How can my perception be so off
Reality is like glass
Mine is constantly shattered after every cough
I blame my head of brass
To lie with you would be to lie to me
I can't break this promise, so dear
Let me be free...
I will not shed a single tear.

The madness comes,
The sadness stays.
The reckless drawings of the madman in the slums...
Crazy for all his days.

He does the dance;
The moonlight prance.
His crown made of thorns,
Through his hair pokes his horns.
Satan is his name.
But we're all the same.
You and me.
Satan is here.
Satan is near.
He is I and You are him...

Ship off the evil barge,
The thoughts are still at large.
Disband the acts,
Listen to the facts.
Despite your constant upheaval....
We are all evil.

She asked for something profound
and all she got was me
Lost and never found
and now she knows there will never be any "we"

So I'll fight for a rush
and you can stay in and study
But i'll never forget the sight at first blush
and I'll mark it all down to being unlucky

We'll never know
So let me show you
quid pro quo
With regards to,
*you

You think you're cool
I think you're a fool
Too pretty for me?
Evil comes in threes
Just like your chins
and none of your wins
I hate you
today's a day you'll always rue
You're a *****
I'll leave you in a ditch

there laid a grain of sand
the waves smothered it day and night
a local boy felt it between his toes and held it in his hand
over the years he saw a future somewhere afar and followed a light
it lead him away from the where the sand met the water
years passed; growing old he knew that's where he left his heart
but he met a love, his wife now, and they had a daughter
and as she grew taller he watched her grow smart
but he knew there was something missing in her life
reminiscent of where his heart lies and of the days where he felt joy
so the once boy, now man, dragged his daughter and grabbed his wife
they moved to where the water met the sand where his girl met a boy
and here is the cliche happily ever after
that all started on one boys beach
where you can still hear the joyous laughter

Mindless talk with no end
I see her across the row
You have a heart I can mend
But your talk lacks intention and flow

So I'll practice what I preach
But dream of us on the beach

There's no way to avoid this fate
It's a changing system always ending in hate

With my mind I memorize your size
Hope glitters our eyes

I felt it all
Waiting for our fall

Check my body falling
Watch it flutter
The gods are calling
Our loathsome clutter
I said never again
but here we are once more present
Slashed a vein
watched it bleed
a once beautiful deed
dancing in the rain
and when we wake up
a smile on our faces
know i'm not a backup
and I won't forever be there to fill the empty spaces

ripped paged upon a scribbled mess
lost my head in numbers
the numbered thoughts of that dress
and of our endless summers

Lost in thought
My brain in Rot

Your gaze leaves a hole
In my smother soul

Even with these stupid such stupid line breaks
And ****** writing
I'll make you screaming for gods sake
with the right mood lighting

A twinkle in your eye
like a star in the sky
A breathe held
My heart swelled
For you are so beautiful
And a voice so musical
Looks so stunning
pulse is running
To never hear your crying
To never see you stop smiling