I can't concentrate
all I can think about is
*YOU.

I stole your sweater today...
You didn't seem to mind.
I used it as my in-class pillow
but really,
I was secretly inhaling you,
feeling your warmth evaporate slowly,
the soft cotton pressed to my cheek...
I'm addicted to you...
but I can't have you,
and this is the best I'll ever get...
So lemme pretend you love me and your holding
all my broken pieces together...

before i whisper "I love you"

NO
     NO
          NO**
I can't
I shouldn't
fall in love with you
again....

Things about me that I should be proud of but don't really care much for:

-The way I can mend people sometimes...
-The way I can have impromptu dance parties when the right song comes on...
-The way I can beat your *** if you hurt my friends...
-The way I can show you the love you deserve...
-The anger and rebellion inside of me that I've held in for so long...
-Somehow being able to tolerate and bear with the little freedom I have the and the want to have more...
-Being able to deal with my crushes, keeping them somewhat in check XD
-The smashing buttons that I can do and still win the video games I play c:
-My stubbornness
-How I'm gonna smack you :D and then act all innocent :P
-My music taste
-My loyalty to my friends