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Carson Taylor Feb 2014
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You don't hang out in my head
I don't wonder how you feel
I'll smoke my cigarette, heart of lead
What's your deal?
I really just feel emotional and all hell is breaking loose in my head and my heart and i don't know how else to deal with it besides drugs and ******* poetry
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Carson Taylor Jan 2016
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A wisp of breath
The brightest of smiles
A case of theft
A set of trials

My heart to take

Garden in my mind
Flowers in the air
Formerly blind
Eyes like Eyre

My heart to break

Hair like sunset
Beauty like light
I'll never forget
Our brilliant night

My heart taken
My palms are shaken
butterflies airborne
no longer fore-lorn
My heart is smiling, I've never met a girl like this.
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
She treads lightly
As if she doesn't want me to hear
I ask her questions politely
To lend me an ear
But she would have none of it
Other suitors to see
Ones I would outwit
That I can guarantee
So why not me?
That's the question
Written in the Sea
With the waves suppression
The water needs to break free
A dam ready to burst
Floodgates of my heart
no matter how well versed
We'll always fall apart
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
The space between our lips
It holds my soul to break
My heart an eclipse
Feelings fluttering awake

A fire flared to life
Emitting my flames of love
Oh won't you be my wife
My lovely dove

Your eyes how they shine
When the sun hits your face
So divine
My heart will race
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
Light shining through an old window
It hits your eyes just right
Your hair spread out on the pillow
Like a ray of sunlight
When our gaze meets
My heart explodes
That old line repeats
I love you loads
I love you whole
Because when I see you I see my soul
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
The sunlight washed over you in glittering waves
Your eyes a brisk golden haze
Your hair muddled my brain
My heart considered slain

The heavy rain washed us over
With it a hostile takeover
My soul and all
Held in awe

You held me in your palm like like a little flower
and god knows you had all the power
Crushed me like an ant
You're my queen i'm your peasant
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
Blood on the top and the bottom
Face like autumn
Arch those brows
pretend like you understand
Hatred you do rouse
I now understand death by quicksand
Carson Taylor May 2014
I want my name to be known
Shining through oblivious words, the constant drone
I know, My name... it's not that great
I don't want it in giant neon lights
it's to be whispered from state to state
thought of on the lonely nights
The nights where dawn wont even be in site
When the dreams become our guiding light
None of the, "Why are your poems so eerie?"
I'm sorry love.. but my thoughts stay dreary
I'm stuck in my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Sorry....
But maybe not...
There's things to see, the sun, the stars, and the moon
Perhaps i'll wait to rot...
....The moon it makes me swoon
It's gorgeous I say
I love you I mean
From you my heart the ache
My world you shake
It's you who creates the tremors
But for you I'll fight the shivers
But baby, your suitors they are no poet
I'll always be the one to say it
For you are the moon
It is I who loves you
Who?
It's I who fights, I who stands, I who watches and cries and lies..
For you are the moon
and I love you
But love this is my Adieu...
for you are the moon
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
Too much is dripping off my lips
Every word sealed by a kiss
My heart a total eclipse
Inside this
Dark abyss
something is amiss

A shining light
burning out the night
heart now bright
of thoughts of you and moonlight

But it is no more
Every word negated
heart sore
never fated
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
I saw it all unravel
Like the passage of time
The great clashing of battle
Souls fighting in rhyme

No right from wrong
Who's to tell
what's supposed to belong
in our hearts from hell

I saw it come undone
Like you and I
Broken in the light under the sun
Not another lie
Woven in from good intention
To keep us together
No more us to mention
Separate but *better
<3
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
<3
The sun is shining
and so are you
The world is spinning
and so is my head

The birds are singing
and so is my heart
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
I haven't lost what matters most
but I can't stand to see you boast
In the end it is my loss
You've put me up upon a cross
Sacrificed for the trepidation you hold over me
We will never be
Carson Taylor Apr 2016
Let's make it count every minute to the hours
and together  let's make a powerful statement of ours
Sitting together intertwined
Let's make you mine
We have life to redefine
Sitting together in the sunshine
Oh, there is much to say
and much to do
but we both know I'm just going to sit here and stay
with you
Carson Taylor Jun 2016
I woke up this morning with a bade taste
A head pretty spaced
And a heart pretty broken
So I'll stay soft spoken
and fall out of love
my heart to dispose of
I'm running out of rhymed
my head cant get with the times
I'm just really sad
There's not much more too add
Carson Taylor Apr 2014
It was in that moment I saw how perfectly gorgeous you were to me
Hell, to the entire world your beauty was expressed
To my heart you've earned a key
Oh and so nicely dressed
Only the finest for you my love
I'd buy the earth and fight any others lost in lust for you
Your eyes divine! your soul a dove!
I'll shout to the sky and for you anything i'll do
Carson Taylor Nov 2013
The brain is beautiful!
They say.
My mind is wasteful.
A wasteland.
Spiteful.
And as it may...
be...
My brain isn't as beautiful as you make it seem.
The seams are showing,
Splitting.
Making my main concern hitting.
Hitting anyone but you in a daze of discomfiting rage.
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
On a bright starry night of happiness past
We met where the ocean kissed the sand
A dream rushed too fast
Where the sunshine fell into a loving embrace with land
My eyes met your eyes once more
Blood rushed to your cheeks
The flames of passion engulfed your face and my gaze fell to the floor
For when I'm with you I'm at my highest, snow topped peaks
For when I see you I'm filled with the fire of my emotions
But with time I may separate myself from such notions
You sing to my heart in the most devilish of ways
I bask in your sunshine the most glorious of rays
To see an end
Would understand where it all began
Yet there's still a smile at my side
Tugging my sleeve reminding me once more of you
There has yet to be a night where I haven't tried
To remind you of love and still  I bid you adieu
Carson Taylor Mar 2014
I've fallen in love a million times
Every time with a new stranger
I've forgotten them after a few lines
It seems my heart is in danger

Danger of breaking once again
You are no stranger but I love you so
I might be drunk again
I might of told you I would never be this low

Maybe
Carson Taylor Jan 2016
She tells me of love
I tell her of hate
She says it soars like a dove
I guess I'll take the bait
Her soothing voice flows over me like water
Cleansing me of the deepest of sin
A fallen angel;But I caught her
So I guess this is how these things begin
There is so much love to share
Gorgeous eyes to gaze
Flowing hair thrown back into the air
Every other suitors house to raze
I have so much more to say
God, I hope to love you more every day
tried writing a sonnet?
Carson Taylor Sep 2016
A laugh escapes its prison of your mouth
and the butterflies in my stomach fly south
but not for winter
they're spooked by a thundering heart
it's all because of her
with a face of art
a smile worth a thousand words
too many for me to write
but she rises above the morbid herds
and in the spotlight
I see her standing there
and when she meets my stare
a picturesque explosion occurs
fireworks almost as beautiful her
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
A love greater than a mile
It gleams like gold
God I love your smile
And if I could be so bold
I'd like to tell you something sweet
Something that would sweep you of your feet
but I think you know
that when your eyes glow
I love you
I love you like the ocean
Wild and crazed
God fears the notion
A love to leave him dazed
But ******* that smile
Imprinted on my love
That beautiful style
I love all of the above
The way our hands fit like a glove
******* I love you
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
The stars
The moon
The sun
The Sea
And as for me
I find myself completely at ease
Carson Taylor Nov 2013
Are you afraid to be alone?
I say this with conviction, i'm sure you're afraid to atone.
Stay with your "friends" that adore you
But not the real you
The shallow *****
The ones who see themselves so deluxe
Stay surrounded so you're not lonely
Less the thoughts come in provoking you slowly .
Carson Taylor Apr 2016
Here is to a new beginning
of one before I have seen no ending
Always starting never stopping
pining whining
goal cropping
afraid of life declining
It's about wanting more
and about asking what for
but I'm not sure
if for my boredom this is a cure
Carson Taylor Mar 2014
Do you even know alone?
You're always surrounded and loved
Don't you dare talk to me in that condescending tone
Into the light you're shoved
Again and again, by your own hand
Do you like the attention
It's the truth I demand
But it's not something that to my face you will mention
I've given you my heart
and all you've done was broken it apart
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
A bloodied consummation
marked the unholy union
of our ****** nation
a ******* holy communion

Called it a fake
but that's just how I see it
you did a double take
but you know it's true even if it's the littlest bit

When our eyes met that final time
all glossy and red
you told me life doesn't have to rhyme
and I'd better stop before I wind up dead
for that I had no answer
You, the secret night dancer
I found in the dark
who left her mark
Left me
chained free
Carson Taylor Oct 2013
I'm changing?
*Sorry, I didn't know I had to stay the same.
Carson Taylor Jan 2014
I want to run
Run away to France
be some type of romantic genius you can only dream about
I want a lot
but I don't want to be forgotten
Carson Taylor Sep 2013
I dream
I dream
Of clearer skies
Of better times
Of less lies
Of you being mine
I can't help but to dream
Always of you and me
Carson Taylor Sep 2013
I dream
I dream
Of clearer skies
Of better times
Of less lies
Of you being mine
I can't help but to dream
Always of you and me
Carson Taylor Aug 2014
I'll hind behind my silly hair and ******* writing
You can hide behind your shame and pity
Your words strike me like lightning
I'll wander around this celestial city
I'm drowning
And you're smiling
The days i'm counting
911 you're dialing
But it's too late
You're lost in your hate
And I've fallen
in love
Carson Taylor Nov 2013
Your eyes like shattered glass
Drawing the blood from my untamed arms and legs
Leave me laying alone in the grass
Leave me passed out from all the kegs
Leave me
Hurt me

I am yours to shape
Yours to mold
My heart is yours to break
My day is yours to make
I am yours
For as long as you'll have me
Carson Taylor May 2014
The darkness that skitters
Your eyes that glitter

Into the moonlight we go
Like an arrow from cupids bow

I left with a glance
With hope for a chance

To fall in love with you
And yet it's something that I shall never rue

The chance I seek
My life so bleak

So worthless without you
*Adieu
Carson Taylor Nov 2013
I really do feel
You look at me like i'm just another meal
I want you to care
I'm tired of cowering under your glare
You make me want to cry
With every single lie
I want to be what you want
but you're only playing with my heart strings, making them oh so taunt.
Carson Taylor Mar 2014
You keep making me feel ******.
                                                                                              *In a good way.
Carson Taylor Oct 2013
You're standing there wanting acceptance
I'm sitting here thinking of you in past tense
You've struck my last nerve
I hope you get what you deserve
I don't know if you've heard
But we all think you're absurd
You might believe you're too cool for us
But all you do is make us cuss
I hate you.
Carson Taylor Sep 2013
These thoughts drain me
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I'm haunted of what could be
Would you still adore me if you knew
Or would you laugh too?
The end is through a body bag
It's a game of tag
Happy sad
Glad then mad
I'll take my leave now
The best question is how?
Carson Taylor May 2014
You can pour another drink in this cup
I don't know what to say
I'm all choked up
and you're okay

From the cut the blood pours out
just like the words from my mouth
The feelings of love I live to scream about
****! it might all be from my south
But I yearn it's from my heart
Just like my ******* "Art"

Every time I try to write
You're always the objective in the end
Even when you're no where in site
But you're only a flashy trend

This can't be love
I'm not in love
I'm drowning in fear
You're voice is all I hear
I don't know what to say
You consume my thoughts every day
I'm lost without you
I'm lost in your eyes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
You might be my demise
But you'll make it worth it
I know that to be true
it's something i'll never admit
But I love you
Carson Taylor Oct 2013
I want to write a poem.
But that's not how it works.
I want to show em.
But I cant defeat the oh so worthy smirks.
I want to win.
But I can't even decide if I want to go in.
My thoughts are in jumbles,
my stomach rumbles,
my heart aches
my body quakes.
Carson Taylor Nov 2016
And into the darkness the beast of burden falls
And into such darkness I release a seething call
The voice of the voiceless; reckless abandon
The words drowned out by black and blue
For in this land, lies no man
Encroaching on madness long overdue
From the forest of doubts
The stars went out
And the veil has fallen
The spirits have fled the crevice of hell
And Satan’s seeds sprout
Spreading the thorny dark tentacles about
Has the genesis been forgotten?
Under Satan’s gold grasp it’s hard to tell
So when the world begins to crumble
I’ll be here; amongst the rubble
Carson Taylor Jan 2016
The waves crash the same

Two islands afar

Lone survivors hearts inflame

Eyes set on the same north star
K.
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
K.
A firework
lit by mistake
Blonde framed artwork
Makes my head ache

A white dress
Flower in her hair
A damsel in distress
A snake with flare

Reason lost to gleam
But a reason to smile
A lost scream
Call it a trial
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
There is voices droning on
I should probably be listening
but all I can hear is this phenomenon
For all your love is my entire christening

There is writing on the board
Maybe I should take look at making a note
or maybe I should continue praying to the lord
because baby you're my antidote

There is some presentation going on up front
Maybe I should try not to think of your eyes
and maybe I should't be so blunt
but girl you've left my love to arive
Carson Taylor Oct 2013
Life is like a kaleidoscope ,
Too many images
I just can't cope.

Life is like a movie,
Except the good guys never win
and no one will ever know what it means to really be me.

Life is bad,
I have nothing else to say,
I don't want to be sad.
Carson Taylor Sep 2013
I want to love
But I don't know how
Is it a feeling
Is it a smell
Will I find it through a bottle
Or maybe a puff
I look for it
I can't contain this lust
Carson Taylor Feb 2016
Ask her what she said
The night of no regret
The night I lost my head
but darling don't fret
I'll tell you once more the tales of love and woe
I've lost and gained
and you've found your romeo
but my words are strained
To make you understand what I know
How you make my heart glow
My soul sing
My ears ring
To let you know the love that's lost
on you
God you have no clue
And I know i'm no Frost
No weaver of words
Not one of your old records
I just need to imprint in your head
How much I love you in my bed
Carson Taylor May 2014
I want your life to be a dream
But not the dreams I dream about
Not what I wake up screaming about
I want a win, I want it for us, for our team

I want a glimpse of your smile
and how cliche is this;
I want you to stay awhile
I'm a toad and nothing will turn me into a prince. Not even your kiss.

The hoops to jump
The ****** to dump
The sarcastic whines
The endless complaints
Every single line
All for you; the "saint"
Carson Taylor Jan 2016
twisted summer sun
penetrating the darkest of winter
A crumbling temple overrun
Waiting for the summer light to splinter
The Temple needed heating
Upon it the sun shines
and the past is fleeting
The stars align

The world shifts
Oceans crash
plates drift
and in a flash

I express a smile
The world has changed
It's been a while
never estranged
Carson Taylor Mar 2016
Your hair is golden as your intentions
Eyes as warm as summer
Smile as beautiful as my affections
Your gaze makes me shudder
Your legs go on for a mile
A mile that make me smile
And when you grin
I feel like I win
Every trophy and medal that there ever was
My chest a roomful of applause
When you're happy
I'm happy
Carson Taylor May 2014
Show me your shame!
Revel in it!
Fluff your oh so glorious mane!
Be the ******* you're meant to be. COMMIT.
Be a fraud,
Pretend you're God,
You're not worth the angst in the very least.
Not worth the regret,
That I've had since the day we met.
Not worth it to me.
Not worth the world which I gave to you;
My world, my mind, my spirit, my hope. All I've ever wanted to be.
You've crushed it. Killed me. BOO ******* **!
You don't care, you never did will or even can!
You made me want to be the man...

Someday...
Everyday....
I'll be happy. I'll find God.
I'll accept that we're all flawed.

                                    But...
Untill then i'm stuck!
Stuck hating!
Stuck not giving a ****!
Stuck being cynical, depressed, mad...sedating.

I've found my sunshine!
MY calypso.
It's mine.
Today is someday, my eternal limbo.
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