So many feelings and emotions
Inside this heart of mine
Almost like a sweet poison
Eating away at my fragile mind
Numbing my soul and brain
Making me feel like
I made the worst mistakes
Of my entire life
Why must I be human?
And suffer such painful consequence
I know I deserved it but
None of this makes any sense
But it sure is weighing heavy
On my tainted conscience
Please help, I've lost myself
Not sure who I want
To activate my heart
Not sure what I should feel
Whether any of this
Is even real
Whether it's fake
Or not?
I guess I'll never know
Tears in my eyes
I feel I've done wrong
I can't help but cry
When I think of
What I have said
What I have done
I feel like a criminal
Blood on my hands
I feel like I'm paying the price
For all my sins

Our relationship wasn't perfect
But I would be yours again
In a single heartbeat
You were a ****
Cheated on me
But I'll forgive
And give us
A second chance
At true love

You are perfect
Despite of your flaws
And let's be honest
I get lost in your blue eyes

This girl is amazing
So beautiful
Captivating
Cherry lips
Make you wanna
Have a taste
You just want her
In your bed
Pour a bit more
Until you wake up
And this lust filled dream
Is not just in your head

Got a concrete heart and a mind of stone
But whenever he sends me a text
I lose myself
I wanna have him in bed
I wanna kiss him
When we're all alone
He's constantly on my mind

I want to be his wife
Be his forever
He's my life
I hope he knows
That my heart
Is falling under
Feelings dragging me down
But it feels so good
I wanna drown in his love
And take him with me
To heaven

He's my light
He's my heart
He keeps it beating
I love that man
He keeps me sane
Keeps my heart warm
With tender love
And filthy lust
I could kiss him forever
And never get enough
Just the way I feel
When he talks to me
Drives me crazy
Put it on repeat

I want him next to me
I want him on me
I want him to strip my soul
Of it's fear and self control
I want the *** to make me insane with lust
I want this love to last
Like a song that plays
On repeat

I'm not here and you're not here,
I miss the thought of missing you,
We've faded from the light
And the darkness has made room for two more
broken hearts.

Take me back,
I'll scream at the top of my lungs
That I love you
Until you let me climb the ivory tower,
But I know you'll keep the shutters closed
And keep the pillow over your head
To drown out my cries.

The mourning gets better,
You'll learn not to say never,
I'm not OK but whatever.

Faith is but an interval,
A momentary interlude
During the tragic theatricals
Of life
While we don the mask
That conceals our sadness,
Wear the make-up
That hides our fatigue,
Dress up in our costumes
To cover what lies beneath,
We forget the inevitable
ending scene to this tragic tale.

So we bask in that small sliver of faith
Like the limelight,
and we shine until **the final curtain falls.