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957 · May 2014
lemonade
alex loya May 2014
There's not a better fealing that  I ever felt I'm dreaming
I believe in forever together
Never ever leaving
There's no one else 2 help me find a better reason how
I found myself under a spell and now I'm reaching out
Yeah... I need a remedy can't reach my destiny
The best in me just lets me see how fast these seconds leave
Baby baby I'm crazy dont hate me take these maybes I keep saying I'm making  day dreams relating I'm fading
My aching bones. pain
Unexplainable brain
Cant take control and the chains are unbreakable flame indulged
Faded soul u keep saying what I hate too know with no place to go
Can't excape the cold when u embrace the hold  
Ice pick thru the heart
Your the reason I'm making art
cant erase those marks
Right from the start I knew this was ganna be hard
Wanna be stars are ganna depart
If u wanna be smart then u gatta recharge .
890 · May 2014
I never wanna tell u
alex loya May 2014
I never wanna tell u
What I really wanna say
I'm just here too help u no need to runaway
My words are my best friends
That I won't ever chase
Wont beg for attention dont need u too stay

If you dont want
Break up that bond
Got it all wrong now u wake up all gone ..
Nothing is permanent
Just take my word for it
You'll be returning quick thinkin you learned new tricks
Not here to disappoint u but I have no choice
Notice destruction you cannot avoid
Lost in the noise flanted my voice
Traded my toys for songs I enjoyed
No one will help u until ur heart stops
Wat ever u know prove ur heart is on top
Ignoring the news while my art hopes for props showed u the thruth and u started too pause
Look at the view like a portrait that's rare
Looking at u becuz ur unware
Too late for mistakes no need too compare
Living day by day fully prepared
I'm not here too force
I just wanna help
Get lost in the course I keep hurting myself
Mission abort give it too someone else
Lying in court Dont know how I felt
This is what happens when your way too passive

Notice the damage no need 2 panic
Took off the bandage locked in the attic
Just like an addict look how I had it
On Automatic till it fell off a cliff
Last cigarette
Before hell gets dim
Hilighted the meaning
Gave u full emphasis
Lucidly dreaming
Dont need too remenis
Super nintendo sega genesis
When I was younger I couldn't picture this
Random world in tabu why keep
Locking eyes
One bite 2 her lip just too start up the ride ...
675 · May 2014
nothing 2 prove
alex loya May 2014
fenix feather dipped in blood
signed on the dotted line
see it better quick in love
lied on those songs you write
it must take a lot of effort
too make that texture look fake behind those measures find a treasure you little spine collecter
I'm a guesser not a fortune teller scorpion seller orphan on welfare
torchered in the celler sources developers and I'm always letting her take the best of me story teller my faverite ingredients for the recipy mental telepathy extazy a mess of things letting me keep the key away from reach babygurl your never ganna be set free ****** me gently hurtig me tenderly a blurred memory that make the eckos scream no remedy dead asleep too stressed too keep a smile on go on ahead of me
if I dont respond u know I'm dead too be dont check too see and step beneath the deepst regions I used too believe in freedom like some believe in demons angel holding me while I bleed with weakness agree too see this before its finally gone always sleepless
forced on writing these songs while righting the wrongs
that help me respond and bestrong trying too keep on the right path
like a pesant forced too bites scraps
or the essence that makes you fight back on the right track
if u stay with me gurl ill make the night last
I'm giving you the world before you even had a chance too ask
I just hope u can understand the facts


I dont have let go if your holding my hand
568 · May 2014
u wer lost
alex loya May 2014
you where lost
I'm so glad that I found you
I can smile now I can sleep now
soon youll stop
before those demons just drown you
theres no life found on the dry ground


I wont live like I wanna live unless you permit my overwhelming gifts
scattered on a list for the one with the red lips and death kiss
green eyes red hair high heels a black dress and fresh scent
ill save you if I see your over the edge running with broken legs
hoping for death but I wont ever let you go again so hold my hand ill keep you close until its over my friend
gasping for oxygen
asking to stop again
drastically lost your grip on and off again

I'm sorry for leaving you when I fucken needed you
my dreams are doomed
until I see you in my room
a beast consumes
the feast of truth
from this weakened youth
thats seened abuse
I can see how u keep amused
while the weakness grew
like you always feed it food for thought non stop on top of everything even if your leaving soon
that seed refused
too be free and move
your my reason too ...
believe In decent proof
of the dreams we drew
another secret used
too your advantage
defeating you and teaching you



it hasnt rained that way in a decade
down your face everytime she pressed play till the next day
waiting too get paid so I can write the next page
work with these hands till they hurt the next day
check mate from a pawn till your gone away like your best days
I dedicate my life too cutting of dead weight
a mess made wont you help me clean it up a bit
I'm stuck with this lead taste and permanent headache

I'm something outta nothing
I'm sorry if I hurt you when I was rushing I wasnt bluffing
end of discussion pouring out these buckets
I'm touching your heart till your loving the fact that I started
the art with a pationite flame arsonist

that will guard the ship
until his heart is missed
weighs like an anchor
but I still departed quick
without an answer
darkened bliss
poison is transferred
when we start too kiss
it aint hard too miss
no matter how far it is
479 · May 2014
It's okay
alex loya May 2014
I dont ever wanna make you feal like u werent enuff for me
Im Stuck on beats eternaly searching deep for the love beneath
Something keeps calling me no apologies follow me
Accept all of me maybe take the fall for me this wall is weak lets break it down with an ice pick
Lets reshape the crown for ur highness
Excape the crowd till u cant find us
We keep these scars too remind us dont fall 4 their blind trust
spine crushed without ur divine touch
Im done

But ready too start again in no time
A ghost writes my lyrics while u borrow ghost rights the game is so grimes you'll go blind


from staring up at the sun shine
One mic is all that is needed too become prime one time for my second hand addicts right winged savages on automatic why panic when u feal gigantic walking around on my ghost planet taking no damage
U wont manage acting so frantic
Invoked madness

In every pesant and vagrant
Becuz my essence is sacred
With every sentence connected
This headtrips defective im restless not connected infested the surface on purpose im wreckless confessions of an mcs lost sessions hoping that u.got questions im not stressing
These thoughts are weapons
Mic checking u too death your less im more when I press record check the cords before making a.mess on the floor opening the store knowing that youll receive more

I.dont wanna let u in
Your like toxic oxygen

Its ok. Its the end my friend
Lets runaway pretend
im here again
X3
444 · May 2014
set in stone
alex loya May 2014
Smile like a killer
The trials of a sinner
Now its our winter
Cold lifeless fingers
Grippin heart pixels
Giving art wrinkles
Lets try too be civil
Always stuck in the middle
Hoping youll get it
Im fealing pathetic
My heart is infected
And i know u wont let it
Die if you hold it
Im just trying too own it
Paper heart folded
Razorsharp moments

If u want it set in stone
I wont let u go
my head is full
Of impulsive dead pulse miracles
Unethical letting you get the tools
Needed for the best of you
Lets improve set the mood just dont get confused in solitude
This is what i wanted from you
And needed ill repeated or keep it a secret just know your my weakness my princess not leaving
Ever withought being together i fell for u and i can tell that you fell for me all the way down
Ill let emotions tell the story now
337 · May 2014
can't change
alex loya May 2014
I hate the way this game we play makes me hate your beautiful face
Eye Use you for my excape aint ready for change the pain always helps this music I make we are getting used too the pain
Cutting the roots so no food is obtained
Telling the truth when we blame
Begging for change like a *** with a sign
That says people cant change
Evil insane keep you in flames like a heart on fire no water for hours leaving this race
Running away with a sour taste another hour too waste hoping too devour a trace of that pain we incased in a painting today
Saving the grains evaded restraints taking the pain then
Staying awake
For a couple of hours taking meteor showers falling down on your surface till your earth splits fealing underpowered like a nervous coward
Dead flowers om the table my angel. I don't think this demon will save you ill take you beyond your limits its vivid but this spirit wont break you

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