From my past
I thought I lost it all

But now I've met you
And you need to help me because

I'm falling for you

My heart beats faster and faster
When you are near

My head fills with nausea
I feel dizzy

My face warms up
My stomach has butterflies
I feel weak.

Yes this is what I feel
When you walk through that door

Everyone knew
we were
in love

I thought
you felt the same.

Until one day
I saw your lips
On hers

And I knew
that I was long forgotten.

There was blood
Running down your cheek
I wonder what happened

Did they call you a geek?
Were  you hit in a fight?
You won't tell me now,
but I hope soon you will.

Eyes covered with goggles
Head covered with a cap
Nose filled with chlorine
Body wrapped with a suit
Hands clutching the board
Ears listening for the whistle

Body leaps into the water
Finger tips meet the water
Arms and legs moving fast

swimming.

Hey.
Who me?

I thought you were done
I thought you left

Today
3 months later

Maybe something changed
Maybe you changed

Should my heart be taken by you
Again?

Okay.
So.
I think the feeling's gone.

It seems like your over it,

but it seems like I'm not.

Today,
I'm glad to say,

Goodbye.

The clock struck midnight.

I lay awake in bed.
You are probably snuggled up,
all warm instead.

I can't sleep.
It's all your fault.
I am in bed thinking about you,
and I am probably never on your
Mind.

Let's play a game.

It's called "When will it end?"

To win, you must talk to other person first.

Easy as it seems,
this is difficult.

The players in the game are
me and you.
Ignoring each other for two months,
This is not difficult.

Be the first to talk.
Be the first to end this game.

When I thought
there was no hope

When I thought
it could never change

It did.

Warmth fills my heart,
Happiness washes over my head,
Smiles on my face.

It is all better.

I wish you read
These poems I wrote.

I wish you felt
the way I felt,

Thought
the same things I thought

I wish.

You always think you know
everything
about the person you
love

But seperation for weeks,
Posts that you see,
Aren't what you expected.

Less talks
Shorter stares
Ignoring.

And you thought
You knew

But in the end,
You realize,
that he was just a dream

And you woke up.

I remember the day
I told you to go.

My heart was in pieces,
my chest was heavy,
Sometimes I wish

That day never happened,

because I lied.

I saw you
standing by the bus stop

I called you
and you looked confused

You hopped onto the bus
but didn't know where you were going

Trying to be the good sister
I followed you

Little did I know
The pieces of you I saw
were all in my head.