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606 · Sep 2012
Turn Into Dark
Wasted and wilted don’t give a ****
I thought you were mine but now you ran
I long to search your eyes looking for my soul
You turned out to be a no good useless *****
I ****** your mouth dry
Pulled your hair and made you cry
Looking at me sad this had to be
You were a ***** that liked it all
When I would stick a needle in your arm
You became mine
You’re my addiction my need
Watching you collapse on the floor
Falling off the edge of the earth
I wanted to make you collide
My fingers trace those pretty lines I made
I will give you more when you need
Watching you heave up my ***  
I want to stick you where you belong
Breathless and lifeless
Not speaking a sound
You have no memories I washed them away
They are broken today
Watch your pretty blue eyes turn red
Watch you struggle to scream
As you lay at my feet
Begging for more I watch you turn into dark
606 · Nov 2013
Paint My Throat
Substance free
Regretfully gazed at the galaxies
Rebel raised
Rejected promises
A flawless fight spun
Patterns painting in my throat
Departing at midnight to help with  god's thoughts
With glacial , temple moons
Mentally splattered  
Chemically misplaced
Split apart chest
I no longer exist
605 · Oct 2013
Dissemble My Face
Paint my face
With scraps of white
Untangled the vines that hold me tight
Your an a dreamer wish  me away
Hang me from a clothesline
Startle my mind
Make me brittle so I can crack
I'm hung out to rot
As I leak out my  remaining decay
603 · Jan 2014
Forest Stone
Beautiful twisting moments trapped in love
Crawling and reaching for cracks and stones
Smudges on the pavement of a fragile creation
Shrinking life's bone
Unmistaken
602 · May 2012
Trapped & Wrapped
Like a Childs fever decays
I’ll watch you walk away
I see the breeze slightly  tip the trees
I have learned to accept I can’t be free
I don’t have a voice it is delayed
Locked in this hell I know all to well
My brain is my prison and I can’t be free
I have torn out all the pieces of me
Trapped and wrapped in a cocoon that I call my life
Do I escape or let it be?
Put my heart out there let my fate shame me
Watching  the sorrow stream out of me
Beneath the poetry is sadness that is real
I want to submerge myself  in the sea
Have the salt water  sting my body
Crumbling around my head
Getting  lost in the shadows of the night
I have no longer  have fight
Drink the universe but save some for me
Dance in the clouds
Let it embrace your body
My flesh is  burning
I can see the ground is moving
Serene yet disturbing
The distance between you and me
Drunk in passion I bleed
I needed you so bad
Holding me is all that I need
Impaired  misery makes me mad
Left here to desire
What ever I please
Drink my love as you watch me go
For I will never return
I once tried to tell you so
600 · Sep 2014
Strayed
Molecules of grief
With fistfuls of lunar moons
Uprooted universe departing this earth
Not done not sure where to go with it.
600 · Nov 2019
Stifling Neurons
A day or even seconds inside his brain  
Often wondering what is being said
Are neurons triggering as they should?
Is his brain shaped differently or the same as mine?
Can he make friends with the voices in his head?
Not done  any suggestions?
599 · Apr 2012
Flee
You take everything I am

Every little piece of me

Shatter me like a cracked mirror

I shall lay on the floor

Broken and distrubed

Who are you to leave me this way?

The anger and hurt you had was far to much

I expose myself to you fully and complete

I was naive and weak

Wounded and hurt almost like make belief

Why did I allow this injustice to happen

I couldnt possibly respect who I am

Or what I allowed you to become

I am done

Vibrant

Young

Free

Never to return

I shall flee
598 · Apr 2014
Holding On
Fistfuls of the moon
A winged beast dispirited and weak
I have caught the crying disease
Insomniac neurons sailing through disillusioned lungs
Gorging on ******* limbs and uneven swallows
Pungent toxins confined on a land mine of intuition
Rupturing ****'s nesting into my grief
Vomiting up my own desolation's
I have not sleep in 2 days so forgive my grammar.
595 · Jun 2013
Dip Inside
I was famished
As my curves started to grow
Knobby knees and a little *** belly
******* that had started to bloom
Like a seed that turned to a rose
Hair grew in places underneath
Men started to turn there heads
My dresses were getting awfully short
But momma could not afford any more
My round backside boys started to notice
I felt awkard and unaware
****** spilled over into my *******
Sitting in church thinking of how I sinned
Deep into the night
My fingers would find me
Digging desperately at this tiny spot
Over and over all the time
My salvia wetting the tips of my fingers
As I dip inside
Trying to hush my moans
Yet they escape
I wish I could ******* own
Squeezing my thighs
I was taught this is wrong
But this thrist is something I need
This obsession is the only thing I have
Into the dark with quiet thoughts and a carnal need
595 · May 2017
Fractured Fairy Tale
A fairy tale kind of love
We're like Cinderella fitting perfectly

He is not Prince charming
Unlike Snow White you will not wake up  
Yellow brick roads lead to  black eyes
594 · Nov 2012
Born To Bleed Poetry
Through a gentle path
Beneath a sanctuary
The soul full of harmony
The smooth river rain
Sweet season you relax
Let be let it sing
Thick mountain dusk
Blossoms into a secret spirit that will seed and then vine
A wild life yet pure
See it shine
Climb, thrive and never wither under this fight
Remember this delicious decay
Linger only as we kiss
Born to bleed poetry
Devour and bring them peace
593 · Jan 2013
Silence Has No Sound
What is the sound of a heartache?
A bird whispers then dies
What is the sound of a heart break?
Maybe silence, it has no sound
Singing to the heavens
Something so sweet
A melody that can drift you away
Give you freedom and love
592 · Sep 2014
Female Parts
Stretched pieces of my flesh
Gutting this zygote as it has already attached
A blood stream of bleach washes it away
Wounds clawing at the massacring ghost
I do not believe in abortion this is just something that came to me. Not sure why.
591 · Feb 2018
Liaison
Making love is nothing new
A secret lover once said to me
As he quickly walked out the door
590 · Apr 2012
Bruised
You unravel the layers of my youth

Taking something that should not want

Looking to find my little pearl

I still like swing sets and baby dolls

My blond ponytails dance on my back

You hold me I  bruise

I shall not mutter a word

In a world full of languages I cant speak    

For I cant see clearly let MY youth be washed away    

I go to embrace the one whos suppose to  protect me

YOU
588 · May 2012
Bare Bones
I want to scream
***** out  the insides of your being
Shred your soul away from the darkness of  hell
Devour the bareness of your bones
Discovering  the truth
Foolish and I don’t need it
Nor will I subject myself to this horror
Revolted by the look
Heartless and  callous is what your all about
Can you really be this cynical?
I wont take this awful agony of you anymore
588 · Jan 2014
Clench The Pain
I creep past the sunlight
Reflecting on the broken miles
Strings of a perfect facade
Mixed with droplets of scars
Clutching on the wingtip of my hymn  
Repugnant moments spew out my drunken dreams
As an sequestered curse replays the tragedy
587 · Apr 2014
Ocean Of Rage
Visions of war with no savior
Flashes of lightning
Heat of the flames
Remembering the dreams
Risen from the grave
In a unspoken lands fog
Around an endless corner
On the throat of lovers
Blind forsaken fears scattered on the wind
As the earth climbs the sun
The ocean is pummeled with death
Colliding with the shrapnel  of rage  
Painted screams in the stomach of dejection
Rustling the hollow sadness
586 · Oct 2013
Maddened Demise
A torn trace of detached memories
That are packed into my content
Consumed and eaten down
You wrathful drunk
I release demise on your entity
Roaring like thunder
That is  irate
Welcome into this kindling worship
Where the sensualism is regained
The atomsphere penetrates the frailty
Spiraling and enwrapping into vulnerability
Giving me words of ease
With fairytales of ecstacy
My vanilla tunnels belongs to you
Eyelashes heavy from your tears
I have found, and fallen from the heavens
Dancing freely, in melting candles not afraid to burn
I construct you with my hands

Yet you bury, and cast me far from hours in the distance
Unrooting my voice in the wind
Stretching scars, recasting fury
582 · Oct 2013
Spilling Stars
Violets heavy with the night rain
As the fatigued stars start to spill
I catch them
Filling my pockets with dreams
582 · Aug 2012
Carnage That I dream
I take one then I take two
The feeling is setting in letting me loose
The tears subside my skin starts to feel fine
I take another its so warm
Put my lips on a bottle that never seems to last
Not sure why today
Inside I’m dying of the past
The metal taste on my tongue
Coated white until things start to appear
Will this be the last time my head starts to scream
Devouring all the carnage that I dream
Is this it?
I must ask
580 · Feb 2014
Evaporate My Soul
Fading alive in this sleepless time
                                   Erasing the roads that I  have climbed
                                    Lines tucked away
                                    As I crave bravery
578 · Oct 2013
Tranquil Ground's
Beneath the drifts of the garden space
Sealed with fluttering rays of the pollen ghosts
Incense trees protect frail memories of thee
The hyacinths shadows stained with purple ink
Hollow roots husks and grains frolicking with the dust in the air
The sunbeams glimmer with great splendor
Dutch Master Daffodils blossom into a luminous blaze
The breeze of the heavens convey peace and unity
The field is sun stamped with spirits and mysteries
As the petals sail across the field
Pine trees sway in the early morning sun
The sloping hillside is dotted with mounds of earth
Providing splotches of brown among the hues of green
Overhead birds soar wildly across the magnificent sky
Whispering trees shelter the secrets and the infliction's
The solitude gives me peace
Fills me within
578 · Apr 2015
Braided Wounds
I felt you  put me on a pedestal
Until the  day you pushed me down
A bridge of bruises spans our time
I kiss the floorboards of broken promises
Pieces of my tooth dance across the floor
Yet, I handed you my spine
A rope of glass shards I can't hold on
The sky is corroded with my pain
It is the summer of my seed
My time to taste the fire
A nest of kisses, lit by the summer moon
I  lay in the shadows of the  grass
My champagne hair rests into your lap
The river murmurs with peace
Your body like a maze that my fingers graze

You entice me, your desire is not unheard
It is the harbor of me that you will enter
Your hands are rugged, yet your delicate
Shuddering with fear of the unknown
Feeling my pelvis  tighten
You smell  of refined  honey
You induce waves into my spinning mind
Fevered, desirous twists and enrich
Your fingers glide  across my craving *******
My pink buds rise with your kiss
Savoring every profound trail you embark upon
Every layer you discover  intoxicates  me
Aching  with a frenzied hunger
Placing my fingers I fidget and skim the forbidden
I explore your arousal
I follow the curve of your arch with my  ***** lips
I stir  over the head of your manhood
Rotating and circling I feel you widen
Becoming devoted and curious I  increase my speed
I engorge and drink your ecstasy
Trembling as you ******
Aching to infuse me with lovers perfume

You  lay me down ,alluringly you nip at my thighs
As I covet for your  introduction feeling hypnotized
My flesh awakens, as my petal grows
Your tongue flutters across my silky spot
I'm  breathless and anchored
Euphoric gratification embraces my body

You  ease filling the inside of me
We blend together
Your manhood encounters my blossom
I inhale as feverish luster takes over
You caress the curves of my back
I moan with pleasure
As we discover one another ,we are the echo of our youth
576 · Jun 2013
Humanity's Face
Debilitated beams of moonlight enter
This darkened church as I kneel
Always sorrowful, always lost
Frigid here as I wait
Tortured silhouettes fashioned in panes of glass
As dust dances in the air
Creating an image in my mind
Penetrating my humiliated flesh
With the colorlessness of humanity's face
I raise my head, now kneeling before
This merciless mortality.
576 · Jul 2013
Barb-Wire Strings
A faded white bird of beauty
Flapping like stars of ice through the breeze
Empty eyes bellowing
Losing faith that should not be
Feeble attempts to leave the ground

Fluffing out his feathers with dedication
As the ghosts of his heart begin to ascend
Collecting clouds imaging the heavens above
The depths of the moonlight
Strange and shard like barb- wire
Death fogged the interpretation of this place
You lay still and cold
With strings tied to your face
Almost impossible to forgo these wings
As the atmosphere melts  on me
I descend into the breeze
Farewell with rust in my mouth
I go into a unstoppable wind
I'm not sure about this one although I posted it  anyway. Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
576 · Nov 2013
Animosity Is Our Lover
Heavy fog,  wrapped  in the valleys
Hands are pages that can be read
New art with a old heart
Standing in air,  without a breath to spare
Days have grown long , since we  clashed  with each other
Spinning without motivation
As a comatose path descends  
My lover is the soul of it all
576 · Jun 2014
Wordless Mind
I carve my own language into the curve of the moonlight
Scraps of stars paralyze my demise
I  chase the  lace horizon into oblivion
576 · Feb 2016
Letting Go
I was fine, in one piece
You sought to paralyze me, though I thrived  
*******, blackened eye
*******, broken teeth
*******, bloodied face
Running from myself inside of my head ,and there is no room left
My heart is my diary, under lock and key
Your tounge is your  noose
My indignation is your gallows
574 · Mar 2019
Cold Water Blues
Surrounded by the great lakes
Perhaps this is why I feel like I'm drowning
#Winter Blues
573 · Sep 2013
Stroke My Teeth
I felt your face fade
Across the ruins against the sea
Whiskey edged cracks
As I gazed into the light
Picturing fields of poetry
Stroking the teeth of my spin
Frail stars trembling
As the roots trickle
Impatiently clustering the handfuls of voices that I unpeeled
Removing my lips with nothing to say
I glue my eyes with  convictions
I'm tilted on the edge of earth
Stuffing the truth down into the mass in my throat
573 · Mar 2012
Roaming
The summer days seem so far
The ground is covered with snow
I ask myself why
The flowers seem to be at bay
Hiding beneath the snow
I feel so alone
Far away from where I’ve roamed
The streets don’t look the same
Broken buildings what a shame
Nobody dances or rises above the pain
We all gather just the same
I can feel you around me
Embracing the air that surrounds me
I think of days that I lived my life
I once was complete
The sky is dark the sun don’t shine
I know I have made mistakes
Follow me into my defeated heart
Perhaps I may have a new start
573 · Nov 2013
Crippled With Grief
Ripples out  in the sea
Skinned deafening pain
As a tragedy blossoms
Unrest days that seemed everlasting
Dandelion eyelids full of fireflies
Miles of wounding prayers
Braches have become weak
A cradle of beliefs that has vanished away
572 · Feb 2017
Muddled
Pink champagne on ice
Fifty dollar room
Licking scars
Living Life
572 · Dec 2013
Buried Beneath
Puddles of blood,  making the leaves red
A muted soft rain flowing
With sparks of stars
Blackbirds are shy tonight
Purple blotches on her face
As her lifeless body lay
With  trauma on her face
I need to cage my mind
What did I do ?
There are battered woman and men everyday who go through this. Keep safe and get the children out of there  . Children absorb what they see. Stay safe seek help I know. Much love
567 · Nov 2013
Cotton Smoke
Cotton teeth of the god of mountains
The dust of the golden sky
Burning heavy kisses
The ocean slippery from your roots
Breathing  with bursts of smoke
Infinite delicate edge  of whispers
As  the sound of  dawn is gently still
566 · Jun 2013
The Marrow Of My Path
As you distort me
Eating me away
Crush my bones inhale them in a line
**** me away
Tell me a fable
Turn the time
Taste the rain
Let go of the past
I long to release these tears
Disillusioned to the truth
Consume the cells to my heart
The marrow of my path
Galvanize me with your current
Intoxicate my brain
Carve at my scars that you gave
565 · Jan 2013
Purple Moon
Delirious purple moon
Music of my head
Through tiny pink dreams
Aching for my mothers milk
Rose petals beat by sweet whispers
Some rust through the shine
564 · Dec 2013
Lonely Skin
Written with my tongue
A composer with shadows of life
Cracking rain grasps and sweeps
A eclipse for the lonely skin
Bones curled,smeared with your grave
Weaving  on the wings of harmony
562 · Jun 2013
Death's Face
Ashes dance in the air
Assembling an image in my head
Paleness on a deathless face
As I crawl to this brutal realitly
The red tears stream as I weep for you
558 · Nov 2012
Paper Thin
I have scars
I wear them so proud
They are paper thin
My nails touch them so gentle so clean
Passing me by are the stars
In my mind I created you
Watching you stand all alone
But  I’m stranded here between relapse and recovery
I have looked into the eyes of your soul
Many times before but always ask why?
Can I find a way home?
557 · Apr 2012
Drink Love Up
Your skin tantalizes me
Makes me crave you more
I need to be one with you
Your lips lingering on mine
Taste the wine of our love
I need you more than anything
The outlines of my body you trace
So precisely
You study me like a old  painting
It feels as though I have known you before
I want to hear you say words that settle my core
Ones that give me strength and makes me believe
This ecstasy can't be contained
Making me want you
Making me  need
I am your addiction you are my feed  
Your eyes tell  stories of lust and deprivation
I will fill you
Make you whole
556 · May 2014
Untitled
I quilt and stitch my tears together
The dismay of change keeps me restrained
The stains of winter confine my grief
554 · May 2012
Just Go
The  vintage suitcase smells musty
As I Look through all the pictures and postcards strewn about on the floor
I start to collect the memories of it all
The astonishing travels as well as my inner fight
Leaving and making a home where ever it feel right
The relentless of the hustle of it all
My lipstick is smeared my hair is a mess
My dress is torn and tattered I feel so warn
Body longing  for a touch that would linger for awhile
Their  were times I felt I had it all
But most of the time I just don’t recall
The loneliness of the road
Smoking cigarettes one right after the other
Tasting the harsh whiskey on my tender tongue
All the men that would come and go
Telling  me I can’t commit
What do I have to lose?
I say just go
See my mind is desperate and damaged
I can’t even breathe
Why do I need?
I gather up my broken heart
Place it in my hands crumbling  to my knees watching the remains of me
As I float into the air
Spent my time trying to repair  
Trying to escape this weakness in my eyes
I awake to your  face up against mine
I reach across to touch you
Are you mine?
I’m trying to be strong
Yet I feel so wrong
What has happened to my faith ?
I want to be happy I want to be free
I feel as though I’m falling from the place
Now where do I go when their  is no space for me
Only love can heal this core of mine
Only love tastes sweeter than your wine
Only love can confirm my fears
I want to touch you for awhile have you near
Caress the softness of your skin
Take your lips trace the contours on my face
Take me hold me tightly feel my hips
Leave your damage  on my heart
I want to feel something give me hope
In the shadows reach for me
Feed me the fluids from your body
I want to be your need and your disaster
Strewn around like old clothes and photos
Forgotten about and very seldom worn
In the final moments when my heart is set free
Then you will slowly remember me
The taste of my lips the smell of my perfume
The way my hair would fall
As we laid  under the moon
Your fingers dance across my breast
Teasing and tempting me
You pull me near to rest
My mind is drifting its  trying to find ease
All I can think of is you on your knees
Defeating my body as I have no fear  
What happened to all the years?
When did my youthful alive soul disappear?
I close my eyes go to that night
Pretend for a moment that its alright
552 · Dec 2014
The Peculiar Me
Strands of stones bound me into knots
As flood tides of death deliver
I'm entwined yet astray
549 · Jun 2013
Fingertips Tears
The sound of passion
Proclaims to the sky sweet words of love
The  moon knows the whispers  of my  lips
Escaping the night
Dancing in my skin
Fall away from my body, face, and touch
Hands that hear me to sleep
Balance my tears on your fingertips
Holding the truth in this lost light
Preserving my wrongs
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