I'm sorry she said, tilting his head forward entwining his hair taught for the scissors to snip. A haircut was a ritual chore he despised but this was different. Her touch electric as though touching his nerve endings unervedly. Sensual and tactile he felt her fingers run through his hair triggering an endorphen frenzy. Why so different she was much older. She leaned in her body pressed againsed his, oh this was to much to take! "Is that enough she asked" how much more can I take was his thought! Err yes fine." He arrived home to be told his haircut was the worst she had seen in years. He didn't care.

My heart is so heavy, but yet my mind is so lost.
I've loved for so many years but yet the love always desolves.
Never thought that I would feel this way, Never thought I would love again.
But as soon as I saw you standing there, I knew that one day my heart would be content.
Tried to make things happen that I felt was possible. Tried to make things work even from thoughts.
Tried to make you happy being more than you had before, but two years I was just lost.
Found out you couldn't love me like I wanted you too, couldn't love me even if you tried.
So to cover up your pain from the past lover, you just basically dogged me out instead.
My heart is so heavy, but yet my mind is so lost.
Cause after time and time of you hurting me, I kept letting you back in my heart.
I thought what we had was special, thought what we had would never end, thought that your love was genuine, but hey that was only pretend.
And now I sit here confused and dazed cause finding new stuff has started to come up.
You say that it's jokes, you say that it's all games. But when does the fun time STOP?
You see that it bothers me, you see that it hurts. But yet I'm a fool, yea that's what you thought.
As I sit here and think while writing with this ink, I'm realizing that my heart just truly dropped.
There's no love, There's no heart.. if you can't understand how I feel.
So I sit here and say that: My Heart Is So Heavy, But Yet My Mind Is Soooo Lost!

I sit here thinking to myself trying to figure out why I even bothered, you made it clear just as of yesterday that the love I had for you. Your love didn't even follow.

I'm sick and tired of all these stupid name callings as if your words don't truly hurt.. I'm sick and tired of you pointing your finger and doing so leaves all kinds of bruises and marks on my heart.

Why must you sit here and act as if you're so prefect... for God only made one man free of sin and he is Jesus so why you sitting up here tripping... you're not no saint nor have you lived without doing something, that would cause you to hurt someone real deep... for I'm sick and tired of your constant bickering and acting like you haven't done Sxxxx...

Well ain't no sense in me crying or no sense in me fussing cause all the words you said are now stuck in my head... so when you get here and you think you coming just turn your *** around cause I'm truly and clearly sick and tired of YOU!!!

My Darling
My Savior
My Knight in white armor

My once upon a time Lover
My Life
My Sweet  Addiction

How I long for our lips to come in tact
How I dream of the day you are mine
The day you'll find the girl you left behind

You'll walk along her path
Her sweet embrace you long for
Her arms entwined in yours
But now she is far to gone
Your outstretched arms are only entwined by fate
And now she is on her way
The day you'll find the girl whom left you behind

Your Darling
Your Savior
Your Princess in white

Your once upon a time Lover
Your Life
My Once Sweet Addiction

Some say its just crazy
But I say its great
That I'm not going to make it
Now I only rely on faith

The nice smooth sound of the instrument
Next to the sound of the a lovely voice
Is like making a judgment
And saying its brilliant like there's no choice

Some have simple hearts
But mine is not like theirs
It can turn to a piece of art
And if not,beware!

The return,is not that far from this day
When you come and ****,but wait!
What's this? If I may,
Stop you
How will this affect me?

The death of so call "Friends",
Will this change of who I am?
Well,that might just depend
Of how it ends

The whole time we knew
What was wrong
I knew everything was true
And I have no one else to blame but YOU!!

I can't handle this ****
My only escape
Is in the pit
Where no one gets framed
And where no thing is perfect

Sorry bro
Just can't chill with you no more
I head has too much pressure
And its about to explode

My respiration
Will stop
Without any hesitation
My head and heart will pop

Goodbye my friends
We will meet
Eventually in the end