in my heart,I dance to a happy Song!And As long as I can still dance-i will be fine...and somewhere I will find the one- I Will belong....

In these times we live in-Never has it been morE crucial to realise wether  you are a true child of God...or a servant of the world!At the eve of Good Friday ,take a moment and think.Jesus Christ bore the blame and died for humanities sin-we were truely without hope-we deserved Gods punishment...yet Jesus became our mediator between us and God!His death gave us the salvation to one day spend Eternity outside of damnation...yes free from damnation in the pits of Hell!Jesus died-so that we could live!He left us His Peace!....We need to become aware that the Devil is out to destroy Gods true children-and Is perpetuating the lie that the Peace of the Lord is off this world!If you ever felt restless inside-know that the PeacE of the Lord Jesus is the deeper peace we must look for-and that the  peace being "of a state of mind" is off this world-and there to mislead the true children of God (wether it be financially,emotionally or even reliGiously)We as Gods children need to know that persecution will come against us,for being Gods children!Jesus made it clear that if the world come against us-we should know that it came againSt Him first!Taking a stand may mean facing resistance and being "outcasted"(from relationships,your current work environment etc)But one day when the time of Jesus"s coming happens-judgement upon all of humanity shall happen(for we shall be held accountable for our every deed,good and bad,)The oppression we will face will be because we proclaim Jesus to be the one and only entry unto God-and that He is the only salvation from damnation!For if we profess with our mouth-we profess out loud.Decide in your heart now:if you are ready to rEceive Gods offering-and know that we are like sheep sent out amongst the wolves,yet have a shepard who will watch over us! Jesus has risen from the grave-He triumphed over death and this world!and herein lies the wonder of Gods love:WE have been pardoned by HIS death!!He will come for His true children!!Be Blessed!

"Though ye walk through
The valley of despair"-
I shall not fear.

Though I find the emptiness
Deep inside of me-
I shall shed no tears.

For YOU have walked upon this land
Many times ago,
YOU felt fear and were alone...
So I have this to know!

Your promiSe still rings true
Yes even today to me too:
"I'm not

Alone

Just on my journey

Home!"

You may not know
You may not care,
Angels can't tread everywhere-
You may not hear
You may not see,
The devil will there always be!

I tell you this
I tell you that,
God meets you right where you are at-
I scream the warning
Night till morning,
Don't be ignorantly yawning!

Good and Evil battles on
In life until the war is won-

So you decide
Pay heed to pride,
On which teams side you will abide

You may not know
You may not care,

You may not hear
You may  despair!

But trust me when I'm telling you
It is an ancient fact that's true,

This battle:

Over me and You!

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
With desperation in my eyes
He looks upon in silence

"Oh why,dear Lord"-
My voice came forth
"Have fear consumed my life?"
Yet still in silence meets His eyes
Mine without much strife

"Explain to me!!!"I start to shout
And feel love going out-
Out my heart and out my mind,
Yet kindness radiates from Thine

I fall down to the ground ,hopeless
Before His feet my face
Yet no word from his mouth arive
To take my crippling sorrows place

Heavily I weep out loud
I have no shame-im not too proud
And slowly Jesus starts to bend down
And softly weeping -wipes my brow

"Dear beloved child-
It is not my Will to see your fall
By fear consuming you in all
I too bore fear
Alone
Yet ask of you to let me own
Your overwhelming fear that's grown
Upon my shoulders now"

And tearfully I turn my gaze
Upon the Lord Jesus"s face
My hand is taken to be placed
Within a hand that bares the hole
Left from being the sacrifice
To take our sins upon Him whole
Yes now even my fear- its so

"I came to give you life abundant
To live in peace you see
Cast even now your fear upon me
I"ll carry it-so you"ll live free

Know now that you aren't ever alone
I am with you -till I lead you home
Release this cross you bare on your own
I've carried one..before alone,
Because I love you as my own"

And tearfully I gaze upon
The Lord-my saviour whom has come
And feel peace to rest within my soul
The fear I once felt-now is gone
His arms around me tightly drew
And undeservingly my life begins anew!

"Fear nothing but fear itself",
       Oh why then this storm within myself?
                Is it simply the Great Unknown?
           Or my destiny written out in stone?

Had I but a glimpse into tomorrow
Would that perpetuate my griefly sorrow?
Yet I'm losing the present joy
In my "what iffs"mantra -I seem to enjoy

             Living within the present moment
       Gives you the strength and atonement
       Making ones worries fade throug the                                                  wind
       Finding the courage deep from within

"Fear nothing but fear itself"
Oh how I have laiden my heart to delf!
And ever so gently
Lost sight of blessings a-pleanty

                 And I find myself without hope-
                     And I find it difficult to cope,
                          For I' find whithin myself

                               ( I )
          Fear more-than only Fear itself!!

(I am about to confess my hidden secret)

What i am about to tell
Will shock and saden those who know me well
This secret ive been keeping
Is eating at my soul
And when i brake this hold
That lies have put me under
I hope that you wont wonder
Why i hide it no more longer
For the truth will make me stronger

So i am ready to confess
To Those who know me best
I pray they"d not look strange upon me
For i am through with holding onto
This cross that bares into my heart
This i should have done from the start

And now im ready -no more linger
This will give you such a tingle
(And with people -i now must mingle...)





I AM ______!!!!


I know now i will find my way!!
Please dont judge me for what i say!!