she smiles so big
when she's happy
she's so beautiful
I love her so much
my little girl
my little sister
my dear Isabella
so strong, so radiant,
dream big little one
dream big. don't let
anyone steal your dreams
and hopes. I know
you will do great things
in the future

my wars are laid away in books
I have one battle more
a foe whom I have never seen
but oft has scanned me over
and hesitated me between
and others at my side ,
but chose the best  neglecting me-till
all the rest have died
how sweet if I am not forgot
by chums that passed away
since playmates at threescore and ten
are such a scarcity

my biggest fear isn't
little things like heights
or spiders or clowns,
my biggest fear is loosing
the ones I love the most.

heal the past
live in the present
and dream the future

all alone in a big world
so scared so lost
dont know who to trust
dont know who is there to help
she could be like a butterfly
and let the wind carry you to
where it wants, or she could
be like a bird and sore high in the sky

if it wasn't
for the mistakes
I've made,
I wouldn't be
where I am today

a girl, a single girl
she has some problems
shes scared and afraid
her family pays no attention
to whats going on with her
a girl, a sad sad girl
she goes to school and gets bullied
everyone turns against her
her best friend is mad at her
and its all cause of
the lies people start
she cries herself to sleep every night
she fears that someone is going
to hurt her she puts her wall up again
she wants to be alone
she cuts her wrists deep
she drinks her worries away
she hides the sadness with a fake smile
she continues to tell everyone that she is okay
a girl, a sad girl .. a girl who is scared to show
the real her all the scars shes been hiding
all the times she has smiled when all she wanted to
do was cry .. a sad and lonely girl

do I cry randomly? yes
do I get ******?yes
do I cry myself to sleep? yes
do I miss every second you're gone? yes
do I feel lonely at times? Yes
do I need you?yes
do I need a daily hug from you? yes
do I love you?yes
do I have feelings? yes
do I fight with you?yes
am I emotional? yes
would I risk my life and everything I live for, for you? hell yes

Unit, like Death for Whom?
True, like the Tomb,
Who tells  no secret
Told him-
The Grave is strict-
Tickets admit
Just two-the  Bearer-
And the Borne-
And seat- Just One-
The Living- tell-
The Dying- but a Syllable
The Coy Dead-None
No chatter-here- no tea
so Babbler, and Bohea- stay there
But Gravity-and Expectation-and Fear
a tremor just, that All's not sure.

someday youll cry for me,
like I cried for you
someday you'll miss me
like I missed you
someday you'll need me
just like I needed you,
but when that day comes
I might not be here because
I might be buried  in the ground
from all the pain that you caused me
and cause of all the tears that I shed for you
but you never really seemed to care

KingPoeticFanatic

    "As I Get Older I Must Open My Eyes, Visualize Just Realize That At The End Of Everyday I Gotta Retrieve Life's Prize, As I Get Older I Can't Worry About The Small Stuff, Gotta Be Like A Ford Built Tough, Doing This Poetry Thing Is My Enough, As I Get Older I Have To Stay Strong, Keep This Poetry In My Blood For Very Long, Having The Birds Singing A New Song, With Life Becomes Colder, Just Remember Great Things As You Get Older."

we are only human
we are loud and obnoxious,
weird and crazy,
but that's just who we are
we are only human
humans that aren't perfect
who make mistakes
do stupid things
break things, get into fights
fall in love. we cant fight it
we are all different and that's
just how it is there is nothing we
can truly do about it , but change
the things we do in our day

A sepal, petal, and a thorn
Upon a common summer's morn-
A flask of Dew-A Bee or two-
A Breeze-a caper in the trees-
And I'm a Rose!!

nothing lasts forever
forever is a lie
all we have
is what's in between
hello and goodbye

true love isnt easy
but it must be fought for
because once u find it
it can NEVER be replaced

So beautiful, so smart
She smiles so bright
The way she talks
the way she looks at you
she is the best thing in our lives
everyday we wake up to her smiling
like crazy but thats the best part of our day
shes our baby girl, nothing is better than that
we are so lucky to have her in our lives

roses are red
violets are blue
sugar is sweet
and so are you



those roses are dead
and the violets too
the sugar is gone
and so are you

you left me here with blood down my arms
wondering what i should do next
they tell me i need help they give me sympathy
but all i do is hide behind the walls

out of your sight I shall go,
out of your mind I shall flow.
to forget the fun we had,
to forget the love we had.
you do not know how much I cried,
or how much I truly died
to see you happy inside,
to see you feel free
the sadness runs through my body
to know that I am out of sight and
out of your mind
do you know how much it hurts
to feel my heart that once held love,
start to burn then turn to ice

Once and for all
We can finally see
Who our true friends
Are, most of them are
On the internet
Others are just waiting
To be found

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.

Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

what would i do without you
yeah you drive me crazy, yeah
you hurt me sometimes, but thats part
of what makes us so special. I love you
to death theres nothing that i would change about you
you make me happy. i love that u make me feel wanted
i love u so much

isn't it funny
how people you
thought loved you
don't care until you
are gone? doesn't it make
you wonder why you love them?

lost my dog
lost my guinea pig
lost my boyfriend
then lost my cat ...
why cant anything go right
in my life ... my pets died
and my ex probably hates me ..
even tho he was my entire world ..
im so lost without them in my life
idk what to do .. i need help ...

PLAY the laughter
PAUSE the memories
STOP the pain
REWIND the happiness

H= hold
O=on
P=pain
E=ends

the melody is soothing
it relaxes me
when I am upset I just hum
a little tune

all those tears I shed for you
you didn't seem to care.
you went about your day like
nothing ever happened.
you told me you loved me,
then why do you hurt me
you totally ignore me
but yet you still tell me that im yours
am I completely stupid
for not wanting to let go?
you make me feel special but then its gone
all the tears I shed are because of you

the pain is strong
the pain is long
to feel the pain burn in my heart
to watch her leave
after she promised to stay
why does the pain have to hurt?
the pain is a strong reminder
of who I once was, of who I have changed
to and of who I will never be again

I love you isn't
just something you say
its about how much you show
that you love the person
love is about actions,
honesty, loyalty, and trust
love doesn't mean just to buy
your girl some chocolate and flowers
on valentines day, It means to show
gratitude on how much you love him/her

don't stress
do your best
forget the rest

have you ever
had to sit there
and watch the one
person you love the
most chase after someone
else, and you sit there crying
because you know you were never
good enough for him ...and no one took
the time to ask if you were okay.
I sit there everyday dying inside watching
the one I love so much go after another girl
its the way she makes him smile that reminds me
that I was never good enough to do that. I understand though
she is prettier and smarter but it still hurts

they wonder why I cry
they wonder why I crash
its because I have been broken
to many times to where I cant be fixed
all I can do is put on a fake smile and act
like everything is fine
well it s not... im so lost and done with everything
my best friend is leaving me during the summer
my father doesn't want anything to do with me
and everyone keeps yelling at me for liking a guy that has
a girlfriend.. its not like I actually talk to him though
im just done

in life
there will be times
where we will make
stupid mistakes but
we must learn from those
mistakes so we can grow from them
if we never made the stupid mistakes
we made, we would never be who we are today

it hurts to
sit there and watch him
laugh and smile
because I know that
I could never make
that happen