you are there
even when i
dont really want
you around,
but, in those times
i need you most.
you beautiful,
gorgeous,
breathtaking.
and don't deny it
because you took
mine away,
no matter what anyone
may say,
you took mine away.
my affections
for you,
never
wavers
you my dear
are my favorite.
i don't desire
you because the
gifts you give,
except the one,
of your love.
just because
your not gay,
and neither am i,
doesn't mean
we can't be
gay together.

I wish I could take it all back.
Our memories, are times
Back when we were fine.
our laughs, and our walks
and our midnight talks.

Part of me is missing
now you're gone.

You promised not to leave,
*Silly me for believing you.

i will always love you
but im so tired of mourning you
like your dead
so im doing it,
this time im doing it for me
not because i believe that you will
be happier if i move on
but
because i know that i'll be happier
if i move on...
im sorry,
but i cant do this anymore
Love, its been a year
and sadly,
its so clear that you feel nothing for me
so
this
is
goodbye
to us
as a couple
and hello to
our friendship

Its not what you got, but what you give.
Its not the life you choose, its the life you live.

everyone says that you don't actually need your boyfriend, you just want him.
but i do, i need him.
and tell that to the old woman whose husband just died and she loved her whole life.
and when they pronounce her dead and they say it was 'broken-heart-syndrome' tell her family that the doctors were wrong, that no one can die from an emotionally induced heart break .
i dare you. tell them.
and if you wouldnt tell that old woman, why would you tell me that?
and when i ask you that, don't tell me that its different because its not.
because i love him, just as much as that old woman loved her husband.
and just because she was born in a different time, that their generation was completely different.
and don't tell me that everything will be fine, because it won't.
i won't ever be able to forget him, like i've been able to forget the others from before.
don't tell me it's just a want.