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Folie Sep 2018
Showering down on me
Rain pouring right through the trees
Hollow wood doing nothing, it feels like the sea
I'm stuck in my memory, yet I can not dry off my things
still stuck soaking wet, only consumed in regret
every sentence on my mind, I want to reset
like I can't see past the rain to the cloud, I don't know how
like I can't stop being drenched by my thoughts, not even now
like my mind's only regressing, sinking in the grass
losing myself in water, I'm stuck in the past
Folie Feb 2019
Roses withering in my hand
I’ve been waiting too long
There’s no water in the vase, only sand
I refuse to look toward tap
I want the ocean

For tap comes and goes when I want
But doesn’t know what I want
And it’s got an artificial heart so it beats when it wants
It lets me breathe when I want
I need something natural and something that can read me for once
I want the ocean.
Happy valentines.
Folie Oct 2018
Light the stage and ready the curtains
In short time this glorious show will begin
Folie Nov 2018
Fill the void with music
Lost in sound I’ll lose it
Confuse love and abuse it
The fuse is lit and I’ve only got so much time to get through with it
To stop the mourning of my dead relations and get used to it
The feeling of condemned to loneliness
The loneliest lover stuck in their mind occupied by music and thoughts of divine
I’ve lost my chance to show myself as not a coward who’ll hide from my issues
Mixed pain and love, call it sublime to my ill mind
Folie Apr 2019
S-stutter before me
Legs shaking, you’re nervous
Seeking warmth in the winter
You seeking me will only show I’m heartless
There’s too much ice to warm the flow
So don’t wait for me to respond
Just tread through the snow, go past me and beyond.
Folie Nov 2018
I can't find the rest of the water in me
Lost searching for the inner meaning
Stuck in pointless thinking, sinking
Only halfway down than it hit me, reality
Only half a face and the rest a hollow disgrace
A mask I use to hide a trace,
Of fear that might show cause if it's hidden no one will know
that I've lost my soul but this mask comes with a toll
Water, now let me use the rest to paint the act
A young kid struck trying to a meaning to his mind. He searches in the stage till he finds out he must hide his intentions no matter the price. So he puts on the mask and flaunts it’s envied beauty as he looks in the crowd only to see strife. The audience is displeased at his vacant self care and now he’s realized he wants to please the crowd.
That, is my life.
Folie Apr 2019
God’s teardrops
Drown me till the rain stops
I’ll wait till tomorrow
The weight of a great sorrow
Has caught my mind with an arrow
Precise as the line of a hunting sparrow
Hiding my real feelings
If I’m doing well or if truly caught by hell, there's no telling
Folie May 2020
Perfection is a beautiful thing
Something we’ve always been fascinated by
But there is a subjective to every true perfection
To many, it’s a god, the true perfection, the one we’ve sacrificed love and life for
To some, a way of living, believing that we as humans, we can reach true perfection
But is there even a true perfection?
Folie Dec 2018
Thoughts are my music
I love listening to others
It helps me better understand myself.
Folie Oct 2018
Lights, lovers, I want the fame
Bright face and it to cover, guess there's only me to blame
But since the start jealousy’s lead my city
Oh so pretty
Locked in a trance, don’t give me pity.
For now I’m falling
Hope sprawling
Take me back home, I’m crawling
Don’t be sorry, there is no worry
I’m getting out of here, but I’m in no hurry
Cause if I run the spotlights will follow
They guilt me back, oh so shallow
And now my meanings are hollow
I will return to my hometown with my pride, I swallow.
Folie Sep 2018
I'm not innocent but I'm certainly not contempt
It
Gets harder not to go to addiction
Instead my issues are written
Ink bleeding from this pen
gloomy thoughts only make me want to write again
I said
It's hard to keep my life together
My emotion's lost in the weather
Unpredictable but it's not getting better
Love forgotten to memories, rusted treasure
It feels like I've drowned again but I never
My heart lost in seas, forever.
Redid it, I'm not familiar with stuff like this.
Folie Nov 2018
Roses and Thorns
In memories I’m torn
The romance felt so bliss until you thought it was worn
It was not forsworn
And while your passion would go with you
Only to leave mine left waiting wide open
Frozen over by winter
Stuck thinking of times better with you warming me with you as the summer
Now I’m stuck in cold weather my feelings toward you feel to last forever
I’ll never forget we were together but you cut our relationships pedals now I’m stuck thinking of you as we severe,
I’m waiting for the day I won’t miss you now or ever.
This was made thinking about a friend, this is him not me.
Folie Jun 2020
The poet stood their, defeated, harrowed by how he was wrong, dead yet still hung on the last sound , not able to let all his limbs slip into the void, but you see the poet needs to let go, the poet needs to understand that all mistakes will be known as something of the past but will be forgotten far before rhythm

Who’s to say, that no matter how reality checks out, we’ll be thinking something different, could you think it? Or is it rather holding a gift you don’t want, who’s to say the tangents are beauty if that’s tangible by the eye of the observer you see that must be beautiful, the poet struggles to imagine the idea of starting off the wrong foot

The poet stood their, thinking, how much muddier is it gonna get before I can have an opinion, how many times are you going to tell me why he killed him, but the poet doesn’t care for cause or reason, the poet sees that body, and lays a flower on it.

We seem to hate each other yet we all run from death, and the killer cried, who’s the one with the bloodied knife, I’ll **** you! , and the victim will scream ‘******’ but the killer gets away, just for new white gloves to comes to get stained and

the observer stood there, crying...
You see the poet thinks, it’s bad to wrap yourself in lines you pretend can’t break, cause when you shed them, what’s left?
The poet stood their, spitting, what if I’ve already told you this one, as he sat their thinking of what to spit.
Folie Nov 2018
Sane manic faceless disgrace with an eraseless mask to hide the panic thinking about my disgraceless past
I break down so fast
That my mind won’t last
I’m failing to recognize the peace that’s currently happening cause my pieces separate and realize there’s no happiness to be found
My family a ghost town, my friends make no sound, no lover to be queen to my crown
Maybe I’m too young being obscene, it’s profound
Probably jumping the gun to the trigger I found
Only an empty clip and a harlots heart
I guess that’s what I get for shooting in the dark
Folie Sep 2018
A God’s man once said I’ll turn to gold, I’ll be forgiven for sins when i grow old. I’ll be named a dove when I am a crow, black feathers sheathed in innocence and a ****** to take the heaven’s. Of lies and tales form me a halo and the name of Lucifer.
The final entry
There's so much behind the doors of site.
Folie Nov 2018
Speak out about the wrong
They’re above so they’re right
We hold them high as they spit down on us
We’re only treasuring the abusive and calling the pure useless
Tear down the ones above
If you dare to say who’s ignorant
Folie Nov 2018
Amongst the ****** of crow off to the show
far apart a dove has better know not to go rather stay here
Hello.
Folie Jan 2019
On a sunny day, there is a boy walking down a aged and wore down sidewalk
He sees an elder sitting on bench waiting at the bus stop
The boy sits next to the old man on the bench
Observing him with curious eyes
The boy asks of his life and experience
The old man smiles and request that in return the child must always be grateful
For no matter how grim life can seem
There is always a good side to it
Folie Dec 2018
I hate it when you think others can fix you
Anyone can break and hit you
But you’re the only one that can fix the your tissues
Drop the tissues
There’s no use in crying when at the end of the day they still hit you
Why am I still talking to the mirror and why do I miss you
Why do I feel like you’re hiding under behind me so others might miss you
Instead of accepting yourself you hid behind my heart so I can endure the hell
I miss you.
Folie Dec 2018
You glisten, glow, warm my heart through snow
Melt my feelings when I watch you go
Warmth pulsing from your presence
I love the show
Show me not to fear the showers of lonely dreams when you’re holding me
I’m falling through my thoughts I need to get a hold of me
Walking through a colder scene so I use you in my poetry
But you feel like you are never here
Your thoughts are holding me
And mine keep you from going but little did I know I’m the only one that’s holding me
I’m the only one warming me
I’m the only one warning me to stay away from the glowing
Folie Feb 2019
I'm walking through days and nights
don't know I am but I see me in spite

I'm troubled every day and night
On who I can be and if I can continue to fight

Who am I really when I don't do what's right
When my eyes don't seem bright
When I question my hope, that's when I lose the sun's light
I see me as a coward at night.
Folie Jan 2019
Shedding feathers, I fear the wind is dying
Clouds plague the sun’s skin, I fear there’s no use trying
Passions lost its voice and I shall bite my tongue
For if I speak, I fear the lightning might approach this dying sun

Our friendship.
Folie Apr 2019
Why care for the world when we can set it all on fire
Catch my personality in a pyro’s attire
Spiral through my desires and watch gasoline make the flames get higher
Inspired by passion
I’m tired of waiting for sparks, fuel, or a lighter
I’m tired of looking at this fire
I’m tired.
Folie Sep 2018
A caged crow locked away in fear of revolution, kingdom’s starved minds and broken dreams only fueling the tyrant’s blade, cut me down in trembling hands and a now ****** soul, sinned within the chapels of innocence. The gates are opening in warmth for its doom for the angels have sinned and the divine are demons.
the second entry
Folie Dec 2018
Drunkin as I stride
Stumble through forest of memories Trying to find a door before I get lost in trees
The tigers of nightmares see the innocence in me
They want me to bleed
Eyes of the predator pitch blacker the closer it gets
Speed by cold weather
I never plan on getting caught so I’ll hide amongst the winter branches till summer and forever.

— The End —