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Zanari 1d
Though Life may be tiring and much more than one can bare, if you know one whom is suffering..please....

For those who cant, be the smile for those whom forgot what a genuine smile could become.

Be the Love as if there were no other, even if it is simply holding you're breath and counting to ten as if the hug were you're last one.

You are very strong my dear, I love you and wish you the best.

Oh so strong and so courageous, you are still here.. keep going! I am so proud of you!

You... you are not good enough?
. . .


--YOU ARE NOT USELESS, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN,

YOU ARE VERY LOVED, READ THAT AGAIN.

I AM GLAD YOU EXIST, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU'RE VERY BREATH BRINGS LIFE INTO THE ROOM YOU STEP IN, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU'RE BODY IS A TEMPLE, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE BREATHTAKING, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU ARE STRONGER THAN ANYBODY I KNOW, READ THAT AGAIN.

DONT SLOW DOWN KEEP GOING, READ THAT AGAIN.

LIFE IS MORE THAN JUST LIVING IN WHAT YOU THINK YOU ARE, READ THAT AGAIN.

EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU WILL MEET THE RIGHT PEOPLE, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU'LL EVEN FIND THE RIGHT PERSON THAT LIVES YOU FOR YOU, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU'RE LIFE IS NOT OVER, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU SHALL STOP HURTING YOURSELF, READ THAT AGAIN.

YOU WILL HEAL ONE DAY, READ THAT AGAIN.

THOSE PEOPLE WONT BE MEAN ANYMORE, READ THAT AGAIN.

MOM WILL BEGIN TO SMILE AGAIN, READ THAT AGAIN.

DAD WILL BE PROUD ONCE MORE, READ THAT AGAIN.

LIFE WILL BE GREAT ONCE MORE!!!
Read. That . Again..
Encouragementtt ᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ
Zanari 1d
Dear him..

I never thought that my mind would come to this conclusion but..

I thank you.

I hold onto a pocketed smile for the times we laughed, then an untamed sorrow for when you cried.
though in the end, it took quite the while to understand why? Why all of it happened, why all of the progress withered like that of a tumbleweed in merciless breeze.
...

It were Unsettled aswell as unwilling to be tamed, now here I stand, pondering upon whether do I not feel any course shame?
All of this senseless anger rooted within my very being, Senseless?? No I carry more than perceived from beyond that tiny fluorescent-ly lit screen.

He who were the one that offered those long car rides and gave those silent affections.. to me...
That little girl, one whom were trapped within a big wide world of those watching...waiting....expecting? to see buckling from within the chain.

For that now rusting chain being the one mourn, yet not the one I came to acknowledge.
One whom I can only glance at from afar, him..

So I thank you, Dad...
Or shall I even have the attachment left to call you that?
miku..miku....BEAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~ o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o
Zanari 2d
She loves me, she loves me not.

That is the cycle life had adapted for me to ride, through day and night, then sunshine and rain.

It feels as if a sickening game, what is life daring for me to partake? A dangerous charade where both of us find ourselves staring out into nothing.
—the clock ticks once.. then twice... Not a third.


She looks at me with those eyes so that I cannot help but crave her embrace, it is wrong for me to be so.. selfish.
Must you look at me like that as while slipping you're hand into mine?

As the seasons begin to shift, a whole other cycle once again spirals much like that of an aimless soap opera plot.
Yearning, solemness, jealousy, then departure. Again.. and again...

I am filthy, but please... do not toss me away, you promised.. you promised that if I gave you my heart and soul, the world would be mine through you're eyes.

Yet only half.. of that deal had been transacted, I am now nothing but a robot without batteries.
I am scared..
I feel disgusted...

Just a minute longer within you're warmth before you go, he was right.
I should have stopped and glanced into the other direction that day, the day that you had looked at me the way that turns my stomach in knots now..

Will you be mine? My Valentine?
—no, I know that you love another.
But I can't... I cannot stop thinking of you.

I shall be you're precious doll if you ask me too, I will.. I will even set my heart ablaze so you can sleep without the loud beating of my heart beside you.


So why him? That boy who called you that 'girl in my math class'
He won't be good, just as the boy before him and so on..
I love you, I love you much more than I should..

That being the main reason of my despair, the borderline of why I am now sitting in a corner and slowly losing strands of my very hair.
So please.. please... Please.... See me the way I see you my dear.

I want to feel the warmth like those princess's within those fairytales, you're long hair seeping over my shoulders as I feel the embrace I so desperately desire.
Please...
That is all I ask of you...

Be mine, as I shall be yours my dearest..
Doomed wuhluhwuh ending for me ig...(⁠〃゚⁠3゚⁠〃⁠)

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