I was afraid of love
It's just heartaches and sufferings
I forbid myself from falling
Because I know
No one would catch me but the ground
Then there was you

You said you were falling
I was ready to fall in love with you
But when I was falling really fast
That's when I realized
You were not with me
You had a parachute on

I fell
But no one was there to catch me
I loved
And I don't think I could ever love again
Cause Im broken
You've broke me beyond repair

I’m holding a drop of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

When I recalled each event one by one, I thought I understood everything
But the faded words were right by my side

Nights when I can’t find an answer, and a single drop of warmth, and my longing for something far away
I’m spending my whole life just repeating those things over and over

I’m holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

I want to grab all the things you love in my hand, never letting them cool down
While we, as people, are unable to share that feeling

The meaning your words release, an unquestionable love, a feeling that has no answers
If only we could convery all that just by looking at each other

I’m holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

I’ll keep this love in my heart

I’ve lost you…”

i don't know why somedays i'm completely over you.
but others it's like i'm laying face down in quicksand, being consumed by the memories of you.
the more i struggle
the worse it gets.
so i lay still
as you pull me
under.